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'𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬'

- ʟɪꜱᴀ ᴍɪɴᴄɪ x ᴍᴀʟᴇ!ᴘʀᴏꜰᴇꜱꜱᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

​- 🇷​​🇪​​🇶​​🇺​​🇪​​🇸​​🇹​​🇪​​🇩​ : ​🇳​​🇴​

- ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ : ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ ᴡ/ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ, ꜱᴛᴜᴄᴋ-ᴜᴘ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ, ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏᴏᴄ ꜰᴏʀ ʟɪꜱᴀ, ꜱʟᴏᴡ ʙᴜʀɴ

- "ɪ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀꜱᴛ ᴍɪꜱᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ."

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 2.9K

Years have passed since you graduated from the Akademiya. Graduating with Lisa by your side, you had expected for both of you to become professors of your alma mater��but it was not meant to be.

Yet, when Lisa moved back to Mondstadt without any goodbyes. You had opted to fulfill the ambition that you had, fulfilling your dream as a professor.

You and a few other junior scholars were headed to Mondstadt, all of them being under your care as their professor, to research on the ley lines that seemed to have doubled in the nation's land. You were thankful when you did not see her in the busy streets of Mondstadt upon entering the city. Not really knowing where that.. witch may be at.

You simply wished to check the library after a day of spending time outside. The nation's infamous library under the Favonius's compartment, it was late afternoon and a quick skimming was in motion. Alas, luck was not on your side, unaware that Lisa was was the library's librarian.

“Why are you here?” Lisa inquired, raising a brow when she found you standing in the Favonius Library, merely gazing upon the architecture. “You shouldn't be here.” She firmly states, pursing her lips as she descended the stairs.

She reached forward, gripping your collar and pulling you close. “Go back to Sumeru. Mondstadt is not your place.” Lisa spoke with insistence, gripping the pristine condition of your collar.

"You can't tell me where I belong, Lisa." Y/N spoke softly whilst his expression calm yet his tone had a sharp edge to it. Tone signifying his unbridled hatred for the woman.

"I'm not here for you, Im here for a research material- will you let go?" Y/N asked with held back annoyance whilst his voice still soft as Lisa remembered. The male was already hating how close she was.

"Research material that you could have just asked for in a letter. You didn't have to come all the way here," Lisa snapped, her irritation growing. She held him at arms' length, her grip slowly loosening.

Her green eyes bored into his, trying to decipher his intentions. Her voice dropped, soft and almost pleading.

"You hate me, Y/N. Don't make excuses," she murmured, a hint of vulnerability lacing her words.

"Yes, I do, I do in fact hate you." The male agreed calmly, stating it as it was the world renowned fact that it is. The male looked straight at Lisa's green eyes, eyebrows furrowed together. "My students and I are here for a research towards ley lines, It involves actually travelling."

"Let go- My students can't see me being held up like a child by some librarian." Y/N huffed as he looked at the Library doors, already dreading the mere thought of it.

Lisa huffed, she knew it was uncharacteristic of her to just swoop down and grab the male by the collar. She slowly lowered him back to the ground, her fingers reluctantly letting go of his collar.

"You really haven't changed at all." She folded her arms, her gaze flickering toward the library doors before returning to him. "Still a stubborn, persistent little genius, huh?"

Her voice held a distant fondness, tinged with a touch of disappointment. She knew him all too well.

"Don't bring the past to this broken down.. association between the both of us." Y/N spoke calmly, voice soft once more as if he wasn't speaking daggers a few moments prior. The professor patted down his clothing, already sensing folds within it, and here he thought he could get into some late night reading.

Lisa let out a frustrated sigh, watching as Y/N straightened his clothing. Her eyes narrowed, analyzing the man in front of her. He had aged like she had, with a voice that could soothe or cut like a knife, a perfect example of the Akedemiya's seniors.

"Broken-down, is it?" she repeated, her voice filled with a touch of hurt. "Is that all I am now, Y/N? A broken-down connection from the past?"

"You were nothing more but an obstacle. Perhaps an obstacle I should have never.. Aligned my futures with." He spoke bluntly but a tinged of betrayal was on his voice as he turned his back on Lisa, going towards one of the bookshelves as if he owned the damn place.

Lisa's eyes widened at Y/N's words, his bluntness stinging like a lash from a whip. The air between them crackled with tension. She followed after him, her footsteps sharp against the hardwood floor. "An obstacle? Is that all I was to you? A hindrance on your path to greatness?"

She positioned herself in front of him, blocking his path to the bookshelf. She looked up at him directly in the eye, her voice low and intense. "You truly never change, do you? Always so focused on your own ambitions, never considering others."

