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driptape·:

he couldn’t help but laugh at her seemingly freak out at the news . hunter and kamatchi didn’t spend a lot of time together since they ran in different groups . he being a school dealer and her , well , she wasn’t popular by any means . he actually wasn’t sure what’s she’s been up to , but he liked seeing her around and the small conversations they had . “ you were smart and funny . it wasn’t hard to like someone like that . “ he admitted with a shrug . it was kind of a cop out to her comment on her looks . hunter couldn’t lie . the girl did have a massive glo-up , however , it was always in her . “ plus , i really had fun with you when we did that science project . we just never really hung out . “

she continued to gawk at him, still disbelieving. since she became a pretty girl™, she struggled to remember the feeling of being liked for who she was. not just what she looked like. “if that’s true, why did you never tell me?” she asked. “scared of the hundreds of admirers lining up for me, i’m sure?” sarcasm, obviously. not that she remembered getting bullied much when she was younger and dorkier. the real-life response to someone like her was more boring: they treated her as invisible. either way, admirers weren’t lining up for her back then, not as they did now. “i was... there, you know. i would’ve loved to hang out.”

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open to anyone 20-22. plot: kamatchi has poor self-esteem basically but ur muse has liked her since childhood/high school/earlier college days

“you’ve loved me for a long time? is this some kind of joke?” she’d get it if the other liked her now that she obsessed over her own looks, taking care of her appearance meticulously. but when she was younger, she used to not care. she used to look sloppy and messy and unkempt. some would probably say she seemed happier, less anxious about seeming perfect, but she hated the dweeb she used to be. “why would you even... why would someone like you even LOOK at me back then?”

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lilacwiine·:

“it’s…” lily shrugged, “quieter than here. the kinda place you could just pass through, blink and miss.” hence why she’d been in a rush to get out of there as soon as she was able to support herself. even then, she couldn’t really support herself; she just managed to get by. “do you go back often? even if it doesn’t feel like home?” she didn’t complain when their fingers slid together, giving dew’s hand a small squeeze. “where is your favourite place to go?”

he paused as they walked, trying to picture lily’s hometown. “yeah,” he said. “i do go back often. i’ve been learning to appreciate places like that. my hometown kind of sounds like yours. i’ve been learning to appreciate, you know... quiet. steady. serene.” he could already see pizzeria signs, to his slight displeasure; he liked just walking with her. “do you mean my favorite travel spot or favorite place in thailand?” if it was favorite travel spot, he’d have to say here. because he met her here.

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confusionism·:

he wrinkled his nose, firing back, “you? ‘poor self esteem?’ nah. didn’t think you knew what that was.” and that had to be one of the things that he found so damned attractive— that she had this sort of confidence that could put almost anyone to shame. the thought made him blush harder, then even brighter at the compliment. “thanks, but uh— you know. gotta give props to the designer and all.” still conscious of the jacket he had not — not wanting to ruin a piece that looked far more worth than a week’s salary — he scratched at the back of his neck. “you got anything else you wanna test on me?”

“thanks,” she echoed, looking away from him for a moment. although the word came out curt, she hoped that her bout of shyness conveyed how much this really meant to her. she could hardly believe it: this designer gig was something she picked up simply because she could. her early adulthood, so far, was a bit of a chore. not bad, but that upper-class ennui was getting to her. she wasn’t sure what she wanted to do.

this, it turned out, might just be her calling. “sure,” she said, facing him again. “i’ve got this tux with a geometric print too.” she averted her eyes once more, realizing he’d need to take off what he was wearing. she wasn’t some blushing virgin or anything, but she hadn’t called him up to flirt or ogle.

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thmetcor·:

“it would make me feel better, dew.” she shot back and pretend to be offended by what he said,“ouch, the famous dew srisuwan doesn’t want to flirt with me?” rose cut the act and laughed,“ don’t worry, i’ve seen you flirt with others so much, i can easily point it out.” rose also seen how his lines work on those he flirts with, it is a bit entertaining to her, actually.

“i mean, do you want me to flirt with you?” he teased. “i could do that.” maybe he’d thought about it. maybe or maybe not. but rose was a friend. as an actor, he was surrounded by so many admirers and sycophants. for him, a close, true friend was valuable and precious. "kidding," he said, panicking inside. when he found his car, he opened the door for her.

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lilacwiine·:

dew looked a little better when he wasn’t so teary eyed and upset, lily could almost convince herself he’d genuinely perked up. she hoped that spending time with him today might help things. her heartbeat stuttered a little at his honest words but she did her best to remain cool. “it’s really not, huh? we’d be better off walking, probably.” considering what they were looking for, it shouldn’t be that hard to find a place in town. “i definitely won’t miss it.”

“is it nice where you’re from?” he felt hesitant to ask her about that, but hoped she wouldn’t mind the question. he hadn’t asked her to specify where she was from anyway. he wanted to hear about where it all began for her. “i’m from patum thani, which is near bangkok. very beautiful place. but i’ve been an actor since i was a little boy, so i felt like i didn’t really belong there.” he didn’t feel like he belonged to any one place. when he tried to lace his fingers in hers, however, he felt very much like he finally found home -- home in someone who was going to leave. he shouldn’t think about that, though. no more drama, as he said.

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open to woc / enby of color, 21 to 26. plot: dew is a famous actor and your muse did (or does), in fact, have a crush on him but can’t admit it for whatever reason. could be friend, co-worker, sibling’s friend, ex, enemy, friend’s ex, whatever works! but no t@boo please.

