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𝟓. 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

Posted on the 31th of july 2024

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: none.

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: You get to explore your new room and try on your new clothes when ellie comes over and you guys have a little chat and it seems like the chemistry is allready striking

(special) 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑: Aisha is a realitvely skinny character, IT IS ONLY because of the realistic perspective of an apocalypse people didn't have that much food/ had to save food so there were technically really many people that didn't have that much body fat on them, don't get me wrong. everyone is perfect in their own way. but this is for the purpose of the story's reality. if you are not comfortable with it I am very sorry to disappoint. Love to everyone out there <3 And thank you for reading this :) (remember to drink water! <33)

Spelling mistakes are to nicely be pointed out. <3 1292 words

(!read the disclaimer! above before continuing, yes. I am forcing you cause it is very serious.)

₃₅ I looked around my room staring in dead silence for a moment taking it all in, before letting out a shriek mini jumping around the room clapping my hands before jump sitting on the bed, which was now gonna be the bed I was gonna sleep in! I was overly excited and started to open small drawers and my closet, it was filled with different clothing, "What- is all of this for me? its like they knew they would adopt a girl?" i asked myself in shock by all the different materials

outfits are in the range of this aesthetic:

(If you don't like this aesthetic just imagine other clothes :)

₃₆ I took out a shirt holding it up in front of me scanning the material, "This is cutteee" i started finding random pieces of clothing mix-matching to find some good sets (like displayed above) and found some pieces that would look good together, after trying almost everything there was I grouped up different outfits by hanging them close together in the closet, so I would remember which ones I liked best, 

₃₇ An hour had went by with nothing but trying on what top goes with what pair of pants, looking around the room because everything felt surreal and looking out the window a couple times getting familiar with the new surroundings. There was now only one shirt left I hadn't tried or paired that was laying in the very back of the closet.

(just a basic teen top that is a little cropped you can imagine your own)

₃₈ "Ooooo, I like this," I say talking to myself as I flip it around in my hand examining the materials "It feels nice too" I add as turn around, my back facing the closet/door, I start to take off my shirt, throwing it on the bed as a knock was heard from my door, I quickened my actions "Wh-who is it?" I asked struggling a little to get the fabric over my head

- Ellies POV -

₃₉ I went down the hallway to where they said her room was, Joel had given me a whole lecture about when I was the new kid in Jackson and I had to make friends Blah Blah Blah.. so I decided to give her a chance, I let out a sigh as I ended up in front of the door, as I was about to lift my hand to knock on the door I stopped myself as I heard some ruffling behind it, I decided to knock anyway, knock knock the ruffling became a little hurried and loud "Wh-who is it?" she half yelled.

₄₀ "Uhh-" I was unsure of what to say "It's me, Ellie." I said as the silence got loud "Oh.." the voice from the other side answered sounding kinda disappointed "Can I come in?" I asked "Yeah uhh, for sure come in" I opened the door to Aisha standing with her arms crossed over her belly, she looked embarrassed "Hey," she said as her lips curled up to a thin-lipped smile "Hey," I said doing the same.

- Aishas POV -

₄₁ We stood there for a moment in silence just staring around making eye contact once every few seconds "Uh-Uhm you can sit on my bed if you want" I said a little hurried to kill the silence "Thanks.." she replied taking a seat and resting up against my headboard, I went over to sit at the end of my bed across from her, i sat down with one leg resting on the bed the other hanging off of it, "Soo..." I said "What do you like? of like stuff.." I looked at her awkwardly fiddling with my hands not knowing what else to say "Uhh I mean I like the outer space.." she replied her voice dipping a little low "Are you like a big fan? A total Space Girl? I mean it's totally cool-" I said with a little chuckle that was awkwardly cut off as her gaze went to my face trying to hide a tiny smile.

₄₂ "You think?" she asked me "Yeah it's pretty cool, I like space too," i said laying down completely putting my hands over my belly, Ellie looked at me examining me, "I like your top," she said "Thank you" I smiled tilting my head up to look at her "How did they fetch that?" she asked "I have no fucking clue," I said starting to laugh a little as she let out a chuckle herself "Are you allowed to curse?" she asked thru a choked giggle "Yeah! of course I am," I said laughing a little again "god, joel scolds me every time i do" she giggles

₄₃ "-Wait how old are you?" she asked sounding like it sparked her interest a little too much... I looked at her locking eyes with her immediately "I'm 17.." I said in a much sweeter tone than intended, she looked at me and smiled "Cool.." she said breaking eye contact as I looked back up at the ceiling, "You have to tell me your age now" I said even tho I already knew

₄₄ "I'm 18.." she said her head shifting back to me catching my attention as I look back at her "Cool.." I said copying her cold reply as she let out a scoff grinning, "Soo... are there any hot Boys or Girls? -in this town" I asked her head shot back to me "Girls?.." she asked me as I sat up on my elbows again "Yeah?" I asked quirking an eyebrow sitting up sideways leaning on my elbow "Uhmm..-" she said as I saw a faint blush on her cheeks "Well, Yeah- I mean sure there might be someone your type out there" she said denying eye contact looking into her lap

₄₅ "You like girls?" she asked me quietly "Yeah..?" I said a little nervous as I looked at her face searching for any emotion to rely on, "Do you?" I asked her "I mean.." she said as she motioned her hands down her body looking at me again "Okay, maybe, just maybe, it was a little obvious but I didn't just wanna guess, I wanted to hear it come out of your mouth before I was sure.." I said as an excuse 

₄₆ "I am kinda shocked to be honest.." she said with a nervous chuckle looking at her fingers fiddling with them "You don't look that lesbian to me it's hard to guess on you" She said as I looked her in the eyes "I mean I like both but yeah" I said with a shrug as my eyes automatically shifted to her lips for a second, she seemed to notice since she looked at mine after, the silence in our eye contact was deafening between us...

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𝑺𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝑮𝒊𝒓𝒍 - Ellie Williams x afab!reader - Episode List

Episode Themes/Warnings :

NSFW/SMUT Marked with " ☆ " FLUFF Marked with " ♡ " ANGST Marked with " ♤ "

Episode length :

SHORT (1k- words) Marked with " ♦︎ " LONG (1k+ words) Marked with " ♣︎ "

Charecter List -> ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟏 - 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐬 - ♣︎

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟐 - 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 - ♣︎

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟑 - 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 - ♦︎

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟒 - 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝? - ♦︎

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟓 - 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐦 - ♣︎

Planned upcoming episodes (there are more ofc)

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟔 - 𝐃𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 (𝟏)

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟕 - 𝐃𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 (𝟐)

𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝟖 - 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬

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𝟒. 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝?

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

Posted on the 16th of july 2024

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: none.

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: You meet Ellie and joel getting the feeling ellie might not like you? Lily and James show you your room.

Spelling mistakes are to nicely be pointed out. <3 753 words

- Aishas POV -

₂₉ James opens the door for me and Lily to walk in, entering i took a look around ¨I am actually liking this new family so far, James and Lily are very polite and so nice¨  I thought to myself, James closing the door after us, "James?" a deep voice was heard from another room, James walked through the big wood opening to the side "Hey! My man" I heard The man say, I looked at Lily for a moment "You can go" she gestured with an approving smile as I gave her a little nod, entering thru the doorway.

₃₀ I saw a man hugging James as his face lifted when he made eye contact with me, he let go of the hug as I stood there not knowing what to do "Is this her?" The man asked "Yeah it is" James said "Aisha this is Joel, Joel, Aisha" James introduced me to his friend that he had told me about earlier, "And this is Ellie" he pointed to an auburn-haired girl sitting with her one knee up to her face leaning on it, she looked up and gave me a smile "Hello.." I said nervously "hey" she said sounding stone cold like she didn't even wanna be there ¨she's just tired Aisha, tired. you know that feeling¨  I thought to myself, I gave her an akward smile not knowing what else to do.

- Ellies POV -

₃₁ ¨Who's she?¨ I thought to myself as I stared down the girl, ¨she looks annoying, but..? kinda pretty..¨ I punched myself mentally as I just stared out in mid-air "You okay there, Ellie?" Joel asked me "Y-yeah, I'm fine" I scoffed "I'm okay" I added "Okay then well we will get going," Joel said, I stood up from my chair ready to go.

- Aishas POV -

₃₂ "I was wondering if you guys wanted to come over later for dinner? if that is okay with Aisha too of course" James suggested looking at me, I nodded "Y-yeah I mean... It's fine with me" I said getting starred down by everyone in the room excluding Ellie "Me and Ellie would love to" Joel said as he looked at Ellie "Right Ellie?" he asked the girl that was still standing there with crossed arms "Sure thing" she said not sounding intrigued at all, "great we will see you there" Joel said as Ellie started walking towards the door, "Ellie, wait up!" Joel said running after her "Bye!" He yelled before the sound of a door slamming shut.

₃₃ "Well that was interesting," I said as James let out a chuckle "Sorry about Ellie, she is dealing with some stuff right now," he said "No of course! It's totally okay, It's not that deep" I said in reassurance, "Okay! Well, should we show you your room?" Lily asked, "I would love to!" I said in excitement "Follow me then" Lily smiled at my reaction as she started walking and I followed right behind her, we walked out to the entryway and up a staircase that led to a hallway with 3 doors, Lily started walking to the one all the way at the bottom of the hallway. She stood outside of it as I came closer she opened the door, "We thought we would decorate a little for you so you wouldn't feel too overwhelmed but you can always change it if you want!" she said with a smile

₃₄ I took a good look around with wide eyes, it was gorgeous "No-no yeah its omg its fu-" I stopped myself putting a hand over my mouth "Can I cuss?" I asked "Yes, Yes you fucking can," James said laughing a little "Ok- cause It's fucking amazing!!" I exclaimed, "We're glad you like it!" Lily said, "Do you wanna have some time to settle in alone?" James asked, "We can leave so you can make yourself at home, maybe move some stuff around," Lily said making some weird hand movements, making me chuckle "Yeah, I would like that," I said "Perfect, we will call you down for dinner in an hour or two," James said "Bye" I gave them a smile as they went out closing the door after them...