"You broke my trust. Just, stop. I don't enjoy where this conversation has led the both of us." Y/N spoke dismissively, a frown on his face that was ever always blank and uncaring, like a true senior of Akademiya.

Lisa bristled at his dismissive tone, her eyes narrowing at his dismissal of their past. "Broke your trust, is that it? So that's what this is all about? Your hurt pride?" she retorted, her voice edged with a mix of anger and frustration.

"I left to pursue my own path, Y/N. Just like you pursued your path. Yet, you hold onto a grudge like a petulant child." She folded her arms, her stance firm.

"Am I so wrong to think you truly wished to be a professor with me?" He asked, voice unwavering as he glared at Lisa. He never truly should have.. Befriended a rival, why bother he should have thought.

He hated mistakes.

"You lied to me. You told me you'd become a professor with me. Is it so wrong to... To dislike someone that broke that singular notion we both had?"

"I lied?" Lisa echoed, her voice rising in volume. "You think I led you on to toy with you? Is that what you believe?"

She stepped forward, her eyes blazing with an intensity. "I did want to be a professor, just like you. But my aspirations and paths changed." She jabbed her finger in his chest, her voice sharp and biting.

"I never lied to you, Y/N. I went where my heart led me. Why can't you understand that?"

"Because I can't! I don't understand how you work, Should I have researched and built a mind reading machine?" Y/N asked sarcastically, turning his head away to look somewhere else, anything but this woman, this obstacle that still haunted him till this day.

Lisa let out a bitter laugh at his sarcastic remark, her patience wearing thin. "Oh, so now it's my fault that you can't understand me? Because you can't comprehend a single emotion beyond your own stubborn ambition?"

She closed the distance between them, grabbing his chin between her fingers and forcefully turning his face to her. "Maybe you should've built a heart instead, genius." Her voice dripped with sarcasm.

Y/N just glared at Lisa, not enjoying how he has been cornered. Just like how he always seemed to be cornered when Lisa would always top him from everything he did, why was she just so.. Better. Maybe his hatefulness was obsessive but he couldn't careless at this point.

"Um... P-Professor?" A timid voice spoke from beside them, One of Y/N's juniors. The smartest yet most timid one thus far.

Y/N slapped away Lisa's hand on his chin, harshly. Y/N's demeanor seemed to have shifted from utter unbridled anger to a compassionate and understanding Senior. "Yes?"

"...We had bought at extra room for you in an inn nearby.. I just wanted to bring you the key of the room.." The student spoke as he shifted slightly, putting the key on top of Y/N's already open palms.

"Thank you. You may go back, you all have to be early tomorrow." Y/N spoke with authority and softness, putting the key inside his pocket. The scholar just nodded before hurriedly leaving the library, albeit stumbling a bit on the stairs.

She watched as he transformed from an angry rival to a caring professor, a stark contrast that baffled her. Her thoughts raced as she observed him interact with his student.

Part of her felt a pang of jealousy, wondering if Y/N had always been softer with his students than he had ever been with her.

"Quite the soft touch you have there with your students," she commented, her voice dripping with sarcasm. "Perhaps you should've saved a bit of that kindness for me."

"Let's not wish for something that will never happen." Y/N spoke bluntly the moment the student was out of the library. He huffed before turning to look at some of the books inside the shelves, already ignoring Lisa that was just across the room.

Lisa crossed her arms, the silence between them taut and loaded with tension. She watched as he browsed the bookshelves, her irritation growing. His indifference was just as infuriating as the day he last saw her.

"You really haven't changed a bit," she muttered, her voice low. "Still a closed-off, stubborn genius. But I suppose I should've expected as much."

"And you did not change. In the slightest. Still the ever annoying, bull-headed, witch that stood in my way. Although I suppose it would be a miracle if you did change." Y/N spoke with a taunting tone. Despite his back current facing Lisa, she could practically hear the sarcastic smug grin on his face as he took out one of the books from the shelf.

Lisa bit back a sharp retort, her jaw clenching. "Annoying, bull-headed witch? Is that the picture of me burned into your brain?" She stalked closer to him, her steps deliberate and controlled.

"Oh please don't tell me you think you are always inside my mind." He countered, Lisa could already sense the professor rolling his eyes.

"Tell me, Y/N, have you ever looked at me and seen more than just an obstacle?"

"Perhaps once, I thought of you as more than just a mere dust on my clothing." He admitted, which was already suffice enough. The stuck-up professor never had once revealed anything else besides his ambitions.

"Ah, a rare moment of vulnerability from the great Y/N." Lisa replied, her voice dripping with sarcasm.

Her heart fluttered for a split second as he admitted his true feelings, but she quickly pushed that aside. She took a step closer until she was practically leaning over his shoulder.

"And now?" She questioned, her voice a mix of curiosity and longing. "How do you see me now?"

