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[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

I know you were convinced I was low-key in love with you but LMAO in my 20s, I had a five minute crush on EVERYBODY. I guess that's just my Libra Rising bullshit but sorry, you're not my type. Realized you weren't when I had to start guarding what I said to you because I realized you'd crumble under ANY kind of criticism

Speaking of Libra Rising - lmmaaoooooo you are so bad at Astrology oh my god. You really think each sign is associated with a house which is why you're probably baffled over what's going on right now. You thought that, what? I'd be chill and calm down to save face? To make money? BITCH WHAT MONEY? You think it's worth it to me to play nice at this point? Really 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Do you even know how much money it would take me to back off at this point? We're talking 6 figs at this point because I'm having waaaaayy too much fun finally telling you what I think.

I also know you probably thought I was some big fan of yours because I liked some tweets but do you know how many tweets I like in a day? Here. This is probably from like 15 minutes of scrolling alone lmfao https://drive.google.com/file/d/1VuZg0Q13wWatetxzJscHdXDtHGkTA4sQ/view?usp=drivesdk did you really think you were that important to me? Do you know how much shit is on my mind on the regular? Do you really think you deserve that much of my attention?

Speaking of not on my mind. You were not my number 1 pick for Dirty Magic LMAO. I had someone completely different in mind but I settled for you because you were a friend and figured you seemed so damn excited that I might as well. Then 2 years passed of your incompetence and I was out almost 2K and a fuck ton of patience just for you to hand me a bunch of scribbles and try to sell it to me like they were masterpieces lmaaoo

Speaking of. Why the fuck did you struggle so damn hard with Savannah? And why the fuck did you struggle so damn hard with giving Mia the sneakers I gave you references for? What was so damn hard to grasp?

Did you realize that Hiveworks was literally looking to sue you for harassment when you left? And you really thought you were gonna win against them at court? I had to literally call in a favor because of all the work I did for them to get them to NOT drag you through the mud LMAO and you thought you were a badass with your chest puffed up like everyone was scared of you. How cute.

Which. Also speaking of. Do you know how many people were actively talking shit about you when we first started talking? Do you know how often I had to defend you to get people to chill? I should have let them drag your ass too LMAO maybe I never would have been raped and abused!

Oh let's double back to Dirty Magic. You know why I did the designs myself? Because trying to get you to understand the objective was wasting my time. It was easier to just draw the designs FOR you for you to follow then waste time trying to get you to understand what was going on. And somehow... Even with the references... You still failed 🤔

Talking with you half the time was just exhausting. You take everything in life so damn seriously. Everyone's always out to get you. Do you remember how pressed you were about the Judy fall out? Literally wailing about how she's gonna murder you? Like literally track you down and murder you? Are you unwell? What's going on in there? I still can't tell if you were being serious or not

Which by the way, god DAMN the only reason why I was willing to get involved with that Judy fallout was because I thought stepping in would end things and then it'd be DONE. I didn't expect that shit to be drawn out for that long. You can't let shit go even if your life depended on it and I can't imagine that's good for your mental health (or physical health for that matter)

You. Are. So. Damn. Sensitive. I felt like if I wanted to share anything with you, I had to do a pre-screening even if it was a joke. Like everything triggers you, everything freaks you out, everything makes you panic. Every. Single. Thing. And you made it my job to babysit you. WHEN DO I GET MY CHECK?

I'm still waiting to see what you meant by you "NEED TO BE RIGHT" during our fall out. Like I literally said that I needed to be supported and that was your clap back. What did I do to get under your skin? Why were you always so defensive? Do I intimidate you? LMAO?

God. You're so damn messy. It's a wonder you managed to get this far professionally. You really do rely on fallouts to get ahead don't you? That way you can keep playing the victim and leach off of everyone around you? I'd be impressed if it, you know, didn't lead me to getting raped and abused LMAO

Which - by the way - I can't believe you genuinely thought I was going to read that bullshit apology. Do you - once again - not realize how little of a priority you are to me? And always have been? It's like every single god damn time I tried to move on with my life, you had a new crisis that I needed to deal with. Why the fuck was I being treated like I was your handler the entire time? Cause once again, if i was working that hard to be your care taker then I'm wondering when the fuck do I get paid ???????

You keep talking about how you hate art so damn much yet you refuse to quit. In fact it's like you keep doubling down on being miserable. Ooooooh, wait I forgot how you said you don't think you can ever be happy. I guess that means you want everyone else to join you - even if they end up homeless LMAAOOO

Ugh god your art. That's probably the one thing I respected about you but now I keep looking at it and then looking at mine and then looking at yours and I'm like 'Wow. How the fuck did I circle around you ten times over in terms of creativity and skill while also juggling so much?' like what's your excuse? I'm genuinely curious

Also God damn do you really think realising a bunch of storyboards is going to work? Do you realize that storyboards are meant to be used internally? Their job is to help the animators have a clear idea of what they're supposed to be animating. Like... How are you gonna do this? Are you making an animatic? Cause I saw your timing and it's a bit struggly-duggly and I'm not helping you at all with that LMAO

Oh - just so you know I dropped Little Foolery because y'all were making me lose money more than make money. Like literally I saw how Song of the Bullrider did, tracked the performance and realized y'all were a waste of an investment :)

Also it was cute of you to think you could give me business advice when you don't do shit but complain all day and make other people do the work for you 😭 when was the last time you even had a job that didn't involve bossing people around and making things more complicated for them ?????