[avameller]

UK DAMN WELL IM SAVINGG

bsf!ellie x fem!reader

summary: you spilled something on your shirt & when you went to go find a new one in ellie's drawer you found something else.

a/n: this was a REQ AND I FREAKING DELETED ITTTT so sorry anon if u recognize this pls pls pls msg me cs this is such a good req and i love u cutie!! this was supposed to be a drabble but i got carried away..

cw: men dni, 2.4k words, porn w/ little to no plot, wlw sex, pet names (mama, baby), vulgarity, profanity, dom!ellie, sub!reader, strap is reffered to as ellies cock, nipple sucking (r!receiving), black reader, choking, tiny bit of lore, degradation (just a teensy bit) + praise (also just a teensy bit), penetration (r!receiving), kinda loser ellie :p, lowk toxic!reader

“ah, fuck” you mumbled, looking down at the dribble of chocolate ice cream slowly making its way down your small white crop-top.

“oh, i gotchu” ellie murmured instinctively, her thumb reaching to try and wipe off the stain— she only made it worse. her cheeks tinted as she found herself slightly groping your chest.

you giggled, smacking her hands off and jokingly naming her a perv before you looked down to assess the damage.

ellie took this as an opportunity to stare at your chest, her eyes lingering on the supple curve of your tits poking out of the tight shirt. “you can.. borrow one of mine?” she mumbled, struggling to pull her eyes away from your assets.

“really? thank youuu” you dragged your words, giving ellie a sweet smile & a soft kiss on the cheek before popping up from the lived in couch and making your way up the stairs.

you and ellie were childhood friends, your dad being best friends with joel was the reason for you both always being in close proximity. Your dad’s were out on patrol, and you were left alone.

ellie always had a teensy crush on you.. but could you blame her? you were always so sweet, and kind— and you weren’t scared of some innocent physical affection.

she had never dared to try and hint to you that she had a crush— she opted on being a loyal friend, listening to you ramble about the number of boys you’ve mentally destroyed, wishing it was her you’d choose to inflict your wrath on.

you reached her room, pushing the door gently and standing in the doorway for a few seconds before your gaze landed on the drawer next to her bed. you walked towards it, your eyes flickering over the knick-knacks she had scattered across her drawer before opening the first one.

there was a few band tees, one or two nerdy t-shirts with her favorite comic book characters and under the mess of unfolded cloth there laid one of your favorites. You reached to get it from under all the shirts and felt something hard and considerably cold.

you furrowed your brows, wrapping your hand around it, letting your fingers trace the ridges in this "unknown" object.

this could not be what you think it is.

right?

you pulled the object from under the clothes and your pupils widened at the sight of a 8-inch strap, veins and all. your other hand came up to carefully run your fingers along the tip of it, thousands of thoughts running through your head.

where did she get this? who the fuck is she using it on? why has she hid this from you?

you were dumbfounded, swallowing heavily as you imagined ellie— your ellie, with someone else. her clammy palms grasping someone else’s waist, her adorable pink lips trailing down someone else’s neck, her lewd words being whispered in someone else’s ear.

you couldn’t take it.

“what’s in your hand?” ellie’s voice rasped out, lingering in your ears. you quickly turned around, swiftly hiding the strap before facing her.

“what do you mean?” you played dumb, raising an eyebrow while looking at her with an amorous glance, almost successfully coercing her to succumb to the power of your gaze, but she wasn’t that pathetic.

she began to walk towards you, prompting a low ‘fuck’ to slip from your lips. you weren’t oblivious to the way you impacted her, usually the look would cause her to stand down.

she harshly grasped your wrist, bringing towards the middle of you both. she let out an chagrined sigh, looking up at you with sheepish eyes— trying to find a way to explain.

“it’s not what you think..” she sputtered as if you had just caught her cheating on you.

“w-where’d you get this? matter of fact, who do you use this on?” you stammered with an accusing tone, your eyes flickered with turmoil.

“is that really impor—“ she mumbled reaching for the strap, you quickly pulled away before cutting her off.

“yes!” your brows knitted, trying to understand what she was hiding.

she sighed defeatedly, avoiding your piercing glare, “um— i don’t know… cat? uh… there’s been a few others but i don’t even really know ‘em” she babbled nervously, apparently not wanting to make you upset.

ellie had her own adventures, and her own buddies to take them with.

you fuckin’ hated that.

“cat? you’ve fucked cat?” you say, ignoring the fact that she’s had partners whose names she can’t even remember.

“yeah.. only a few times” she shrugged, meeting your eyes. she began to question why she was explaining herself.

“wait— i don’t need to explain myself to you, this is my business.” she piped, reaching for the strap but you shoved her, surprising her and yourself.

“what is so great about fuckin’ cat? she’s nobody— god, you really fucked her?” you were feeling thoroughly betrayed, but you had no idea why.

you held no animosity toward cat, you even thought she wad quite nice— but in your mind, ellie was yours & she’d stay that way.

ellie eyes widened at your frustration, before beginning to realize— you were jealous. she surveyed your expressions, she could tell you felt uneasy about the thought of her exploring someone else.

a half smile creeped onto her face, making you even more frustrated. before you could say anything she blurted, “you’re jealous”

a moment of silence passed between you two, before you found the gall to respond, “no— i’m not jealous!” your confrontational demeanor quickly faltered, the roles switched.

“yes.. you are” she mumbled, taking a step closer, making your breath hitch. you licked your lips nervously, not breaking eye contact.

“why would I be? no matter how many girls you mess with, you know you’d leave em’ all for me” you stated, leaning in a bit to mess with her— gain some of the power you had lost back.

“that’s not true” she whispered unsure.

she knew— full and well, that if you ever even hinted at reciprocating her feelings she’d drop everything just to wait at your hand and feet.

“really? prove it” you murmured, leaning in closer to place your soft lips against her chapped ones, giving her a tender kiss— one she couldn’t help but return.

she tried to resist, tried to stop herself from kissing you back but she couldn’t. the sensation in her stomach wouldn’t let her, her chest against yours was enough for her to fold, once you gave her a simple taste of your lips she was now forever yours.

your free hand came up to slip into her hair, tugging her auburn hair and causing her to whimper desperately against your lips. her knees went weak, as she hesitated to place her hands on your enticing waist.

you pulled away but ellies lips craved yours, chasing them hopelessly. you muttered through quick desperate kisses, “I bet— cat can’t— kiss like me.. huh?” you murmured against her lips, slowly pushing her toward bed while your lips moved in harmony, ellie making the sweetest mewls.

“m’no— nuh-uh” she panted, her brows knitted together while she savored your taste. you straddled her, ellies trembling fingers slipping into your back pockets, pushing your hips towards hers.

“need you, please” she babbled, as your lips traveled down her neck, eliciting pants and pathetic whines to slip from her lips.

“show me” you murmured in her ear, marking your path down her neck, her wide eyes looking at you with confusion.

“what?” she stammered, her hands holding firmly on to your hips, you could feel her clammy palms against your skin and it almost made you giggle.

“how you use it” referring to the strap that had been thrown to the corner of the bed. her grip on your hips tightened at your words as her eyes darkened, she took a second before flipping you both over, and her hand found its way to your neck.

“take it all off” she mumbled, you could hardly detect any nervousness in her voice, just lust.

you pulled off your chocolate stained crop top, reaching down in between you both to unbutton your jeans, lifting your hips up to slip them off, leaving you in nothing but your underwear.

“so fuckin’ beautiful, mama” she mumbled, kissing down your chest, her touch becoming rougher than expected. somehow, without you noticing, unclasped your bra.

she abruptly pulled it off of you, and before she could elicit a gasp from your lips she latched on to your nipple, closing her eyes and groaning around your chest.

she wasn’t doing this for your pleasure—no— she was doing it for herself, she got off on this, seeing you under her, feeling you in her mouth.

she sucked hard, making you cry out, slip your delicate fingers into her short hair, pulling roughly causing her eyebrows to knit as she groaned against you.

“fuck— keep doing that, baby” she mumbled, latching off to give the same attention to your other boob. Her tongue swirling around your now aroused perky nipple, while her hand gently kneaded your other tit, a knot formed in your stomach-- she was too good at this. wetness pooled in your panties.

"y'so needy-- be patient" her pink links mumbled against your chest, leaving wet hot kisses down your soft skin, your skin glistening so perfectly with her saliva.

You tugged her hair with desperation, "els, need you please" you whimpered, her eyes glistened, she had been waiting for this moment for years-- dreaming, fantasizing about pleasuring you. "--and take off all these clothes" you groaned, tugging at the hem of her shirt, your brain foggy with images of her shirtless, her faint abs to firm muscles on display-- all for you.

she sat up, pulling her shirt over her head, throwing it somewhere in the room, your hands instinctively flying to her abdomen tracing her muscles with your finger tips, murmuring, "so fuckin' hot" under your breath.

"what was that?" she teased, while she leaned back down, meeting your lips gently, giggles passed between you two as your hand held her hips, slightly touching her v-line.