"A witch that knows too much about me. You should have stayed in the past, and I should have never agreed to this little research." The male spoke calmly, his lithe fingers flipping the pages of the book. It's as if the male was more enamored by the book in his hands than the Librarian of the place he stood in.

Lisa clenched her fists, his callous words stung deeply, and yet she kept her voice steady. "And you still haven't answered my question," she pressed on, her gaze fixed on his back. "How do you see me?"

Her heart ached at his disinterest. She longed to shake him, make him look at her as he did in the past. But he was cold, distant, as if their past meant nothing to him.

"...Stupid, annoying, persistent, and.. beguiling. I suppose.." He spoke calmly, trailing off and about on his words as he tried to find the exact words that seemed to just radiate Lisa as a whole.

Lisa's breath hitched at his description. Stupid, annoying, persistent, and beguiling. She could handle the insults, but the slight compliment sent a flutter through her chest.

She was quiet for a moment, wrestling with her tumultuous emotions. Then, she finally mustered the courage to speak. "And what if I don't want to stay in the past? What if I want to be a part of your present?"

"What? Do what you want, persistent pest. I've already built walls tall enough for your tactics. You've broken down my walls before, and I don't make the same mistake twice." Y/N spoke calmly, snapping the book close, the sound of it echoing against the quiet and lonesome library.

Lisa's eyes narrowed at his words. "How arrogant."

She stepped around to be face to face with him, her anger and frustration bubbling to the surface. Her eyes met his, filled with a challenge. "You think you can keep me out forever? You may have built your walls but I still know you, Y/N. I understand you, whether you like it or not."

"No, you don't. You don't understand me, years of not seeing each other and you expect my likes to be the same? Everything I once liked have all been in the dumpster the moment you left, I've never looked at it the same way I have had." He spoke candidly, putting the book back in the shelf as he glanced to see Lisa bristling in annoyance and guilt.

"The moment you left." It felt like a dagger to her chest, but she stood her ground, her expression hardening.

"Yes, I left. I followed my own path, my own dreams. But was I supposed to wait for you to give me permission to do so?" She retorted, her voice biting. "Did you ever even think of asking me? Or were you too blinded by your ambition?"

Y/N looked offended and saddened at her words but quickly retorted back.

"Of course, so when I choose the path that I had so desired from the start I'm suddenly portrayed as blinded. You changing your desires had suddenly made you the hero, isn't that oh. so. right?" Y/N asked sarcastically, tone sharp as a knife as he desperately clawed and tried to hide his true feelings, patting down his clothing as he glared at Lisa with no true hate in it.

Her eyes sparked with a mix of pain and frustration. "I'm not trying to play the hero here, Y/N. I'm simply living my life, on my terms."

She took a deep breath, her voice trembling with suppressed emotion. "I never asked you to change your path, but did you ever consider how I felt? Did you think about how your ambition overshadowed everything else?"

Lisa paused, her hand gripping the edge of the bookshelf, her knuckles turning white. "We were friends once, weren't we? Or did that mean nothing to you?"

The male looked at Lisa, hesitating if he wanted to be truthful and vulnerable or lie through his teeth and step back inside his walls. "You- You meant nothing to me." You meant everything to me is what he wanted to say, guilt already clawing him down.

If he was his old, scholar self, he would have already apologized, saying how he had not meant those words, his naive, stupid and dense past self would have done it. But he has said and Archon's sake he decided to back down now.

The words echoed in Lisa's ears, each syllable like a dagger through her heart. She had expected an argument, a fight, but not this.

"You're lying," she whispered, her eyes searching his face for any hint of truth. "You're lying to both of us."

She took a step closer, her chest tight. "I know you better than anyone, Y/N. I can read you like a book, even when you're trying to hide behind those walls."

"Stop pushing me away," she pleaded, her voice breaking. "Stop pretending like I don't mean anything to you. We both know that's not true." 

"And yet you believe every word I have said until now." He spoke gently, his voice hesitating to be soft even for the slightest moment. As if he decided to speak any softer Lisa would scurry away and leave, leave him again like she had done. Walls he'd built up to this point all meant nothing, Lisa was just... breaking everything that he had so carefully crafted. 

"Because I know you're afraid," she replied, her voice firm. "You're afraid to let me back in, to admit you've missed me, to feel vulnerable. But hiding behind your walls won't change anything." 

Lisa touched Y/N's chest, looking at him before fully pressing against it, feeling the steady thrum of his heart. "This," she said, pressing her palm against his chest, "feels the same as it always did." 

"...I can't let you back in Lisa." Y/N said hesitantly, his words cutting through Lisa as he put his hand on top of hers that were currently pressing his chest. "Years of not seeing you, speaking through half written letters.. I can't bring myself to.. to forgive you so easily like this."