And lastly I... Just don't like you. In fact I don't think I ever did. I tried reeeeaally hard to like you and when I say like you, I mean as a person and human being. But watching how you were going through your life being ride or die for Alex and busting your ass so damn hard for something that - when you die - will likely mean absolutely nothing was part of what made me start snapping out of shit. Watching how miserable and hapless you are made me realize I wanted so much more out of life. It's unfortunate that right after that discovery, we had the fall out and then you stabbed me in the back over and over and over again so I couldn't get work and LIVE MY LIFE how I wanted and instead dealt with abuse after abuse after abuse but that realization is also the one thing that has me feeling at peace right now. Because you know what? I still put my best foot forward. I still was and am willing to see where life takes me. I'm not willing to break myself for something that I don't even know matters past how I FEEL about it. It's why I do comics as a hobby and I'm not trying to crucify anyone to make anything happen. Because I actually had a long needed reality check because of you. I saw my future. I saw what I could become. I saw how empty and devoid of humanity was waiting for me if I kept going in the direction I was in. I saw endless desperation and despair. Constant fear and paranoia. No faith. No light. No joy. Nothing. I just saw darkness, misery and a desperate attempt to add meaning to a life that - at the end of the day - only has meaning if I go to my grave in peace. That's it. And that's my goal. It's not to be famous. It's not to be some big star. It's to make sure that the moment when I draw my last breath, I can say that regardless of what I went through, I still did the best damn job that I could. That I lived my life to the fullest and to the best of my abilities. That I wasn't too afraid to see what's over the horizon and to push myself past the restriction of my own expectations. That I was willing and daring enough to both love and be loved, that I had the courage to be the person that I can always be proud of and to know with full confidence that I lived my life in joy. THIS is the kind of shit that's on my mind, Jayd. Not you and your bullshit and to be honest, it offends me to great lengths that you felt this entitled to my time and energy.

And there. Now you know the truth. Now you know everything I've been keeping from you because I knew your ego was too fragile to handle it.

If you really think that money is going to keep me satisfied at this point, you're really god damn wrong and you're also way too easy to keep on a short leash.

Have a good one ✌️

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

This gonna be good

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Okay. How can I make it clear I'm not gonna fuck with you anymore...

What was that thing you used to say when you made a decision? That you know you can't unring that bell?

Alright. Let's see just how much shit I can say that makes it clear I'm not gonna fuck with you ever again no matter what the hell happens loooolll

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Because really it's my respect that you want, right? That's basically a narcissist's MO? When they meet someone who they believe to be superior, they go out of their way to try to cut them down so that they can feel superior?

Well. I hate to break it to you but I don't have respect for people who are so weak that they can't confront anyone to their face.

Also notice how none of your lackies have come for me 😭 They love running their mouth the moment I show up and say "What?" They fucking scatter LMAOOOOOOOO Y'ALL ARE WEEEEEEAAKKKK

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

How long did you sit with your thumb up your ass waiting for this moment because you thought it would make you victorious? Cause I'm gonna be real with you, if you think I'm gonna apologize, i will literally laugh in your face until I can't breath any konger

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Imagine being so spineless that you send someone back to their abuser just so you can wait for them to figure out how they got backstabbed in order to try and drag them in public lmao to be that weak willed must be an experience

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

My cat who - by the way - I had to give up because I literally couldn't afford to care for her anymore.

But yeah. I'm the villain. I'm the bad guy.

Get.

Fucked.

You wretched human being. You are literally the most worthless vile piece of shit to ever walk the planet.

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Oh - and by the way Jayd. I have no idea what the fuck you told my rapist but he literally almost killed my cat last year when I first started separating from him in a desperate attempt to get me to stay. Literally. Almost. Killed. My Cat. By Poisoning her.

But hey.

I'm the bad guy, right :)

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Did I mention I'm gonna be homeless? So I have nothing really to lose in all of this? Literally you can go around and scream about how I'm being mean and it will have zero effect on me because I will be homeless. Living on the street. Scraping by for food. While you try to convince everyone that I'm the villain.

Imagine that level of delusion.

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

I'm curious, though. Why can't Alex's wife be involved in Little Foolery again? Is it 'cause Jayd still has a crush on Alex and she can't deal with the rejection so she's gotta have her banned? Or did you guys finally decide to stop treating her like the villain 'cause y'all got me now to keep you two tight :)

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

And yeah I'm 100% okay with airing out your dirty laundry 'cause why the fuck not at this point LMAO

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Did y'all have that talk about what happened in the hotel room yet? The one you've been avoiding? Where apparently Jayd slept in a tub and y'all refuse to discuss the events of that evening? No? Okay LMAO

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Every single one of y'all needs therapy. Especially you, Alex, 'cause she straight up spent the early parts of your "friendship" abusing you too and you decided "Nah, I'm gonna stay with you 'cause I can make money" LMAO CAN YOU IMAGINE

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Anyone and everyone who admires Jayd Ait-Kaci is out of their damn mind either too drugged out to comprehend reality, too repressed to deal with reality or just straight up fucked up mentally lmfao

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Whew boy I really must have been low if I genuinely thought someone who manufactures every conflict in their life to be the victim was someone of admiration. I wasn't just humble. I was demented 😫

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Anyway, after I'm on the streets, I'm leaving everything I said up 'cause there ain't no way I'm letting you walk through the rest of your existence without knowing how little I think of you LMAO

[biblicallyaccuratevirgo]

Gotta love people who are convinced that everyone in the world is the villain yet they're too much of a coward to say anything to anyone's face lmao MMmmkay. You do you I guess