"y'gonna fuck me or not?" you mumbled against her lips, nipping at her bottom one while one of your hands departed from her hips playing with the cold metal button at the front of her jeans. "mhm, m'gonna fuck you, mama' she muttered between kisses as she unbuttoned her jeans, slipping them off before taking the strap and putting it on over her boxers, your eyes locked on her movements.

ellie wasn't gentle in any of the fantasies you involuntarily (not so much) had of her, she'd devour you, ravish you, whatever it took to destroy you and build you back up. You'd imagined how good she'd fuck you, making you see stars, go limp under her touch, the dirty words she'd murmur in your ears that would make your cheeks go warm.

ellie's hands traced the lace waist-band of your panties before traveling under your thighs propping them up a bit, pinching at the plump flesh, watching your dark skin go a little red, causing you to whine and lift your hips a little bit, needing her touch.

her thumb rubbed the little wet-spot on your panties, "awe, you soaked for me?" she cooed, as you gasped, the feel of her calloused finger pressing against your covered folds. "elssss, cmon" you groaned, furrowing your eyebrows in frustration.

"alright, alright" she giggled, hooking her fingers in your adorable panties, and pulling them down your thighs revealing your soaked pussy, your slick almost dripping onto the bed. you could feel the tip of ellie's cock prodding at your hole, waiting to intrude and your pussy was eager to let it.

"keep your fuckin' legs open" the rasp in her voice making you impossibly wet, she pushed in, your pussy swallowing her cock so deliciously-- her eyes were locked on how well you took her, groaning at the lewd sight. you gasped, knitting your eyebrows while your nails digged crescents into her arm, "shit, look how she's taking me" she panted in your ear, her filthy words causing you to tighten around her cock and just the sight of your gorgeous cunt squeezing around her gave her enough pleasure.

"fuuuck, els!" you whined, as she stuffed your puffy pussy, bucking her hips causing you to squeeze her arms even harder, "ah-- fuck, you hear her? fuckin' screaming for me" ellie boasted, pumping into you at a relentless pace, her words made you lose focus, your brain fogging up-- you couldn't even answer-- the only think your brain could process was your high pitched moans filling the rooms, along with the squelching from ellies cock pounding in and out of your eager cunt.

Ellie bent down a little more, her face right next to yours biting your shoulder occasionally, "being s'good for me, huh?" she grunted in your ear, "can't-- take it!" you cried out, begging her with glossy eyes, whining with every pound, "shut up-- fuckin' take it" she groaned, putting her hand under your thigh and hiking your knee over her shoulder, pistoning into your used hole, your thighs glistening with slick, the new position made you completely non-verbal, throwing your head back with a long whine, your thighs littered with light bruises, her hand around your neck as she stuffed your walls. you could feel yourself almost drooling, it was entirely too much.

"you think you're so fuckin' smart-- have control over me? huh?" she tutted, getting faster, deeper, opening your legs as she stroked deeper, abusing your cunt, "m'gonna fuck you so hard-- leave you numb-- fucking speak" she snarled, her grip on your throat a little tighter as you almost squeaked, "pleaase, 's too much!" you cried, your thighs beginning to shake, and it didn't even phase her, instead she got faster, your eyes rolled in the back of your head, you couldn't even function.

your lips were wide open, her hands restricting your airways, leaving you lightheaded, making you so much more sensitive, intoxicated by ellies cock, the knot in your stomach unfurled leaving you trembling around her cock.

her pace was constant, the strap hitting her pretty clit perfectly, the sight of you trembling, shaking, the white ring around her cock tied along with the pressure against her clit sent her over the edge.

there you were, your sweaty bodies lying against each other as you panted in each others ears.

now you know how she uses it

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𝟑. 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐅𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

Posted on the 13th of july 2024

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: none.

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: You get introduced to a pair of adults and a possible new place to call your home.

Spelling mistakes are to nicely be pointed out. <3 483 words

- Aishas POV -

₂₃ "Aisha, this is James and Lily Gates. James and Lily, this is Aisha Montes," Tommy said "Hello," I said with a smile, "Hi there," Lily said with a smile "Hey" James smiled "Would you like us to show you what your future home could be like?" Lily asked, "Yes, I would love to!" I say excitedly, "Great!" James says as I stand up from the uncomfy wooden chair letting out a sigh of relief, I wanted to stand up but felt it was kinda rude.

₂₄ They headed out the door as I swiftly followed behind their steps to the outside, the wind was very still but a nice temperature, it was a nice day and something great was about to happen, I could feel it. We started walking down the gravel road silence between all of us, Only the shoes scraping against the stones making noise until Lily speaks up. 

₂₅ "So we have a room that is plainly decorated on the second floor, we hope you like it," She says as we keep walking "A room just for me?" I asked "Yeah" James smiled at me "Oh wow! thank you, guys" I said excited to see the house and my very own room!? we walked a little more till we reached a house, looking at it from the outside it seemed pretty big, it was a 2-story house with a white porch and flowers scattered all around it.

₂₆ "we're here!" Lily said as we stood in front of the house, it was a nice navy blue color, with white window panes and a white front door, there was a cute rocking chair outside with a little welcome mat, some potted plants, and a small vintage bell with a string of rope attached that was used as a doorbell, it was so cute and cozy and was I damn ready to call this home!! "This looks so cute!" I let out

₂₇ "This is Nirvana, we named our house Nirvana, after Jameses favorite band," she said with a giggle "Should we head inside?" she asked me "Yeah sure" I said as we walked up the 3 leading steps to the small porch "Oh, Lily! I forgot to tell you Joel and Ellie are over" James said 

₂₈ "Oh!" Lily said "Is that okay with you Aisha? Ellie is actually about your age, she is, isn't she?" Lily asked James sounding very confused "I mean Ellie is 18 turning 19 right?" he asked back looking like he was digging deep in his mind for that information  "Well, I mean I'm 17 turning 18 so I mean it's really no biggie," I said with a chuckle giving them a smile giving them the look of acceptance.

Ellie?... interesting..

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𝟐. 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

Posted on the 9th of July 2024

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: Mentions of scars/open wounds

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: You get brought back to their base which is called "Jackson Community". You go get your wounds checked out and taken care of. You get told about your possible new family.

Spelling mistakes are to nicely be pointed out. <3 1023 words

- Aishas POV -

₁₄ The group of people on horses brought me back to their town -which I soon learned was called Jackson Community.I was brought to a big cabin and into a room with lots of chairs in it¨must be where I will get my wounds checked out¨ I thought to myself looking around, the walls were painted a scrappy blue and there was a stupidly big fat red cross painted across one of the walls "Can I have my knife back? It was a proud found of mine" I suddenly remember asking him acting innocent.

₁₅ "The kids here don't walk around armed." He said sternly as I dropped the innocent act "But im 17?" I said, "Still a kid." I looked at him with an annoyed expression "But! If you take a course on fighting and take patrol tryouts we will hold it till you turn 19 and you're old enough to carry weapons around" which made me a little hopeful "Well? better than nothing! I'll take it! please hold it for me" I give him a smile which he returns.

₁₆ "I will then, Aisha" He smiles with a little nod as a nurse comes out from the other side of a door labeled Room 105, "Scars and cuts!" The man says as the woman nods us to come in, I stand up heading into the room slowly scanning the new room, the man follows me into the room with the nurse "She was attacked" He informed her as she nodded giving him a sweet smile"ill take care of her, thank you for bringing her in" she said as he looked at me "I will go now kiddo, uhm..  and after this, a new family is waiting who would like to adopt you...? how's that sound?" he asks unsure tone scanning my face for a reaction, my face lit up as he said that "A new family?! is there any kids?? am I going to have like, siblings??" I ask as he chuckles "I'll come pick you up later, think about it!" he says "I will!" I say as he exits the room.

₁₇¨a new family?! Oh my fucking god! But how could I do that to my old family? wouldn't that be rude?.. they would tell me to do it! it's for my own good. and I need to have a guardian of some sort if i need to live in this town¨ I think to myself, just then the nurse walks up to me "Hi there" she smiles at me preparing a cloth with what looked like alcohol "Hello" I answer her returning a smile, "Can you show me the places you were scratched?" She asked politely as I showed her under my shirt on my abdomen, 2 on my left arm, and a couple on my legs as well.

₁₈ "Ow those must'of hurt," she said "It did" I added "This is gonna be a little painful," she said warning me as she put the cloth over the scar on my stomach ¨A LITTLE?!¨ "OW!" I scream as I wince in pain my belly muscles stiffening as I covered my mouth with my hand looking at her wide-eyed, "Sorry" she mumbles "But we have to keep going" she says as she slowly puts it back on the scar "AuH!.." I wince in pain tightening my hand around my mouth.

₁₉ After about 15 minutes of pain, 3 new cloths, lots of bandaging, and a sprinkle of the words 'thank you' and I was outta' that place for good. The man, whose name I learned was Tommy, had picked me up again and taken me to an office where a lady was sitting a little too formally in a wooden chair. "Here's the girl," he said "Hello, Aisha." she said as I looked at her confused "And you know my name?" I asked furrowing an eyebrow at her "A smart brain didn't need to think twice about that one, kiddo" she said with a laugh "Tommy.." I said now realising how stupid that sentence was.

₂₀ "We have a married couple who has been trying to have kids for 4 years with no luck, so they think it's because she can't get pregnant.." she said sounding a little hurt for them, "The mother's name is Lily, and the Father's name is James that is if, you want them to adopt you" she smiled at me "You can meet them soon and decide then," she says  "if you don't click with them, that's okay we will find you another family" she added "Can't I just be parentless?" I asked "We don't want any children being parentless here in this community, we try to find every kid a place to call home and people to call family," she said which kinda warmed my heart a little

₂₁¨Maybe this 'town' isn't so bad after all¨ I thought to myself as I smiled at the women "could i meet them now??" I said "They will come in later I sent Tommy out to find them and tell them your here" She said, "cool." I mumbled back as I glanced around at the different decorations around the walls, there was an old-looking picture with her, a child, and a cat "What's that?" I said curiosity getting the best of me "Huh?" she said as she looked to where my finger was pointing "Oh! This? That's an old picture of me, my son, and our old cat" she said as she smiled warmly at the picture ¨it must mean a lot to her¨ - "cool" I replied in a more not-so-dry tone not wanting to sound like I didn't give a fuck.