"I know, I know. And from the bottom of my heart, I truly never meant to leave you." Lisa muttered; her voice ever so soft as she looked at Y/N's hand on top of hers. A small smile making it past her solemn expression. "But I will wait for you. I've waited for you for so long, you'll let me in.. right? please?"

"I... I will. Please let me heal the wounds that has yet to cover itself up."

"I will wait however long you wish."

- Hellooo, so it's been a while. i do apologize that it's male reader, I know i try to write exclusively for everyone regardless of gender but my gender dysmorphia decided to be at an all time high haha. no worries Im fine but thanks to all those people that are still following despite how rarely I post, I do apologize about it really. This is longer than usual so please enjoy :]

𝘛���𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦

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ahhh, isn't she just so dreamy?

A little Kafka and Stelle comic I made. Her glasses have been bothering me for a while

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ngl I trust her

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hi guys :) ok dont know if im gonna be writing soon (especially now that I have just downloaded tumbler again), probably gonna browse, somewhere here. anyways im back and thats all that matters so woop woop i guess. (genuinely dont know what to write, please request for my sanity thanks :3)

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I kinda wanna be 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 but I've maintained a mostly sfw fics here LMFAO

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hyelo! just a question! Will you soon be writing for zzz :333

(also can i be ☄️ anon, i really love your writing and i just cant- GAHHHHHH NEED MORE! PLEASE FEED US)

IM SORRY THIS IS SO LATE! Anywaysss of course you can be ☄️ anon! (thank you so much i really appreciate the kind words, i just wanna stab you and throw you off a cliff 🥰🥰🥰)

Maybe soon but the game literally just came out, chill out guys LOL (but if you guys are willing to request zzz characters i'd be pretty down :))

[beruxyz]

| "ᴵᶠ ˢᴴᴱ ᴴᴬˢ ᴺᴼ ᶠᴬᴺˢ ᵀᴴᴱᴺ ᴵ ᴬᴹ ᴰᴱᶜᴱᴬˢᴱᴰ"

- ꜱᴇʟꜰ!ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ʜꜱʀ ᴡᴏᴍᴇɴ x ꜱᴛʀᴇᴀᴍᴇʀ!ɢɴ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ.

- ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ: ᴀᴄʜᴇʀᴏɴ, ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ꜱᴡᴀɴ, ᴋᴀꜰᴋᴀ

- ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪʜɪʟɪᴛʏ ʟᴇꜱʙɪᴀɴꜱ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʙᴀᴅ ꜰᴀɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀ.

- ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: ᴅᴏᴡɴ ʙᴀᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ, ᴄʀɪɴɢᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ & ᴄʜᴀᴛ (ᴡᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ɪᴛ), ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏᴏᴄ ʙᴇʜᴀᴠɪᴏʀ?, ꜱᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ, ꜱᴜɢɢᴇꜱᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ

ꜱ/ɴ = ꜱᴛʀᴇᴀᴍᴇʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ

+ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ? ꜱᴇᴛ… ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ!

The light emitting from Y/N's computer being the only source of light inside the small streamer's bedroom. Blinds and curtains were closed while the steady stream of users chatting 'Hello' in their livestream multiplied.

"Welcome back to another stream everyone! I have to be just a little quiet today because... It's night, Dark as hell." Y/N spoke with a nervous grin in their face, Chat just spammed random emotes while others asked what they would be doing today.

"So, If you haven't been on the last streams of me just farming every single nook and cranny in this god forsaken game then we are going to be pulling today!"

"....I have saved for SO long omg.." They muttered while booting up the game, A grin now placed on their face as they finally shared their screen.

"I'm on 10 pity and 50/50 so.. I just REALLY hope she comes home! Please! PLEASE! I have pre-farmed and everything!" They yelled quietly while in the dark abyss of their bedroom. Chat just spammed whatever they felt like as Y/N finally showed the wishing screen.

*warning: This may be a bit off script on Kafka's part*

- ＡＣＨＥＲＯＮ || Self-Annihilator

- Acheron would have never once believed she was made for entertainment, Every tragedy she has seen, Every fight she had been engaged to and won most preferably. Yes, She believes she at least has some reasons to not only be made for 'Entertainment'.

- But here she stands, Back pressed against the invisible box she is caged in along with other people who have never been "pulled" by you.

- Her aloof personality helping her understand that "Oh yes, I see. I was merely created to be a puppet, an entertainment. I see."

- Glitching in all her glory, She had always had her eyes on you. From the very moment she gained sentience. Seeing the puppet you control from reality talking to her, Forcing the trailblazers to do your bidding.

