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i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

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“And where were you twenty years ago? Ten years ago? Where were you when I was new? When I was one of those innocent young maidens you always come to? How dare you! How dare you come to me now, when I am this!”

The Last Unicorn (1982)

Art by Morcante

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“To whoever loves me next, I’m sorry if I’m afraid of you or if days of flirting turn to radio silence, without warning. I’m sorry if I make you say the words over and over and over until I believe them. (I’m sorry if I don’t believe them.) I will probably spend more time worrying about losing you than I spend trying to keep you. Trouble is, every single time I’ve ever thought something was too good to be true– I’ve been right. Understand, I will know how to be vulnerable with you, but I won’t know how not to regret it. And I have no idea how deep we’ll be into this relationship before I admit I’ve never done this before. Not really. Not in any way that counts. Before I admit that I know how to put my body inside someone else’s but not how to make it beautiful. I probably won’t be easy to love. Too many people loved me badly, I’m not sure I know how to do it right.”

— Ashe Vernon (via thelovejournals)

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“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on … to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.”

— Reyna Biddy

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You've had years ahead of me. Please stop forcing me to catch up when I'm still enjoying where I am. That's probably why you ended us though. Can't you be mine while I figure things out?

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PJSM

You suddenly appeared in my dream. I was just having fun in an office party, and there you were being the fucking headturner, looking at me like I'm a hurt puppy. You went to me and took my hand the same way you hold it when you wanted to connect.You asked me about what I want, the same thing you asked me the last time we met. And just like last time I couldn't give you an answer. You told me that my cycle of getting hurt and healing through finding comfort in other men was unhealthy and I agreed that my vicious cycle of "healing" is fuvking destroying my emotional capacity. You made me promise to stop it. I couldn't and turned to leave. Before I did though, you said I should call you up when what happens in my life becomes on par with your engagement. I didn't get it at that time and walked away, turning back after a few steps demanding that you tell me if you got engaged with the girl or not. Dude you've met her months ago like fucking hell this is not a fairytale who gets engaged that fast???!!

I know you would though. I thought you might with me.

I woke up with my heart beating fast and wanting to cry. I feel so goddamn hurt. And there I thought I was healing, and I can be a friend to you again. Fuvk.

It's like you were speaking to me through my dream. I've blocked you in all social media and yet you found a way to talk to me.

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So you just suddenly message me out of the blue and tell me you're back in town after telling me you might not come back at least a year????? And you want to catch uppp???? My heart is still too fragile gdi fuck yooouuu 😭😭😭😭

I'm not over you yet you came back too soon dude fuc u

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I want to go back home... back to your arms.

I miss you so much

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“Sometimes, people just cannot grasp the life philosophy that everything is just temporary in this world…that the person who literally means the world to you today will not necessarily mean the world to you tomorrow. Sometimes, people just cannot grasp the idea that true love does not undoubtedly have to be forever…it merely has to be authentic enough for you to know that the affection and fondness you have for each other at that moment are real regardless of what the future brings…authentic enough that it hurts like hell when you part ways.”

— mimisophalkalyan

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“Your life will get better when you realize it’s better to be alone than to chase people who don’t really care about you.”

— Thema Davis

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““There’s this one person who you love, who you want to love and who you shouldn’t be loving.””

— Kathy B.

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You're a recipe for heartbreak I'm only to eager to try.

You're my kind of delicious trouble.

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would anyone like to idk.. treat me right

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Let me tell you what happened to me an hour ago:

So I’m at the bus terminal and this guy (who’d been following me and hovering over me for 10 minutes) comes up to me and says “hey beautiful. Can I talk to you?” So I said “no thank you.” He goes “I just want to speak to you, though.” And I said “yeah I know that and I’m not interested in talking to a strange man at a bus terminal. Please leave me alone.” So he stands there watching me. Finally he says “listen, there’s no need to be difficult. I approached you politely like a gentleman so I don’t see why you’re saying no. Now just let me speak to you.” I said “nobody’s being difficult my guy. You asked a question, I gave an answer so we’re done.” Then he says “yeah but the answer you gave me made no sense. Why don’t you want to talk to me? You don’t know what kind of person I am. You’re judging me before you know me. You’re being ignorant and prejudiced so”- Just then this other guy who’d been sitting close to me said “my nigga shut the fuck up! I saw you following her and stalking her like a fucking animal or some shit, like you didn’t think she didn’t notice? She’s probably scared of your predatory ass and I don’t blame her. Mans need to understand you don’t follow girls and shit. That shits corny.” So the guy goes “yo, mind your fucking business.” And the other dude says “nah because I see you harassing this girl and as a man this becomes my business. You thinking you were polite doesn’t mean a girl has to speak to you. Be nice because you’re nice, don’t use that please and thank you shit and think somebody has to speak to you. You’re not a “gentleman if you don’t respect her. Take the L and go catch your bus you fucking creep.” So the guy starts swearing and then walks away. The guy who’d defended me is like “you okay tho? Like real talk I don’t really like men because of shit like that. They’re fucking predators man. I do what I can when I’m able to for women because you don’t deserve to be hunted.”

This is literally how you do it.

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Let me tell you what happened to me an hour ago:

So I’m at the bus terminal and this guy (who’d been following me and hovering over me for 10 minutes) comes up to me and says “hey beautiful. Can I talk to you?” So I said “no thank you.” He goes “I just want to speak to you, though.” And I said “yeah I know that and I’m not interested in talking to a strange man at a bus terminal. Please leave me alone.” So he stands there watching me. Finally he says “listen, there’s no need to be difficult. I approached you politely like a gentleman so I don’t see why you’re saying no. Now just let me speak to you.” I said “nobody’s being difficult my guy. You asked a question, I gave an answer so we’re done.” Then he says “yeah but the answer you gave me made no sense. Why don’t you want to talk to me? You don’t know what kind of person I am. You’re judging me before you know me. You’re being ignorant and prejudiced so”- Just then this other guy who’d been sitting close to me said “my nigga shut the fuck up! I saw you following her and stalking her like a fucking animal or some shit, like you didn’t think she didn’t notice? She’s probably scared of your predatory ass and I don’t blame her. Mans need to understand you don’t follow girls and shit. That shits corny.” So the guy goes “yo, mind your fucking business.” And the other dude says “nah because I see you harassing this girl and as a man this becomes my business. You thinking you were polite doesn’t mean a girl has to speak to you. Be nice because you’re nice, don’t use that please and thank you shit and think somebody has to speak to you. You’re not a “gentleman if you don’t respect her. Take the L and go catch your bus you fucking creep.” So the guy starts swearing and then walks away. The guy who’d defended me is like “you okay tho? Like real talk I don’t really like men because of shit like that. They’re fucking predators man. I do what I can when I’m able to for women because you don’t deserve to be hunted.”

This is literally how you do it.

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My heart breaks everytime I try to win yours.

this isn't healthy