₂₂ Suddenly the door opened and two adults came walking in with Tommy right behind them...

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𝟏. 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐬

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

Posted on the 7th of July 2024

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: Blood & a little gore (if you squint), talk of weapons.

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: You just killed an infected. you make your way through the city finding some new stuff. when you head out you hear a gunshot, a group of people on horses find you and bring you back to their base.

Spelling mistakes are to nicely be pointed out. <3 1219 words

- Aishas POV -

₁ "Fuck that!" I hissed as I hid behind a broken car, "shit" I groan in pain holding a hand over the scratch "Stupid fuckin' infected" I say as I remove my hand to take a look at the scratch from the infected, blood starting to leak "Stupid fucker" I add getting back up walking over to the dead infected, slowly checking if the coast was clear so I could snatch my knife back.

₂ In a quick motion, I bend down to the zombie's head getting a grip of my knife and pulling it out. As I stood back up looking around for a second I looked back at the infected that was now lying motionless on the ground, I gave the head a little kick letting out a small scoff in the process before picking my backpack up and wandering off.

₃ I walked around for some time looking at the different buildings, the air was filled with silence only the sounds of birds echoing throughout the place, I continued walking my sneakers scraping the grounds beneath me as I looked through the windows of some shops that had been fully picked over, one of the shops being an -adult toys & undergarments- shop... it seemed interesting, and I was debating going in to take a look, but I needed to find food to keep myself energized and, well- so I won't die of starvation at 17-,  I found a building with a few windows that looked interesting to take a look at.

₄ It took me about 5 minutes to find an actual entrance where I didn't have to do too much to push my body through a crack, I got in and took out my flashlight to look around the place, there was a pretty big amount of stuff that hadn't been pocketed yet, I only took what was needed to survive tho, I found a bag of raw spaghetti laying in a corner "Jackpot!"I whispered to myself, I picked it up to look for any damage, the bag was practically sealed shut, there being nothing wrong with it I put it in my backpack.

₅ I turn to go around the rest of the shelves. The shop was very cramped and the entrances were very small so I wasn't scared of running into an infected, it would have jumped me the moment I got in if there ever was one, I looked at the useless stuff that was slowly catching spider webs and dust as I spot a knife on the bottom shelf at the end of the row.

₆ "Jackpot twice!" I whisper to myself again happy to have 2 knives ¨I am really lucky today, aren't I?¨ I think to myself as I check the last couple of shelves for stuff, not finding anything important that could help me along the way.

₇ I head out of the shop as I hear a gunshot, I freeze. I quickly shake off the shock finding a trash can to hide behind, I scan the parts of the area I can see from behind the object, nothing being in sight. As soon as I was about to run a stone under my shoe screeches alerting an infected that I hadn't spotted, it quickly turns its head in my direction letting out a loud clicker screech, fear overcomes me as the infected starts storming in my direction.

₈ I quickly head out from my spot onto the middle of the street, franticly looking around for a way to go, I run down the street with every power I have left to find somewhere safe to head to, as I start to lose my stamina I reach for the knife I had pocketed, I would have to fight it. I had no other option, I took out my knife and unfolded it.

₉ I stopped dead in my tracks swiftly turning around, at the same moment the infected had caught up close to me, I held my knife out as it charged towards me, It caught me and as I tried to stab it in the head multiple times, the infected also managed to dodge every time, my strength loosened as it tumbled me to the ground, I let out a scream as it scratched at my skin harshly, I aggressively tried to stab it everywhere I could reach miserably failing every time.

₁₀ *Gunshot* Suddenly the infected stopped moving as I pushed it off me in a hurry moving back in terror, I slowly crept over to it seeing a huge hole at the top of its skull "It's dead" a voice was heard from behind me, I quickly turned around in fear holding out my knife as my best defense, a group of people on horses were standing in front of me with guns pointing directly at me "I-im not infected! I-i-i swear! don't, shoot!" I trembled over my words "What's your name?" The man asked "A-Aisha" I added shaking still holding the knife up.

₁₁ "Drop the weapon, and put it out of hands reach" the guy aggressively demanded, he looked like the leader of their group. It took me a moment to give in and throw my knife to the floor, I did have a spare knife in case they tried anything. Not that it would help me in any way- "We have a dog that can smell if a person is infected or not, if you aren't infected he will walk back, if you are he will rip you to shreds, understand?" The man states making me nervous, I nod persistently to not make him doubt a shot to my forehead, the dog went close to me with gritted teeth and started sniffing me around, after a little, it slowly went back to the human that had unleashed it before.

₁₂ "She's clear" the woman announced, ¨well no shit I said I was¨ as I went to turn around to grab my knife it was gone "Did you take my knife?" I said getting a little mad that they took a weapon I just fetched myself "We don't want you to hurt us on the way back" the woman said now sounding a little sweet ¨How the fuck did they do that without me noticing?¨ "Where are your parents?" she added ".. T-they died a long time ago" I hesitated to bring them up "We could bring you back with us? if you're okay with that, and we could help you rinse those nasty wounds," she said as I took a look at the areas that hurt.

₁₃ They were pretty nasty... "Do you have food?" I asked "Plenty of it," the woman said with a smile "I guess I could use a home.." I said softening a little, I had never actually found someone who wanted to help me, it was nice to finally find someone who cared a little, plus I can't keep supplying myself out there alone, I would probably die sooner or later if they hadn't found me and shot that infected off of me "Come on let's get you back and Heal your wounds" the lady said as she helped me onto a horse...

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ᖭི༏ᖫྀ 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 ࣪𖤐

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭

This book is written with the 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫/𝐀𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕 such as; 𝐈, 𝐦𝐲, and 𝐦𝐞 ...

𝐀𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐬 Portrayed by 𝐘𝐨𝐮

FaceClaim by 𝐘𝐨𝐮

𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬:

- 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐏 -

𝐄𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐬          

(Unknown ;)

𝐍𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧          

(Best Friend)

𝐃𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐏𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚 (𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡)          

(Good Friend)

𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞 𝐘𝐮𝐮𝐦𝐚       

(Friend)

𝐏𝐚𝐱𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐕𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚𝐧          

(Friend)

- 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 / 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 -

𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧      

(Adopted - Father)

𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧         

(Adopted - Mother) 

𝐉𝐨𝐞𝐥 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫          

(Adopted Father's Friend - Friend) 

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→ 𝑺𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝑮𝒊𝒓𝒍 - Ellie Williams x afab!reader ❦

Aisha Montes - Played by You. A skilled girl who only killed to survive. Her family had died of the virus 2 years prior. She had been on her own ever since, having to find shelter in the abandoned and torn-apart apartments and stores around the towns. One day a group of people found her with bruises and scars after she had fought off an infection and brought her back to the community of Jackson, where her new life was about to begin.

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𝐔𝐩𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐬...

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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

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𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄

My aritst name is Ava Meller

Im Danish / German

My Pronouns are She/Her/Hers

Im a December Capricorn

Im a Lesbian

Been writing since I was 13 years old (Online & On paper)

I am a part of the The Last Of Us and The Black Phone Fandoms and you will probably be seeing that type of content :D

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eugene’s secret

ellie williams x f! reader

summary; basically the scene in tlou II where ellie comes across eugene’s stash but with changes and additions!

cw; weed, smoking, cursing, tension, sexual thoughts and action, 18+ content, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, kissing, making out, the knee thing, thigh riding, teasing, dom! ellie and sub! reader, ellie being a little mean, praising, hickeys, nipple play, overstimulation, finger fucking, scissoring, getting caught!!…

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“What’s he got down here?” you said as you close the door behind your back, stairs to your right.

“It’s obviously a sex den.” Ellie joked, and you playfully pushed her with your shoulder. She smiled as he gave you an amused look. “That’s why he didn’t tell you about it.” you two started to go down the stairs, her auburn hair swaying with her steps. She looked exceptionally pretty today, with her hair on a low bun and her green jacket.

“I hope it’s a sex den, for his sake. He was so lonely man…” you laughed, and she shook her head.

When you reach the basement, you two found the double doors to your right and slowly opened them up, the strong smell of the plants residing down there hitting you on the nose.

“Oh… oh my god… It’s weed.” Ellis said, shocked as you two entered the room, illuminated by lightbulbs.

“It’s a lot of dead weed.” you nod, looking around. “This explains a lot…” you mutter, watching her take a piece of the weed in between her hands.

“Maria would lose her shit if she saw this place.” Ellie said, smelling the weed.

“How the fuck did he get this together?” you were astonished by the amount of them that stood on tables under the growing lights.

“Must’ve taken him forever.” your friend muttered as she let the weed fall to the floor, her hands now feeling sticky.

“I wish he had told me about this, man. It’s been ages since I’ve smoked. Could’ve helped him out…” you whined, following her.

“Hey!” Ellie called out for you and you looked at her, seeing the videotape she was holding on her hand. “He’s got that videotape thing.”

“Huh. Let’s see what he’s got.” you scoffed, bending just the slightest to get a hold on the rest. “ ‘Dong of the Wolf’, ‘Smash Brandi’s Cooch’…” you read their titles and Ellie frowneds.

“Are these…”

“It’s porn.” you confirmed and she laughed.

“Interesting taste, Eugene…”

You two moved on until something caught her attention.

“y/n. Look. It’s a gas mask bong.” she said while walking towards you for you to see.

You sigh. “God, he was so smart…” you whine and take it from her hands, putting it on. “How do I look, huh?” you inquired her with a silly smile that she couldn’t see as you posed for her.

“Well… It certainly is a look.” she shrugged and you frowned, taking it off and putting it back where she had found it.