- Always hearing you talking about her, Your absurd comments about her is beyond comparable to those of atrocities. Talking to other beings she never even hear at least once speak, Although a robotic voice she could hear, Talking to you and your loneliness.

- Yet, She can't help but feel endeared about some of your comments, Your presence when she would be talking to the Trailblazer had a sort of calming effect on her.

- Still, She absolutely despises you. Have you no sense of pride or dignity?

- She wonders. Just how far can she go before you truly understand what it means to leave a life of fakery.

*ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐༘⋆*ੈ♡⸝⸝⋆*ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐⸝⸝*ੈ♡

"Omg look at her!" Y/N gushed as they stared at the splash art of Acheron. Spam clicking on Acheron's face as some sort of wishing ritual.

"Fellas, is it gay to wanna get stabbed by her? I mean, You're literally getting entered on by a woman." Y/N said suddenly with an eyebrow raised, Looking straight at the camera.

"cupcakemangabaker: We officially lost them"

"YouLeftMeHanging: I bet it's neon purple and fades to black at the base"

"IKnowYoureReal replying to YouLeftMeHanging: WOAH HUH?"

YouLeftMeHanging has been put to timeout

"Alright well! Enough of that! We got ourselves a gay to catch fellas!" Y/N spoke in their most southeasterner accent possible. "Yeehaw brother!" They spoke as they finally clicked the 10 pull.

"Hm.." She hummed as a bright light suddenly engulfed her.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" They yelled all of the sudden while standing up from their seat as the ticket had a faded rainbow on it, The music changing signifying that it is in fact is a 5 star. "Omg wait wait, No no... PLEASE OMG! WAIT WAIT!" S/N immediately turned off the background music.

As Pompom finally gets blown away and the doors of the astral express opened, The first thing that came on Y/N's screen was

Harmony.. Atleast Bronya... Yay.

As the screen continued against the streamer's wishes, For a split second, The path immediately changed to Nihility.

"Acheron..." Merely a borrowed name. You know my nature, remember my deeds... Thus, I am Acheron." The voice line played as Acheron showed up in front of Y/N's monitor.

Mouth wide open with a dumb struck look on their face, Y/N was both confused and thanking the hoyo-gods for giving them Acheron.

"Now wait just a goddamn minute. We all saw the Harmony icon right? I wasn't hallucinating that shit?" Y/N asked nervously, Wondering if they just hacked the game despite literally not having any sort of mod in game.

"KinkyKnifeCollector: Imagine it's one of those self aware au's I've been reading lmfaoo"

"IDontDoWellWithRopes: i bet another acheron is behind that one too"

"Oh please, That's never happening." Y/N said while rolling their eyes, Clicking on the skip button as they already got Acheron.

10.

10 Acherons suddenly flooded the streamer's screen, "umm..Guys? This really scary" The streamer quoted as they looked back and forth to their screen and camera.

"This is a dream..probably.. because NO WAY." Y/N was starting to second guess themselves at this point. Did they have a hack client? There was no way this was ACTUALLY possible.

"I mean like come on, If hoyo wanted me to get gangbanged by Acheron they should just make her real!" Deciding to just fully ignore chat, Nervously making jokes to lighten the mood. Specifically their mood, Because what the fuck is this bullcrap?!

"ilovemangaandbaking: OMG HOW?? Please please pull on my account ples please pelase pealase"

"[MOD]AMatchIntoWater replying to ilovemangaandbaking: Brother eugh"

"DisgustRunsThroughMyVeins: I bet it's a man (I'm a man).

As Y/N hurried to place Acheron on their team, They are immediately reminded once more that they managed to get E6.. In a singular 10 pull.

Finally placing Acheron on their team, Switching to Acheron immediately as they finally let the most excited scream ever, Even when they said it was night, I'm sure the neighbors won't mind a few screams of terror.

- ＢＬＡＣＫ ＳＷＡＮ || Memokeeper

- Black Swan was a bit shocked at first. After all, Who wouldn't be shocked by the revelation that you are created to be played with?

- Still, She had to be composed as always. Talking to this mascot and husk of a person that occupies the player from reality itself.

- When she no longer mattered did she suddenly get transported into an invisible box in the dark void of the abyss. Space was quite literally moving faster than she had ever seen in this.. box.

- It was little uncomfortable, walking on air. Sure, she could pass through walls but at least she had some sort of grasp of where she is and what she's standing on. Now she has no concept of where in the world she is and she feels like a migraine is coming.

- Her only knowledge of people she is stuck with coming from the trailblazer and even then, the information is barely enough to get her to have at least a conversation with most of them.

- A lost child, A soldier, A guardian... The Astral Express. and some.. sassy lost child with another sassy lost child. She's beginning to see a pattern with the Xianzhou Loufu now.

