bleachedbuni

[bleachedbuni]

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Being curvy/chubby/fat attracts mostly men who want to be protected and they usually have mommy (or other) issues

Being skinny attracts men who want to protect you

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im backkkk. I was busy with guys, but they dumped me, so now I have new inspiration to loose weight :D

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I look so weird and frumpy in every pair of shorts and the manniquins look so good. I want to be one.

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im done being the fattest in the room

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So i went to the mall with friends and bought clothes. They look cute, but imagine how much better theyd look if I lost 15 pounds💞

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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Yesterday was my family easter dinner. As you can expect, I ate. Despite jogging 3 hours prior to "prepare" I feel like a fat piece of shit. I never want to eat again and i actually miss the feeling of starving. Im praying that i didnt gain too much weight.

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DAY 1

I dont really feel comfy giving my current weight (you guys probably understand plus im lowkey embarrassed) but I will give you other stats💞

Hw: 123 pounds

Gw: 100

Ugw: 93

DAY 2

I am around 5'1. Its cute, but it also makes me look stuby

DAY3

this is my thinspő

(Im not at all into b0nspø (no hate if you are))

But i like this pic because her body looks so young, yet its a bit curvy at the same time. Her arms are so slim too.

DAY4

My greatest fear abt weightloss is if when i loose the weight my body is still ugly. I would kms 😭

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my birthday is soon and i asked for clothing store gift cards. Im gonna use them in a month when im at my gw. so exited

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rant

I had the most embarrassing dream last night. I was seated next to my crush and i finally got the courage to talk to him (irl im so nervous around him) and we hit it off really good, then later we went back to class. He called me weird to his friends and i overheard. I couldnt stop myself from tearing up and he saw me cry. It was so embarrassing and im so thankful it was a dream.

Maybe this dream comes from the feeling of not being good enough for him. This feeling is the same reason i starve. I want to look better. I never feel good enough.

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coke zero > diet coke

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Does anyone else have a very skinny sibling who eats a lot. Im so jealous, like why couldnt i have gotten those genetics?!?!

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Honeys, I am so fucking hungry right now. Pray for me so i have the strength not to go down on a bowl of mac n cheese. (resisting actually mentally hurts)

Update: I didnt eat it yayaya🤗

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my posts keep getting removed. wtf

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i just wish i was as pretty as everyone i’m around. feeling like an ugly duck is the worst

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being fat is so embarrassing like i just walk through the hallways looking like this..

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Guys I lost 3 pounds in a week 😺