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why?

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pulling up w the vent art 😝

idk if i'm okay

i made art tho so

at least i'm productive

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typical homeless romantic shenanigans

what must i do to make the honeymoon phase last forever? what can i do to make time freeze during that "phase?" will i ever meet someone again who can make that happen? will i ever find someone again, who, day in and day out, never fails to show me they love me? will i ever find someone again who will love me the same as they did from the start? who will find a way to text me at the end of every day, no matter how busy or tired they are? is there someone out there waiting for someone like me? will i ever meet them? will i, somehow, cross paths with the person who once made me feel that way before? or is all hope lost for me? why must i crave love so? why must i crave the emotional and spiritual intimacy that a healthy relationship provides? why can't i stop wanting it? how do i stop wanting it?

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When you meet the one who changes the way your heart beats, dance with them to that rhythm for as long as the song lasts.

Kirk Diedrich

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SANAOLLLLL 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

They abandoned you and I collected you like a treasure

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“WHEN SOMEONE HELPS YOU AND THEY STRUGGLING TOO, THAT’S NOT HELP THAT’S LOVE”

— Unknown

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mannnn what i gotta do to get an endgame rlshp like neil n andrew ://

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i love them

‘neil expected a marching order back to the locker room. instead wymack snapped his fingers at neil and jerked his thumb toward the court door.

“tell your pet psycho to knock it off before he cripples someone.”

“i don’t think he’ll listen to me,” neil said.

“you and i both know he will. now get.”’

—the king’s men, pg. 53

wymack knowing about andreil before neil and andrew knew about andreil will always make me giggle ngl

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sobbing

"Oh, you have an eyelash..." Jeremy carefully reaches up and gently touches Jean's cheek with his fingertip. He pulls back, showing Jean the eyelash and smiles. "Make a wish," he says softly.

I wish you would kiss me, Jean thinks and gently blows the eyelash away. He knows it's ridiculous, but he can't help indulging Jeremy when he has that soft look in his eyes.

Jeremy smiles brightly and says, "Let's hope it comes true."

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Would be so funny if, instead of Neil super focused exy matches, Jean pov was like

We played.

We won.

Anyway-

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Girls w glasses are so cute. Like wow you have beautiful eyes I’m glad you got them framed

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okay but imagine aaron’s head getting hit by an exy ball during a match and as a result getting amnesia and therefore forgetting his rlshp with kevin and all the time they spent together and later on aaron meets katelyn and they connect and they start dating and kevin says nothing ab how much it hurts him bc aaron is happy and who is he to ruin aaron’s chances of happiness? that’s all he wanted for him in the end, anyway. and it hurts and angers kevin when he sees him through the car window kissing katelyn goodbye as they drive to practice and the foxes know what’s happening cuz kevin sees it in their eyes but they don’t say anything either bc they know it’s kevin’s choice whether to tell aaron or not about what they had and kevin might admonish aaron a little harsher than everyone else but tries not to cuz he knows it’s pointless and immature but can’t help to do every once in a while and he just suffers in silence and he clenched his jaw so tight it started cramping when he saw aaron immediately run towards katelyn to pick her up and kiss her after the bearcat game so he had to look away and pretend it didn’t affect him because it’s not supposed to matter and aaron is only supposed to be his teammate on the exy team and not the love of his life so he focused on exy even more so as not to even think about aaron in any way or form as much as possible ( even though it never worked because he’s always thinking about aaron but he’ll do it again ) and if he can’t be on the court distracting himself he’ll continuously damage his liver with alcohol and not give a damn cuz what’s the point of living if he can’t live with his soulmate by his side? so kevin’s heart just withers until it’s all dust and ash and is taken away by the wind and even then he’ll still love aaron. but aaron will never know the love and trust and care that they shared.

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please help my best friend’s mom pay rent !!

hi i’m here to share my best friend’s gofundme link cuz she and her mom might not be able to pay rent. please donate or share the link if you can !!

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Thinking about what the first drawing of the year with foxes I would like to create — I immediately remembered the scene with the keys 🤧

key, home. part 1

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POV it's 2006 and this is what The Foxes would wear.

I'll update this post as i work on them all

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please help my best friend’s mom pay rent !!

hi i’m here to share my best friend’s gofundme link cuz she and her mom might not be able to pay rent. please donate or share the link if you can !!

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