“Rude…”

“Oh, shut up. You love it.” she said as she walked away, unable to see just how hard you rolled your eyes behind her back. “Ah…” she mumbled as she took a glass jar from the tables.

“Oh…” you came closer, eyes in the jar. “There you go.” you smiled, taking it and inspecting it. “Jackpot.”

“You think it’s still good?” Ellie questions, and you shrug.

“Mmm-mm. Let’s find out.” you said as you tried opening it. You groaned when it wouldn’t, bending over yourself to push the lid harder.

“You having a hard time?” she inquired you as she unbuttoned her jacket, after having left her backpack on the floor. She seemed amused by your struggling.

“No, I got it.” you promised, but the lid wouldn’t fucking budge. “Fuck.” you said and her hands were ready to take it.

“Give me.”

“Oh yeah, like you’re going to get it.” you rolled your eyes just as she rolled up her sleeves. And then, with a quick and harsh motion of her wrist, the lid popped open. “You bitch.” you said, shocked and at the same time hurt. Your pride was hurt.

“You were saying…?” she cockily asks and you push her on the chest, trying to ignore just how good her hands were looking and how their veins were visible. Shit.

“Yeah, yeah. Whatever.” you huffed, taking one of the perfectly rolled blunts in between your fingers and smelling it. She put the jar back on the table. You smelled it, smiling. “Smells good.” you handed it to her so she could do the same, but instead, she looked at you and slowly pulled it up to her plush lips, taking it on her mouth.

You stared as she sat down on the couch. “I mean… We’re gonna be stuck her a while, right?” she shrugged and you squinted your eyes with a little smile. Oh you knew where this was going…

You shook your head, amused, and sat down beside her, your back against the side of the sofa, legs to your chest. “Totally trapped…” You looked at her as she lit it and took a drag, closing her eyes when her throat burned. Her side profile was beautiful, with her perfect nose and long eyelashes, reddish cheeks decorated with freckles…

You wanted nothing more than inhale back in the smoke she was letting out her lungs.

You accepted the blunt when she offered it to you, taking a hit and smiling as you threw your head backwards. “Shit. That’s good.” she let out a chuckled watching you, leaning backwards against the sofa with her legs spread, perfectly exposing her firm thighs. Oh what you’d do to be able to sit on them…

You two shared the joint in between a little chatting, taking in the peace of the place and just how comfortable you were around each other despite last night’s events.

You were high out of your mind when she talked once again. “Can I ask you a question?”

“I don’t know, can you?” you eyes, reddish and half-lidded squinted at her, an amused smile decorating your face.

She shook her head with the same smile before going back to you and moving to face you just the slightest. “Scale of one to ten…” she started and you offered her the blunt. “One being like absolute trash, and ten being life-altering… How would you rate our kiss last night?” she inquired, now fully facing you and taking a hit.

You felt warmth crept up your cheeks, your heart pounding faster inside your chest. You scratched nervously your neck. “Why are we still talking about this?” you asked, taking the blunt and taking a drag. “You said it was a mistake.”

“Did I say that?” Ellie frowned, looking at you, raising her eyebrows, not truly believing it.

You leaned in, looking at her with those beautiful eyes of yours, your legs now one against the other and bended to look at her. “What are you doing?”

“I asked you to rate our kiss.” she repeated while stealing the blunt, her eyes flickering just the slightest to your lips.

“I don’t know…” you shrugged, looking at your lap and away from her green eyes.

“I’d give it a six.” she said after having thought it through.

“A six?!” you inquire, astonished, taking the blunt and smoking a little bit more. “Wow…” you nodded as you exhaled the smoke.

“Like a solid six.” she continued.

“Okay.” Ouch.

“There were a lot of people around.” she clarifies and you look at her.

“Yeah, but, six?”

“Oh, what?” she takes the blunt. “I mean, now I really want to know how you’d rate it.” she said and you looked away.

“I don’t think you do.” you mumbled, and once you looked back and found her smirking. Cocky. “You’re infuriating.” you groaned.

“Have you met you?” she contra-attacked, sarcastic. She was getting closer.

“You make me want to go back outside into that blizzard.” you said, and she smiled, leaning so close you almost lost your breath, her eyes on yours.

“No one is stopping you.” she whispered, and that made you look at her lips. They looked so fucking soft. And for what you knew, they felt just as they looked. She smiled, looking at your dazed face and down at your lips, dampening her own and watching you bit your lower one.

“This better be better than a six.” you whispered and she smiled, flicking and throwing away the remains of the blunt to harshly grab your face and bring you towards her lips. You let out a gasp at the contact, at the intensity. She was kissing you so passionately you felt like melting in between her arms.

She bit down on your lip and you let out a moan that allowed her to push her tongue inside your mouth, humming. Your tongue met hers and after a few seconds she pulled away to look at your eyes before leaning back in once again. You smiled against her lips, her hands leaving your face to grab at your hips and push you back onto the sofa, climbing on top of you. The kiss was heated, not like last night’s. Was needy, was perfect.

Your fingers found her hair and pulled, making her moan in your mouth. She breathed against your lips with her eyes closed as she pulled back and you smiled, raising your eyebrows when her reddish eyes found yours. “Better than a six, huh?” you cockily inquired her and she groaned.

“Shut up.” and she really made you shut up, ‘cause her lips were back on yours. She sucked on your bottom lip, making you whine, before starting to kiss down your jaw and neck, sucking on your skin and making you tug harder on her hair.

“Ah, shit, Ellie. It hurts.” you said as she latched to your neck, biting and licking the marks she’d leave behind to help with the sting. But you really weren’t paying attention to the pain, since now her hands were unzipping your jacket.

“It hurts, baby?” she sarcastically pouted, before you could come back with a smart answer, her leg pushing in between your thighs and against your cunt.

“Fuck.” you moaned when she bucked your hips against her thigh, making you ride it, your jeans pressing against your clit from above your underwear.

“That’s it. Ride my thigh, baby.” she smirked against your chest when you started to press yourself against her harder. You helped her rip off your shirt, leaving you naked from your waist up. “Fuck. No bra?” she inquired, and you moaned when one of her hands grasped your right tit. “You’re so fucking pretty…” she muttered against your skin before her lips latched to your left breast, sucking on your nipple, her index and thumb pinched the other, overstimulating you and making you whine.

“Ellie…” you sighed her name, taking the hand that was on your waist and pulling from it to push it against and between your thighs. “Please, touch me, please…”

“Shit.” she cursed, quickly getting rid of the button of your jeans and throwing them aside after having dragged them down your legs, leaving you solely on your underwear for her to see. “So fucking beautiful…” she whispered, taking off her own shirt and bra before pulling herself closer and on top of you one more time. You moaned when her fingers pushed against your panties, playing with your clit over them. You were so sensitive due to the weed that you felt like crying.

She kissed you as her hand pushed your underwear to the side, letting your glistening cunt made contact with the cold air of the basement. “Oh god…” your head got thrown backwards when she finally touched you, her fingertips glistening with your arousal and sliding so easily in between your lips.

“ ‘S that for me?” she inquired, her head dizzy with the feeling of just how wet you were for her, how pretty you looked under her body, with her fingers on your cunt.

You nodded, whimpering when her middle finger started to circle your clit, electricity cursing through your veins.

“Use your words for me, pretty girl. I want to hear you.” she said, kissing your neck, and you moaned when she plugged her middle finger inside, your walls tightening around it and sucking it in.

“Yes, yes, Ellie. ‘S for you, only for you.” you breathed out, feeling as she started to fuck it in and out of you, the dirty sounds your pussy was making while taking her finger filling the room and making your cheeks burn.

“Atta girl, taking it so good. Listen to her, she’s so wet and ready for me…” she sucked on your nipples and you threaded your fingers on her hair, arching your back when she curled her finger and found that spongy spot inside of you that made your skin burn and your thighs shook. “There it is.” she smiled, curling it again, and again, and again… Until you were a moaning mess underneath her. You were so lost on the pleasure, so needy for her…

“Please Ellie, please, fuck, fuck me, fuck me please…” you begged.

“Such a good girl, asking for it so nicely… You want me to fuck you baby? Leave you all pretty and fucked out?” you nod, and she chuckles when you start to undo her jeans. “Needy, are we?” she teased and you whined.

“Please, Ellie…” she gave in, ‘cause truth be told, she needed you just as badly as you needed her. She got rid of your and her underwear, kneeling in front of you. She was perfect. Perfect with everything he would had on, and off.

She straddled one of your thighs so her glistening cunt would be pressed against yours. You two let out a moan at the contact.

“Oh fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, Ellie…” you cried out as she started to move, your clits pressing against the other and making you whimper.

“Shit, you feel so good…” she moaned, taking your hips to grind against you harder, your juices mixing with each other’s as your pussies slides one against the other.

“Please don’t stop.” you begged, kissing her, grasping at her back and clawing at her skin, already over the edge due to her previous toying and teasing.

“I won’t, baby, I won’t. Are you close, hm? Are you gonna come for me?” you nodded, a whimper leaving your lips.

“Yes, yes, fuck.” tears were brimming your eyes, the pleasure was too strong. Her hands felt like pure fire against your skin.

“That’s it, good girl. Cum for me, baby. Wanna see you fall apart.” and with that your back arched, your walls clenching down on nothing and pulsing as you gushed against her cunt and moaned over and over again, each time louder as you reached your peak. “Fuck.” she muttered, watching as you came undone, fucking you and herself through it until she too was falling over the edge and on top of you, moaning and groaning against your neck.

The two of you were breathing heavily, bodies sticky with sweat and glued together. You could feel her quickened heartbeat. She left soft fluttery kisses against your neck and up your cheek towards your lips, where she left a sweet peck.

“Then… Better than a six?” you inquired her and she hit you on the shoulder, making you laugh and making her follow you.