- She absolutely was bewildered with your comments about her. Something about you wishing to be used by her glass hands.. She supposes she should ignore that part unless her mind delves deeper within the meaning of that.

- Will you still say the same thing when you're face to face with her or will you be consumed by fear itself?

*ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐༘⋆*ੈ♡⸝⸝⋆*ੈ♡⸝⸝🪐⸝⸝*ੈ♡

"haha very funny chat." Y/N spoke blankly as they pressed on another 10 pull, Who knew such character would be so hard to get! Chat was already betting that they would lose their 50/50 on hard pity.

"everyoneisaddlcreference: I BET 100 BUCKS!"

"IgnoringMeAreWe: I BET MY SOUL!"

"Okay we don't HAVE to go that far with the bets calm down!" Y/N spoke, Their No BS facade crumbling as they let out a huff of amusement. "I would let her fuck me, Peg me just come home PLEASE."

As the streamer finally reached hard pity, Chat was already spamming Ls on them, Cyberbullying was their love language they supposed. "I'm taking the fattest L right now dude.."

"Im..ImTheProtagonist!: Point and laugh everyone."

"sentientcupcake replying to Im..ImTheProtagonist!: ick."

"Im..ImTheProtagonist!: WHAT DID I DO?!"

"Omg... PLEASE JUST GIVE ME BLACK SWAN HOYOVERSE!" Y/N yelled as they slammed their desk, It was mostly for the bit of course but maybe breaking their desk might.. work?

"WITH THESE STELLAR JADES I SUMMON, BLACK SWAN!"

"WHAT THE-"

The ticket had a faded rainbow trail on it, It was barely noticeable but Y/N saw it and immediately screamed in happiness. Fuck them neighbors and fuck chat too, IT IS HARD PITY AND JUST GIVE THEM BLACK SWAN.

"Please! All I beg for is Black Swan, I will treat her right!" The streamer added, They were stood up already, hunched in front of the camera as they clicked past the other lightcones they acquired.

"Y/N.. Intriguing name. Hmm... and a fate that's quite elusive." Black Swan's voice rang inside the streamer's headphone, It felt like her voice was echoing inside their brain as they just stared at the splash art of Black Swan.

"SoldMySoulForPoetry: Oh man, I just lost 150 bucks :("

"YourReality: Why is no one mentioning that bs just said S/N's real name LMFAO"

"somearejustmyfavoritesongs: Probably because"

"SpiderDance!1!!1: Oh shit hoyo-police got to him"

"wow.. I mean damn, What the hell." Y/N mumbled as they finally sat themselves back in their chair, Looking over at their chat before awkwardly clearing their throat. "Damn, What just happened?" They chuckled as they clicked past Black Swan. They should probably end stream, they already had Black Swan now and It was so late anyways, plus they had to hangout with their friends tomorrow.

After saying goodbye to chat, Y/N finally let out a heavy sigh, leaning back on their chair as they began to ponder what the hell was that. No use thinking about it, It's just some pixels on a screen anyways.

"You won't even give me an ounce of your thoughts? How unfortunate."

"WHAT THE-"

- Ｋ Ａ Ｆ Ｋ Ａ || Stellaron Hunter

- Of course she knew it, Elio and his scripts, it's a ton of fun messing with you in the Space Station.

- But oh how she loved messing with you even more in the Xianzhou Loufu. You're so easy to read, Your questions had always been anticipated by her. Hearing herself say how your her child just left her wanting to laugh straight in your face.

- Thank god for the unbroken codes, She could mask it well. Although it's more or so of her facade that she keeps up, How adorable seeing you worry about her.

- Perhaps it might have even left her feeling a little giddy and endeared by your subtle love for her.

- It's not even subtle but still, It's like a high school crush. Atleast that's what Silverwolf said, "Ugh, What do you even see in them Kafka?", Honestly, she herself does not even know. All she knows is you're absolutely adorable.

- Your words really do leave her breathless, From laughing that is. It's cute seeing you gush about her and literally yell your heart out every chance you see her outside of your quests.

- But now, She has a chance to see you once more. There's not many chances of you seeing her since her banner had been long gone, Too bad you're a new player.

- But don't worry, A few tweaks and tricks by her companion will surely get that job done.

- You'll see her again. again and again until all you see is her. Just Kafka, In your reality. It's not gonna be a dream anymore, no.. no. Just you and her in the endless vast sea of space.

⋆·˚ ༘ <3*⋆·˚ ༘ *⋆·˚ ༘ *🔭!

"Guys, I'm not hacking I swear." Y/N spoke seriously as they checked their second monitor, Wondering how in the world they managed to get on Kafka's banner when it practically ended AGES ago. "This is like.. What is this? What even is this, I am so confused bro."

