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i rarely go here anymore, but for you guys to go outside of this hellsite to track down someone’s PERSONAL socials over rpc shit is too fucking much and validates me in why i never put any kind of personal shit out there in the rpc.

log off, it’ll do you some good.

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you know what, no, i have one more thing to say because i’m glad it was brought up. i spent years getting villainized in this little corner of tumblr for trying to call out transphobia (really any bigotry, but mostly that) and being SHIT ON for “ruining rps” because i held people accountable. i was called aggressive, mean, a bitch, a bully, even a dictator. i was misgendered on multiple occasions. so you know what this grasp on addy y’all have reeks like? people who always hated me (and taylor because she’s been pushing back against racism as long as i have transphobia) but never had a real reason to until the addy situation happened. it’s pretty fucking funny if i’m honest because of how transparent it is. some of you cannot let go of the fact you were held accountable or some of your fave rps were.

i understood being held accountable for being friends with addy (i still stand by the notion i never bullied anyone with her) and i made changes in my life both by dropping her and to make sure i never make that mistake again. hell, i’m barely on here anymore. so it’s time for you all to move on too. did you know addy is on another platform? she does not care about you all nor your opinion on her, you’re the ones with this weird fucking obsession.

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imma be real honest for a second and then hop tf back off of tumblr.. 

y’all need to let addy go. why does she continue to live rent free in your heads, so much so you always harass taylor over it? mistakes were made, we admitted to that. i’ve told you my story of how i was manipulated by her, i have my own trauma surrounding her, so stop fucking bringing her up to everyone. you don’t even have the story straight half the time anyways and it’s fucking tiring. let us live our lives. if you really think taylor’s, a black woman in the rpc, opinions have no value now or are “not respected” because we were friends with someone over a year ago and promptly dropped the moment we realized just how horrid she was? then that’s just sad.

it’s all uwu people can grow and change until it’s people you don’t like, isn’t it?

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you’re weird as shit for this take. that person is fucking weird and nasty for the “taboo” things they write, but this ain’t it. this anon wasn’t even touching on this subject and yet you were so ready to pounce on it. if people need money to get out of a bad situation, that does not make them bad people. like for fuck’s sake, my friends have given me money to literally survive during a pandemic, so i guess i should’ve given them something in return by this bullshit capitalistic mindest you’re are fucking spewing. be fucking better than this.

ive been wanting to speak my mind about that blog for a while, i thought it was insanely sketchy when they were donated 20$ from ppl in the rpc but had the nerve to be like "thanks for donating ( 20 dollars thaaaaanks) " like uh...

exactly!! thank you!! plus she posts asking for money and doesn’t do anything for that money y’know? do some graphics for someone, theme makeovers, whatever, it makes me feel icky when someone just asks for money and does nothing to earn it, y’know? idk.

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no offence but there is literally nothing morally wrong with cheating on tests/at school… it’s up there with piracy on the list of Crimes Everyone Is Convinced Are Wrong And Harmful But If You Actually Think About Them For 12 Seconds It’s Fine And You Definitely Should Commit Them At Some Point

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it absolutely is directed at you. i’m gonna be honest, i don’t have much to say to you as this blog does not sit well with me whatsoever. you can’t sit here and tell me you want to help the victims of things like this, while simultaneously saying you want to help the people that harmed them. why is that the job you want to undertake? why is it that we have to hand hold people who can change themselves if they truly wanted to. it should not take someone explaining to you why you shouldn’t be this or that - the internet is quite literally at your fingertips.

also a side note? if you as a person were truly committed to changing yourself, you would have zero problem disclosing who you once were. all i see is someone hiding behind a taylor swift reputation era guise where they retake the term “problematic”. usually problematic people have no apologized for their actions and if you are someone who has, you should have no problem who you are and what you were called out for.

food for thought : if you don’t want to be called out.. maybe just listen to your rpc peers when they say something is wrong? stop the behavior before you do said behavior. this community specifically is too old - in its own age and our own ages - for ignorance to be claimed. there is no reason that bigotry should still be as prevalent as it is. and to sit there and try to wax some faux lyrical about how people should react to being called out for such things does not sit right with me. i do believe that people CAN grow from their experiences, but we should not have to continue to coddle people when they do some shit. it is not our job. be better.

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food for thought : if you don’t want to be called out.. maybe just listen to your rpc peers when they say something is wrong? stop the behavior before you do said behavior. this community specifically is too old - in its own age and our own ages - for ignorance to be claimed. there is no reason that bigotry should still be as prevalent as it is. and to sit there and try to wax some faux lyrical about how people should react to being called out for such things does not sit right with me. i do believe that people CAN grow from their experiences, but we should not have to continue to coddle people when they do some shit. it is not our job. be better.

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the real reason i wont kith @chawoongs?? he has the same name as my brother NGJFDKJG

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when i said i knew that would get the rpc mad, i didn’t mean like THAT. please keep your antiblackness to yourself, no one needs to see how ugly you truly are <3 also we know it’s you theracistrpc or whatever the fuck your url was. you’re a sad human being.

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when you see that cis white blonde girl character like "i'm biromantic hetrosexual" ok respect but you're just going to ship her with the guys now right

don’t even get me started on the split attraction model tbh. i could go on for days about how much i absolutely loathe it and how truly homophobic it is, but not today.

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#pov you’re on a rainy day walk with ur gf hailey

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things i’ve always wanted to say but i know it would piss people off is .. why are y’all still playing stale ass het characters... it’s embarrassing <3

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this show is everything

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Oculus Mirror + Mike Flanagan’s Films

ABSENTIA (2011) OCULUS (2013) OUIJA: ORIGIN OF EVIL (2016) GERALD’S GAME (2017) THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE (2018) DOCTOR SLEEP (2019)