“You’re so stupid.” she shook her head, and you kissed her.

“Oh, shut up, you love it.” you whispered against her lips before she’d lean in and kiss you again. Hands on your hips, his thumb drawing circles on your skin. And just as her tongue entered your mouth, you heard someone screaming your names.

“Ellie? y/n?! Are you two down there?” you pulled apart and looked at each other with eyes widened and faces that clearly said: fuck, Jesse.

You two quickly got up, staggering to get your clothes aback on. You pulled on your underwear and pants, reaching for your shirt as you screamed back.

“Yeah! We’re here! But… Don’t come down! Stay there!”

“Oh fuck.” Ellie said as she fought to put on her sports bra. And if you weren’t about to get caught post-sex, you would have stopped to stare at her smushed tits.

“What the hell are you two doing down… Oh my god!” Jesse screamed and looked away when he caught a glimpse of your naked back and Ellie’s naked legs.

“Fuck, Jesse!” you screamed at him.

“I’m sorry, shit. I didn’t know you two… Fuck.”

“Just shut up, and turn around, oh my god!” he did what you asked so you two could finish dressing up, although Ellie was having a little too much fun kissing your neck instead of helping you put your shirt on.

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a/n; fun fact, i dreamed about ellie after smoking last night and now i can’t get her out of my head.😭

[avameller]

🤗

so, your best friend accidentally sent you a video of her masturbating. what now?

18+ below! smut smut smut!

ellie’s bedroom is heavy with the scent of sex, her fingers still pruned from her own wetness. she’s spent the last few minutes tense and panicked, too paralyzed with anxiety to get up and put some clothes on, and she’s considering what she’ll change her name to and where she’ll move to start a new life when you finally, finally text her back.

it’s okay. give me a second to reply, alright?

the weight on her chest eases a bit at your reassurance, but a new spark of uncertainty flares up at the second part of the message: give me a second to reply. jaw tight, she sends you a question mark, then follows up with you don’t have to respond. it’s probably better if you don’t?? again i’m so fucking sorry.

but as the minutes tick by, slow and lazed, she starts to panic again. her mind conjures every possible response you could send her next: an angry thesis statement on why ellie’s a disgusting pervert, a seething comment about how stupid she must be for sending a video like that so carelessly. would you ever look at her the same way? would things ever be the same?

all it takes is another notification from you to make every imagined worst-case scenario evaporate. ellie clicks the notification as soon as it pops up, chewing on the soft flesh of her inner lip.

it’s a video.

you sent her a video.

she hits the play button without a second thought, heartbeat thudding in her ears.

“i know you’re probably embarrassed,” you say, head tilting as you frown with sympathy. a blush paints ellie’s cheeks bright red. “but i need you to know how wet that made me.”

holding the camera up, you extend your arm outwards to reveal the rest of your body - your naked body, ellie realizes with a shock. she sits up in bed, back ramrod straight, her phone shaking as a nervous tremor strikes through her. but she can’t look away - not when you’re tracing a hand down the soft curves of your body, fingertips grazing over one peaked nipple, then moving lower, lower. ellie swears she’s forgotten how to breathe.

you release a pleased hum. “i liked watching you touch yourself,” you say, so matter-of-fact. “i hope you like watching me.”

and she does, god she does. she settles back down onto the mattress, eyes never leaving the screen as you work two fingers through your soaked folds. you moan and sigh and keen, rolling your hips down against your own hand, the wet sounds of your pussy so intoxicating, ellie can’t believe she’s gone her whole life without seeing you like this.

and it might be wrong, the way her own hand drifts between her legs to find herself still hot and wet, but she doesn’t have it in herself to care. she dips a finger inside of herself as she watches you ride your own hand, grinding down on your palm as your fingers work in and out of your cunt. she finds a rhythm that matches your own; soon enough, you’re both gasping at the pleasure building beneath your waistline. with every roll of your hips, ellie’s cunt tightens, flooding with slickness - as if she could get any wetter.

as you get closer to the edge, your grip on your phone falters and the camera starts to shake. ellie hisses and curses under her breath when your phone captures the blissed-out look on your face: eyes rolled back, brows pulled together, teeth sinking into your lower lip.

“oh - oh my god,” you stutter, panting, “i’m gonna come, ellie.”

ellie. ellie ellie ellie.

“holy fuck.” ellie’s pussy clamps down around her fingers at the sound of her name on your lips; her thumb glides over her clit just right, and she didn’t think she’d come this fast but she does, her vision exploding into blinding white as her orgasm crashes into her. it’s the only time she looks away from the video on her screen - but she certainly hears your orgasm, all high-pitched moans and ragged breaths, your cunt gushing onto your fingers.

when ellie finds the strength to open her eyes again, the video is still playing. you’re catching your breath, chest shimmering with a thin layer of sweat. you look at the camera and smile. ellie thinks she might pass out.

“thanks for the video,” you say, lifting your free hand up to wave.

when you bring your fingers to your mouth and purse your lips around them, sucking them clean of your own come, ellie’s sure she’s going to pass out.

and then, she decides, she’s going to fuck you stupid.

[avameller]

Girlfriend sent this 🤗💯🤭

ellie’s hands gripped your hips and pulled you further between her legs, she tries to be subtle. tries not to take your attention off the film but her movements are too obvious, she’s pulling your soft ass against her crotch, biting her lip and whining. “that feel good baby?” you ask and ellie bites your shoulder,

“so good honey” she replies, “my little slut feel good? huh?” she asks you, muffling her whimper feeling you nodding hard as you wind your hips down on her.

“keep grinding just like that baby,” she gasps pulling you back and forth and humping up into you. “rubbing on my clit so good, fuck,” she drawls, one hand coming up to grope your tits and play with your sensitive nipples. “fuck ellie,” you pant, the movements making you desperate, giving you some pleasure but not enough. you arch your back and your head falls back on ellie’s shoulder, where she kisses your cheek, reaching your mouth. “doing so perfect angel, keep humping me,” she orders and captures your lips, parting them and sucking on your tongue. ellie’s fingers float into your loose pj shorts and straight to your sticky folds. “greedy fucking pussy,” she moans out, her fingers tapping your clit, and groaning as you grind down on hers.

“feels so good,” you mumble against her lips, her fingers digging into your cunt as you back into her, building a rhythm that has you both whining and gripping at each other. “yes yeah, jus’ like that sweet pea” ellie moans, moving you harder, a little deeper. the friction so constant and overwhelmingly pleasureful. “come on baby, wanna feel this stupid wet cunt cum,” she practically begs, kissing your shoulder and moaning as your hips grind and hump. “shit, yes,” ellie groans playing with your nipple and curling her fingers into you. you grind down harder with the pressure of her fingers and ellie can’t stop herself moaning.

she loves the feeling of your soft ass rubbing up against her, her clit sticking to her boxers with wetness. “m’gonna cum,” ellie whines as she quickens her fingers, your gut twisting and burning up as you both bump and hump until you’re both heaving messes. sticky and stiff, breathing, slumped against the couch.

[avameller]

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pairing: loser!ellie williams x fem!reader x dina nolastname synopsis: ellie's too shy and too nervous to take it all the way with you, and thank god dina's right by her side. warnings: weed, smut, mdni, soft dom!dina, awkward top!ellie, sub!reader, oral (r receiving), fingering (r receiving) authors note: this is based off of a request i got but accidentally deleted since i'm a little braindead ˚ ༘♡ ✧༺♡༻∞

It was thick, and and hazy, and the pungent smoke hung lazily in the air. The scent was… captivating. It wasn’t bad — no, it was a tad skunky and earthy, citrusy. Piney too, and a little bit of spice. 

Something that smelled sickly sweet wafted through the air. It was almost intoxicating— The way her Jasmine and Vanilla fragrance mixed with the musk and and the resin. 

Dina took the skinny spliff in between her fingers. 

Inhale. 

Exhale. 

Silence. 

Ellie’s eyes took a on a reddish hue. They were glossy, and bloodshot. She wore this languid, almost dreamy expression on her face. It rendered a slight droop to her eyelids and a gentle, unfocused gaze. She always got like this. 

She was not quiet— no, she was relaxed, calm. Shoulders dropped down, she wasn't hunching, she was perfectly serene, slightly manspreading on the velvety, emerald green colored couch. A piece of lint landed on her faded beige khaki’s, and she flicked it away gently. 

Everything seemed to move so slow. 

“Are you gonna let go of that blunt, D?” you questioned, lazily grasping and squeezing Ellie’s light blue stress ball in your palms. You caught her playing with that when she kissed you, once — Just a mere week ago. 

₊˚⊹♡

“Are you playing with your fidget while we’re making out?” Your voice was breathy and faint, just above a whisper. You could taste her on your tongue, bordering going on cotton mouthed. 

“No — no, I’m — It’s…” she stammered, and let the ball fly out of her hand and land on the concrete floor. 

An awkward silence. 

“You make me nervous” 

₊˚⊹♡

“It’s not a blunt, babe, It’s a spliff.” Dina took another drag, and handed it to you. 

“Whatever.” you shrugged. 

It caressed down your throat, a slight burn tingled in its wake.

Ellie always loved the way you smoked. A well manicured hand squeezing the bud between your fingers, the way your eyes were forced completely shut when you took a hit, the way your eyelashes fluttered while you exhaled. In all honestly, Ellie just thought you were very pretty. It was not the reason why she dated you; you were funny, and smart, and sweet — and the way you laughed made her stomach tie in knots and her heart feel like it was trying to leap out of her chest and leave her still as a corpse. 

But that “pretty” part, made her very, very nervous. 

She shifted on the couch, lifting her legs up to rest her chin on top of them. Ellie couldn't help but look, examine the way your chest heaved up and down, with her gaze fixed on you. She had a bit of a… staring problem. You saw her gaze from the corner of your eye, and smirked. 