“never? really? you’ve never had a crush on me?” he isn’t arrogant. well, relatively. he likes to think he’s about as humble as you can realistically hope the son of two famous actors, who’s been working in the industry since he was a child, can be.

he doesn’t think the world of himself, but still, he finds it hard to believe. they’ve never had a crush on him? thanawat “dew” srisuwan, constant fixture on “dreamiest actors” lists? tall and handsome dew with the perfectly kissable lips? “like, never? not even a little bit? just curious.”

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open to anyone 21-26. no t@boo, please.

beautiful weather, a stunning beach. this is all so romantic. “you know, if we were in a movie, there would be at least one big kiss going on right now. but instead, we’re all just here... walking around in the sand...” tiff isn’t flirting or trying to get the other to kiss her, just making an observation.

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“wow. you may as well be standing under the rain, confessing your love to me, huh?” though her words dripped with sarcasm, her tone was bright as always. she didn’t take things too seriously.

open to: anyone taken from here

          “ you don’t, like… make me wanna tear my eyes out… or whatever.  “

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confusionism·:

aiden had agreed to this modeling thing because… well… erica had asked. simple as that. as unfriendly as he could be toward others, as unfavorable of an impression as he typically made, she was (somehow) a friend, and the rarity of such connection always equated to a strange side of himself that most never knew. and then, you know, there was also that small crush to consider.

anyway, he tugged against the sides of the jacket, lifting his shoulders and adjusting it, really getting into that mindset of ‘look good, feel good’ that they were aiming for. “i uh— thanks.” god. how stupid was that? he turned to show off how well the fabric fell down his back, although it was also to hide his goddamned blush. “should definitely include it in your line.” glancing down, he shook his head. “dunno why you doubt yourself so much.”

“aiden, please. you make me sound like i’ve got poor self-esteem.” despite the breeziness of her words, she could hardly stop herself from grinning, her cheeks warming slightly. “i’ve just never done this before. it’s also easy to go overboard with a baroque print.” she echoed, “but you look good. really good.” she held her tongue, trying not to blatantly flirt with the guy who had so kindly agreed to model on short notice.

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thmetcor:

“if she kept staring, i would have smacked her.” rose mumbled under her breath as she followed dew to his car. she raised an eyebrow when she heard his suggestion and nodded her head,“alright, but you are watching that new drame with me, and no complaints.”

“not worth it, rose,” he said. at her raised eyebrow, he laughed. “i’m not flirting with you. if i was, i’d take you out, not in.” he teased, “just trying to spend quality time with a friend.” with a nod, he said, “sure. whatever channel or streaming service it’s on, i probably have it.” and if he didn’t, dew could easily pay for it.

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lilacwiine·:

lily had to bring up the conversation sooner rather than later. she couldn’t pretend everything was fine and then suddenly leave dew with a fleeting goodbye. as tempting as it was since it sounded so much easier, it wasn’t fair and she wanted to be fair to him. “yeah?” she perked up a little, had been entirely prepared for him to shut her out now. “okay then. let’s do it.”

dew put on one of his baseball caps and a pair of sunglasses. classic hiding from paps ( fuck them ) or fans ( he adored them, but he needed some time away from them too ) on a day out 101. when he turned to face her again, he looked at her for a moment. despite the pain he felt, he smiled, and it was a genuine smile. he sniffed. “enough drama,” he said. “it’s my break from filming and i should try chicago deep-dish pizza with someone i... really like.” he made his way out of the room. “come on, it’s not easy to find transport in this busy city.”

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“talking isn’t the point of ‘seven minutes’ anyway,” says nate. she’s tense, it’s obvious. he understands why. he was upset, for reasons he hopes she gets, when she found out his big secret, that he wasn’t actually born wealthy. but he’s trying to act casual right now. his new plan to convince her not to babble about his secret does involve his lips, but not for talking. “look, i’m not mad. do you want me to prove it to you?”

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great.   of   course   this   is   how   this   silly   little   game   would   end   up.   pairing   the   two   of   them   together   ,   alone   ,   in   a   closet   for   set   amount   of   time.   heidi   finds   it   fun   to   indulge   in   these   kinds   of   activities   at   times   ,   but   luck   wasn’t   exactly   on   her   side   this   go   around.   being   paired   with   nate   after   what   events   had   taken   place   previously   ,   all   she   felt   was   a   nervous   pit   in   her   stomach   followed   by   a   lump   in   her   throat.   swallowing,   heidi’s   lips   part   to   speak.   “look   —   i’m   not   gonna   say   anything   ,   okay   ?”

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thmetcor·:

“hate this.” she told him softly through clenched teeth but kept the fake smile on her face. rose did not like attention at all and she never knew how dew can handle people always focusing on him. she glanced at his hand for a second before taking it, giving him a subtle nod to say, ‘your welcome’ before speaking,“yes, let’s go.” rose replied, doing her best not to snap at his ex who was staring daggers at her back, if they didn’t want this to happen, they should not have broken her friends heart.

“just ignore her,” said dew. he hoped that the idea of him having moved on would put an end to his drama with his ex, once and for all. leading rose outside, and to his parked car, he said, “i really owe you one. do you wanna go to one of my penthouses and order something fancy? my treat.”

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lilacwiine·:

tears. that was one way to shatter her already broken heart. there wasn’t a part of lily that wanted to do this but she knew that she had to. “don’t… don’t do that,” she muttered, fighting the urge to reach for him. she wanted to take him into her arms but she wasn’t sure if that would be more a comfort or another twist of the knife. “now? i don’t know. i don’t leave for another week but i couldn’t hold off any longer and pretend this wasn’t going to be the outcome. we can spend time together or we can… not. it’s up to you.”

he wiped away his tears, cheeks burning at his own display of vulnerability. part of him wanted to hide and stay away from her forever, but another knew he’d regret not taking the chance to spend time with her before she left. steadying his voice, he said, “we should. let’s go out. there’s somewhere i wanted to take you.”

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