"I haven't even managed to farm THAT MANY stellar jades yet, I'm still stuck on the Loufu what the hell!" Y/N stated while throwing their hands up in the air, The wishing screen only having Kafka's banner on as well as the signature lightcone. No second banner, No standard banner, JUST Kafka.

"ilikefantasynovels: Guys donate to S/N so they can buy oneiric shard."

"Falckason: they're so poor charity is considered a heaven-sent for them LOL

"ItBoy donated $500: Take the L S/N"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN TAKE THE L, YOU DONATED 500 DOLLARS! also by the way thank you, I really appreciate it." They whispered the last part onto the mic as they put their face cam on full screen so the users couldn't see their credit card details.

"This is not scamming chat, My game is just built different." Y/N spoke with confidence as they finally switched the screen back to the wishing menu. "Obviously, I'm using 500 dollars worth of stellar jades just for Kafka."

"WindResistance: you were gonna get E6S5 Kafka one way or another"

"TRUE! That's sadly but not that sad.. very true. Look I just love her so much is it too much to ask for?!" Y/N yelled dramatically. "If I get her on my first ten pull I will end stream!"

Chat obviously disagreed with whatever stupid declaration S/N was saying in the heat of the moment. I mean come on, They were on 10 pity with literal dogshit luck!

As Y/N finally clicked the 10 pull button, The trail of the ticket glowed with a trail of rainbow, An obvious sign that it was a 5 star. Chat went wild seeing the streamer get a 5-Star on their 2nd 10 pull. Bombardments of 'WHAT' and random emotes flooding the small streamers chat box.

And the first thing that showed on Y/N's screen was...

"Hi, Astral Expressers... Well, you caught me." Kafka's voice line played, Chat spamming whatever emote they felt like while the streamer jumped off their seat and knelt down on the ground, As if praising every God they knew.

Sounds of dramatic yelling and crying were heard far off from the mic as Y/N was spouting nonsense before they immediately stood up and retuned to their desk. "Alright boys and girls! ENDING STREAM!" Y/N yelled once more into the mic before sincerely bidding the chat farewell, Ending the stream completely.

Y/N sighed heavily, A boulder lifted off their shoulders as they sat back down on their chair. Blankly looking at the screen of Kafka's splash art as they let a small giggle of happiness escape them.

"Kafka... Kafka" They hummed as they skipped past the pull, Before being bombarded by 7 different Kafka's and Bronya's light cone. "Oh what the hell?" They mumbled under their breath as they did double-take on their screen, Tiredness was slowly creeping up on them. They didn't even know if this was reality anymore.

"I should.. probably head to bed." They mumbled once more under their breath, Turning off the game and PC before heading to bed. Slowly drifting off to sleep as they laid in bed. Too bad you didn't realize the whispers of a certain someone.

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦 <3

(Asks are open :>)

[beruxyz]

So is anyone currently playing ZZZ rn?

[beruxyz]

what i do to my favorite characters

im heavily obsessed with their stinky silly little lore, they look so silly and very cute and adorable with their little details and funny face (Its a fully grown woman that lives a corporate life and absolutely despises her boss with a burning passion. also she became an idol because she collided car first with a boss of the an idol group) also totally not me just talking about aggretsuko (WHQFHWHFIIWJDA I LOVE HER AND MS. GORI AND MS. WASHIMI)

i had a huge crush on washimi please help (i still do)

KEEP SLAYING GIRL (please i would do anything for you idc if your divorced or middle-aged, TAKE ME)

(also idc if the fandom's dead just let me have this)

[beruxyz]

would DIE for her omg, slap me, stab me, kill me, choke me and i would say YES

acheron

[beruxyz]

The urge to stop whatever im doing and proceed to play minecraft for 3 days straight is astonishing

[beruxyz]

this is such a random thing to see in my for you

Do you miss my freak

[beruxyz]

"𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮"

- xɪᴀɴʏᴜɴ x ᴘʟᴀᴛᴏɴɪᴄ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ (ɢɴ)

- ᴘᴀʀᴛꜱ : 1 , 2 (ʜᴇʀᴇ)

- "ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʀᴀᴠᴇʟᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ғɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs ᴍᴇ."

- ʀᴇᴏ̨ᴜᴇsᴛᴇᴅ : ʏᴇs

- ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs : sʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴɢsᴛ, sʟɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴜᴍᴏʀ, ɴᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ, xɪᴀɴʏᴜɴ-ᴄᴇɴᴛʀɪᴄ

- ᴜsᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ᴍx. ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʀ. ᴏʀ ᴍs.

As the commotion that the adeptus created finally subsided, Xianyun was back in her little house along with Shuyu in Liyue. Shuyu and the Adeptus sitting on the couch, The little girl swaying her feet while the Adeptus was in a trance. Wondering if she really had just done what she did to her own child, her own child, She can't believe her first action towards her child would be to.. to slap them.