“Can you two stop with your little sex games?” Dina's voice pierced through, breaking Ellie’s trance. 

“Sex games?” you probed, followed by a small huff. This wasn't a sex game. No, no... this was — purely innocent. Just two gals, who happen to be fresh as a daisy lovers, staring at each other while their best friend is in the same room.

“Ellie’s staring at you like she wants to fuck. I’m not a ghost — I’m here too, hello?” She waved her hand from side to side. You could tell she’s here too, you’d be lying if you said nothing in this living room screamed “Dina’s house!”. A silver menorah that’s been laying on the kitchen counter since Hanukkah, with a layer of fine dust collecting on top of the highest branch, a white crocheted mandala hanging slightly loose over the flat TV, bright colored crystals, and some dark ones too — splattered all over the antique mahogany table. Yes, Dina was definitely still there. 

But still, so was Ellie. And being around Ellie… made you want to… Well — Sex games? Is that how Dina put it? 

“We’re not doing anything” Ellie murmured, reaching over to take the spliff out of your hand. Her touch lingered a tad too long, lengthy finger softly caressing yours. Maybe you were? 

“You can go to the bathroom if you want. I wont peep” Dina suggested with a grin. That little devil. 

Ellie almost choked as she exhaled, You chose to ignore. 

“Promise?” You asked. 

“Swear.” 

Ellie huffed, Yeah right. 

“Gimme” Dina whined, signaling Ellie to pass her the half finished spliff. 

“I’m not done” Ellie’s defended, and took another hit. Her eyebrows were hunched together, and a small line had formed, creasing right between them. God, did she look pretty too. 

“Give it, bitch” Dina moaned, and abruptly took the spliff out of Ellie’s wet mouth, Ellie groaning in response. 

Dina rolled it between her fingers, and gave it a small squeeze. 

“Ew! You fucking drooled over it!” 

“Fuck you man” Ellie hissed, bumping lightly into Dina’s shoulder. 

“But seriously… Where’s like—“ Dina inhaled, blowing the smoke into Ellie’s face. 

“Dude—“ Ellie huffed, waving her hand in the air as if attempting to disperse the thick smoke that enveloped them. 

“Where’s the wildest place you had sex?” Dina questioned, as she smushed the spliff on the ashtray, then casually picked off some leftover tobacco from the table, absentmindedly wiping it on the red ceramic surface.

Ellie felt her cheeks turn an adorable shade of light pink. She was a blusher, you soon came to realize. 

The sex thing... that was an issue — Well, it wasn’t necessary an “issue” but it was… a thing. 

You and Ellie hadn’t had sex yet. ₊˚⊹♡

two full months of dating, resulting only in heated make out sessions. Sure, Ellie played with your tits, breathy and panting, and you almost came when she made you jump up and down her creamy thigh, crossfaded and washed by a sudden burst of extreme boldness, but that was that. When you lifted your skirt up to let her see what was underneath (that day, was a mint green colored lace thong) she hastily pulled it down, followed by a whispered “m’sorry”, and when you pouted, nauseous and incredibly embarrassed, she calmed you down with soft delicate butterfly kisses on your nose and on your forehead. 

“Wanna take it slow” she mumbled, her cheeks turning a rosy pink, lips curling down to a pout — almost matching yours. 

Maybe she didn’t really like you like that, you wondered, hugging your pillow, hot tears smearing all over the bedsheet. Maybe you weren’t attractive enough, perhaps she saw you more as a friend… A friend she liked to kiss and only kiss, a friend who made her stomach flip and her mind race, but still, only a friend. 

If you knew that Ellie spent the entire night after that glorious encounter with her purple vibrator in between her legs and a pair of your panties stuffed inside her mouth, perhaps you wouldn’t have cried. Perhaps… you wouldn’t have been embarrassed. Thing is, you didn’t know. So you didn’t kiss her hungrily after that, and you didn’t sit on her lap just to watch her get flustered like you always used used to. You kept your distance, respected her boundaries, and pretended to let it go. Small pecks, hand holding, and one kiss on the pulse of her neck — That’s how it went. 

₊˚⊹♡

You crossed your arms, and fixed your gaze on the yellow colored wall behind Dina. 

“We made out in Jesse’s bathroom” Ellie said quietly. That you did, right after Jesse’s birthday party, you needed to “Clean the bathroom” because “A girl threw up and made a mess”

Dina rolled her eyes, and turned to face her. 

“I asked about sex” 

“Mhm” Ellie hummed, feeling her toes curl inside her Chuck’s. She wasn’t going to get this. 

“Don’t know why you need to know so bad” 

“I'm just... curious," Dina stated, her smirk growing wider as she looked in your direction.

“You two seem like freaks.”

Ellie bit her lip so hard it almost bled. She couldn’t look at you, too embarrassed to see the look on your face, so she looked at the ashtray, examining its sleek cover. Would you pout again? just like you did when she pulled your skirt down? will you look angry? sad? disappointed? 

“Cmon” Dina grumbled. 

“I wont judge —“

She glanced at you.

“Promise.” 

You looked at her like you wanted to shut her lips tightly together with a piece of tape. 

“It’s been kinda dry for me and I’m trying to live vicariously through my best fr—“ 

“We haven’t had sex yet.” Ellie blurted. 

The room fell silent. 

Ellie’s eyes were glued to the table. 

Why the fuck… would she say that? 

Dina cleared her throat, her gaze fixed firmly upon you. Her lips hinted at a grin, but she suppressed it, pressing them together into a straight line.

“Oh” Dina quietly said. Noted. 

Ellie shifted on the couch, and mumbled something you couldn’t hear under her breath. Could have been a “so nosy” or a “fuck off”, but alas, it was barely above a whisper. 

“Happy?” she murmured. 

“Just…” 

Dina flipped her hair to the side, brushing her fingers through the thick, black strands. If you sat any closer, you would have been able to smell her pistachio-almond shampoo. 

“Surprised” 

“Pass me the weed? I wanna roll another one” Ellie groaned. 

“I dont have any” 

Ellie ts’kd, attempting to divert the conversation everywhere but towards what had just happened. Avoid, avoid, avoid. 

You sat quietly, manipulating the stress ball, squeezing it so hard your knuckles almost strained. 

It’s not like Dina didn’t know everything about you, because she did. It wasn’t confessing to some clueless stranger, this was Dina. And still, it hurt. You knew she wouldn’t judge you, never. But you — you would judge you. And that was worse. And now, this wasn’t an unspoken thing anymore. It was out there, waiting to be pounced on. 

Maybe… maybe you needed that. 

“Fuck” Ellie huffed. 

The room fell silent again. It wasn’t the smoke that made the air feel thick anymore. 

“Can I ask…” 

Dina turned her body to squarely face Ellie. 

“Why?” 

“No," Ellie stated bluntly, her voice tinged with raspiness and hoarseness. 

“Was it like this with Cat too?” Dina asked. She always knew how to hit the fucking jackpot. Cat. 

“No, t’wasn’t” Ellie rolled her eyes. 

“Can you let it go?” 

This was a conversation about you, that you didn’t even participate in. Until you did, because you truly couldn’t help yourself. Was it you? Did Ellie just… Did Ellie just like Cat better? 

“Is it me?” Your voice was shaky, soft and quiet. 

She wanted to say no, Wanted to ask Dina to just let it fucking go. 

It was silent for a moment again, till it wasn’t. 

Ellie took a deep breath, slid off the couch slightly as the need to hide under it slowly overtook her. She crossed her arms.

"Yes"

You felt something turning in the pits of your stomach. 

“Oh” you whispered, god, that was painful. It was you. 

Dina’s mouth fell agape. 

“No— not like that” Ellie retreated. 

“No it’s… I get it. S’fine” 

There was nothing Ellie needed more than a punch in the gut to knock her out and a fat blunt intertwined between her fingers. 

“You don’t get it though” 

“Think I’m gonna…” You hastily started to look for everything you needed. Sunglasses, purse, keychain. You weren’t doing this. 

“Gonna go” 

“Hear her out, babe… Sit” Dina calmly suggested. It was as if she knew exactly what Ellie had in mind. It was you, but not like that. How could it ever be like that? 

“Just… Fuck” Ellie mumbled. 

“Cat — she didn’t… Can you sit down?” 

You stared at the floor. Maybe you should sit down.

“Okay how do I—“ Ellie began, scratching her head. 

“How do I explain this?” She looked at Dina. Yes, Dina knew. 

“Calmly, and with reason.” She squeezed Ellie’s bicep, followed up with a small, breathy “Fuck you” from Ellie. 

“Cat didn’t make me nervous like you fucking do, man— She didn’t make me rethink every single step I took and kissing her— Fuck” 

Silence again. 

“Kissing her didn’t make me feel like my legs were fucking wobbly or whatever.” 

“I dont wanna disappoint you.” The way it came out of her mouth, so real, and so raw… you looked… wide eyed. 

“Ellie…” you whispered. 

“Why would you disappoint me?” Gosh. Give her a little squeeze! 

“Because what if I don’t fucking know how— What if you don’t like the shit I do and what if you think I fucking suck and leave me and—“ 

“Can I say something?” Dina interrupted. 

“No, Dina” Ellie nudged her. 

“Ellie shut up, you’re rambling and it’s probably turning her off more th—“ 

“S’not turning me off” It was your turn to interrupt now. "You don't know how?" the brunette asked Ellie, with a teasing smile. Oh, she was making fun of her. Ellie barely picked up on that, too frustrated by her own thoughts running circles inside her foggy brain.

"I do know how— Just... fuck, Dina, just let it fucking go" 

“I can help.” Is all she said. Quiet, but confident. She could help.