After minutes of quiet and frankly, tense silence, Shuyu supposed she should break the uncomfortableness of everything. "Ms. Xianyun.. Umm, Can i ask a question?" The child spoke as she finally looked at her very obviously gloomy mentor and guardian, Her quiet voice breaking the awkward and tense silence that fell between the two of them from the moment they stepped inside the small house.

"Of course, Shuyu.. Just as long as it's not about what happened today." The adeptus quietly replied to the little girl, Lowering her head as she continued to think about what she had done. It was obvious that the Adeptus's action broke her, Despite her rough and well-rounded exterior.

"Oh." Shuyu just replied before going back to swaying her feet up and down. Cloud Retainer was a bit confused as to why her disciple just remained quiet. The adeptus finally rising her head. "Well.. Are you not going to be asking One a question?" The adeptus asked the little girl, Turning to look at the small child sitting next to her.

"But.. Ms. Xianyun, You said not to ask anything about what happened today." Shuyu answered stoicly as she blankly looked at the adeptus. Cloud Retainer was a bit bewildered by that sudden statement that she even let out a small huff of amusement.

"Hmm.. alright, huff One believes to at least answer One's disciple's questions.. And, One does have some explaining to do." Xianyun spoke with hesitance. Perhaps it was the vulnerability she was finally showing that made Shuyu realized that 'No. Whoever she saw hours ago was never her mentor, It could never.' That is what she hopes for atleast.. After all, 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙩𝙪𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙.

"Ms. Xianyun, Why did you slap Mx. Y/N?" Shuyu spoke up, Finally asking the question that Xianyun had dreaded to hear, Sucking in a breath through gritted teeth. Even when she knew from the very start of this conversation that her disciple would ask that question, It was quite literally plastered on to the little girl's forehead.

"Mm.. Even One didn't know why one had done so. Perhaps it was.. One's attempt to run from the past that has haunted her to this day." The adeptus spoke solemnly, Revealing an inch of her intentions to the little girl. "Mx. Y/N is a kind young person, Don't mistake it Shuyu. What One have done should never corrupt your view of the Fontanian traveler." Xianyun spoke sternly and motherly towards Shuyu who just nodded.

"Ms. Xianyun, What provoked you to slap them?" Shuyu asked suddenly, The child's bluntness showing once more as Xianyun this time was more than surprised.

What exactly did provoke her to slap them..? Surely it was not some fight or flight instinct, She herself was an adepti! Why would she be terrified of her own child. but.. that also means her child is half adeptus, Capabilities stronger than those of normal, average people. They do have her blood after all but that does not explain it in the slightest. Was she...

𝘋𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 that 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 might 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦.. 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵?

"Umm.. Ms. Xianyun? You don't have to answer that question, I might have.. misspoken." Shuyu spoke nervously as she noticed her mentor just got stuck within her thoughts once more. "Ah, No. Do not worry. One was merely concentrating about your question." Xianyun spoke, Her trance-like state being cut short as she looked once more at the little girl beside her.

"How about we cut this questioning for the time being, Hm?" The adeptus hummed in a question-like manner, Standing up from the couch as she began to go to the kitchen on their small home. "Oh.. alright then." Shuyu mumbled as the little girl watched the Adeptus prepare their dinner.

Minutes and hours had passed since that conversation, Shuyu had long since went to bed but the adeptus was still awake; wide awake in fact, in the dead of night. A growing pit of confusion and void growing inside Xianyun's heart, She didn't know what was causing such things.. The adeptus let a heavy sigh escape her, Looking up from her windowsill and staring at the full moon that glowed brightly against the dark void of the canvas like sky.

Long enough and soon the news of her slapping a foreigner would reach the ears of her other disciples and fellow adepti, None could really contend against the whispering walls of Liyue.

Even Mr. Zhongli should have known by now, At least that's what she remembered from their conversation. The name of such archon.. In her eyes, names were more often than not useless, Holding no true weight and worth aside from titles. 'God of Contracts', 'The God of War', She could very much name off every title Morax had. Why bother remembering names..

Why does she bother remembering their name..

"Y/N Howavokiz.."

"I can't believe you have my blood."

This took SO long (I dont have an excuse i was just LAZY) i apologize :( This is also so short so i apologize

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘐 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘛𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳. 𝘉𝘶𝘩-𝘣𝘺𝘦

(And yes im fully coming back this time!)

[beruxyz]

[beruxyz]

MY BIGGEST FLEX, I ACTUALY 4 HEARTS HALEY BEFORE THE FLOWER DANCE (i just recently downloaded this game too LMFAO)