“What?” you were stunned. Maybe she had a printed guide? A 101 on lesbian sex? 

Dina rolled her eyes and flashed her pearly whites. 

“Remember that time… when you slept over?” She had to stop herself from grinning again. Her tongue was bumping her cheek, like a naughty little chipmunk. 

“What time?” As if there weren’t dozens of those times. 

“That… Time” Dina tilted her head slightly.

“Don’t know what time youre—“ you rambled, soon to be cut off.

“Ellie—“ Dina turned around to face her, yet again. 

“I fingerblasted your girl” 

“What the f—“ Ellie blurted, and her mouth fell wide open. 

“Dina!” you yelled. 

“I’m just—“ She lifted her hands up in defense. 

“I wanna help because it clearly felt good and—“ 

“Are you on fucking drugs?!” Ellie blurted, and immediately stood up. 

“I mean we fucking smoked, Ellie” 

It was almost comical — how fast paced all of this… situation was.

The room felt silent again. How many more times could this happen? awkward silences, questioning looks. 

“I’m saying I wanna help you, El” 

“Let me show you” Dina’s voice was quiet. Genuine. Begging… almost? 

Ellie stared at the floor. And then at you — and then at the floor again. She could feel her hands grow clammy, and a droplet of sweat forming and flowing down her neck. Show her? why didn’t that make her feel nauseous? Why did she feel it in her fucking crotch?

"What the fuck does that mean?" Ellie shook her head.

“Only if it’s okay with you” Dina murmured softly, and gave you a warm, calming look. Comfort — Dina. 

“And with you.” She took Ellie’s trembling hand and gave it a small squeeze.

"I can show you just what I did." 

Ellie dropped her ass on the couch, and fuck — if her legs didn’t feel so fucking wobbly again maybe she would have stayed standing up. But she sat, her legs slightly parting. 

“Okay?” Dina quipped. 

Ellie gulped.

“I won’t steal her from you… I’ll be your… tutor?” Dina questioned, a sly smirk forming on her lips.

“Dina” You and Ellie said in unison. Ellie glanced at you. She felt ashamed, she felt sweaty, sickly, and too fucking turned on to move a muscle. 

“Let me take care of this” She sounded genuine. Like she truly wanted to help. No grin, no smirk, no attitude, just long eyelashes batting softly as the sun sank lower in the west.

“Okay?” she quipped softly.

“Okay”

Dina smiled so wide she had to bite her entire cheek to stop herself from fully crumpling down on the floor. 

You glanced at Ellie, then Ellie glanced at you. She still couldn’t… fully look, But this was something. A small agreement. 

“C’mere” Dina patted her thigh softly. 

It took you a moment, but you took up on her invitation. Hesitantly, you crawled slowly towards her. When you lifted yourself up in order to sit on her bare thigh, her purple thin linen shorts ending right where your ass met her leg, Ellie felt it in her guts. Her face twitched, maybe in jealousy, perhaps in confusion, but none of it mattered, since her clit throbbed inside her boxers. She didn’t know what was more painful, seeing you — sitting directly on your best friends thigh, getting felt up by someone else, or the aching of her own cunt.

“And I won’t kiss her if you don’t… want me too. Just show you, okay?” Dina whispered. Always so fucking attentive. 

“Mhm” Ellie hummed, as her mouth felt too dry to form any real, clear sentences. It was as if time stood completely still. She could stop this, she could. She doesn’t want to.

Meanwhile, you, you were trembling all over. It was almost too much — and nothing even happened yet. Dina's thighs were soft, and her scent tickled your nostrils. Vanilla, jasmine, almonds, and a hint weed. Her chest was firm as it brushed your back, two soft mounds caressing it. She let out a long breath that lingered on your neck, you hummed softly.

“Ellie… come closer” she whispered.

“Get on the floor… right between my thighs, okay?” It was the way she had said it, that got you. The way it came out to soft, so delicate, as if she was trying to comfort her, make her feel safe.

Ellie slowly crawled right where she needed her.

Dina bunched your skirt up just a tad, revealing a little bit of your upper thigh to Ellie. She sat directly in front, almost as if she was watching a movie, the bystander that she was. Her chest rose up and down. She’s never even seen that part of you yet. 

“This okay?” Dina whispered in your ear, her saccharine voice making your entire body shudder in response. 

A barely audible "Yeah..." slipped past your lips, barely more than a whisper, breathy and faint.

“Ellie?” Dina questioned, adverting her look to face the girl. 

“Have you seen it yet?” 

“N… no” she huffed. Her clammy hand formed in a fist, short nails digging crescent little moons on her palms. She hasn’t seen it. Of course she hasn’t. She’s barely seen anything.

“It’s so pretty” Dina teased, bumping her nose into the crook of your neck.

“She has a really pretty one” she whispered, and began slowly pecking your shoulders. 

“You gotta make sure you treat her good.” kiss. “Make sure she’s wet for you” kiss.

Ellie was breathing like she had run a marathon in the Sahara desert for 18 kilometers.

“Do you wanna maybe… Move her panties to the side?” 

Ellie gulped, you almost heard the fat glob of saliva slip down her throat. her mind almost went entirely blank. This could not, under any circumstances, possibly be real.

Another moment of silence. 

“No?” Dina questioned, running her fingernails down your thighs. She pinched one of them, pulling the fat between her fingers, making you jolt in her lap. 

“Yes” Ellie groaned. 

“Fuck I wanna—“ Fast paced, and needy. Slurring her words and trying to stop herself from fainting on the floor.

She jolted forward, practically leaping towards you.

“Do it…” Dina teased. 

Ellie’s hands were shaky, and her movements were agonizingly slow. As she brought her hand up your thigh, slightly tugging on your skirt, playing with the hem of it, you felt your mind melting completely off. You could only whimper in response. 

With an unsteady pull, your skirt was down. It stood pretty right above your feet.

“God” Ellie groaned at the sight. All she wanted to do, was lay her head on top of Dina’s thighs, as if they were two soft cushions, and stare till her mind completely liquefied.

“Did you pick them just for her?” Dina teased, taking both of your hands in her palms. You hummed in response.

“She’s such a sweet girl, isn’t she?” she looked towards Ellie. Ellie could barely make eye contact with Dina, let alone with you.

All she could do is moan softly in response.

“You can do it, El”

“F—ffuck off” she hissed.

She slowly moved the fabric to the side, and her eyes almost closed entirely shut when she unraveled your drooling, messy cunt. She could see the big wet spot on your panties, and all she wanted to do was suck the juices completely dry, clean them with her tongue until all that was left on the soft cotton thong was her own saliva. she wanted to digest you whole, taste the sweetness running down her throat, but all she could fucking do was pull them to the side, and let out an incredibly harsh breath— bordering on a grunt, almost a whimper. 

“Isn’t it so fucking pretty?” Dina cood, patting your pussy lips softly, each little pat making you buck your hips forward. She played with the sticky strings of slick that hung loose in the air.

Ellie ran her fingers through them, as if they were the strings of her guitar.

You — poor you, didn't even know where to look. 

All Ellie could do was hum, and stare like a tortured, bordering on perverted soul.

“Tell her” Dina commanded. 

“Tell her how pretty you think it is” she parted your puffy lips slightly, revealing the beautiful pearl that resided inside. The cool air, mixed with Ellie’s breath, so so close to where you needed her, made you shiver.

You thought you could come with just her looking into you, examining you as if you were some sort of art work, the most beautiful one she’s ever seen, with details carved by the Gods themselves, a pretty little button, a hole that clenched in and out— inviting her in, and lips like gentle curtains, soft and ethereal.

“Its so… fuck” She huffed. She could feel her mouth watering, the soft muscle hiding inside slowly grazing the top of her mouth. 

“So pretty” 

Before you could move and react to Ellie’s praise, Dina plunged a finger directly inside your greedy hole. Small, delicate, sheer little bubbles made perfectly round of your own juices formed on the tiny tip of her middle finger. 

“Ow fuck!”

Dina, quickly as ever, smeared them all over Ellie’s plump lips. 

Ellie fucking whimpered, and babbled about how good it tasted, and almost instinctively licked all of the gathered slickness that formed on her mouth. 

“Thats a good girl” Dina smirked, patting her fingers on Ellie's left cheek. 

“Dont fucking good girl me” Ellie hissed, almost falling to her knees when she heard the needy, long, high pitched moan that escaped your lips when Dina caressed your cunt again. 

“I see how it is” Dina nodded, grinning like the little minx that she is. 

“Tell her” She whispered. 

“Tell her how good she’s being for you then” 

Ellie gave Dina a questioning look, and stared at your hazed expression. You were wheezing, it was all so fucking much. Dina’s finger slipping in and out, Ellie staring and panting like a cat in heat, and the way Dina started slowly but surely, grinding your hips back and forth to meet Ellie’s hungry, desperate gaze was making you see a million galaxies every time you dared to close your eyes shut. 

“You’re being so good” Ellie whispered. 

“So good” she repeated. She was telling it to herself, now. 

Dina’s middle finger began forming slow circles on your clit, making you whimper out quiet sobs into her neck. 

“Look at her… I think she likes the circles”

She fastened her pace, making you cry softly.

“Tell her you like them”

“I li— I like the circles… God— yesss” you hiccuped, bucking your hips faster and harder towards Ellie’s face.

The way she looked at you, like she was absolutely ravenous, was inexplainable.

Ellie sat on her knees, legs slightly parted, both of her hands laying on the plush of your thighs. Forcefully, she parted them further apart.

She was utterly hypnotized by the way Dinas fingers pinched your swollen clit between her fingers, tugging at the little button. Every time she gave it a little slap, and stopped those agonizingly slow circles she was forming, almost as if she was creating something out of clay — Ellie noticed how your eyes completely shut, she noticed the juice leaking from your hole directly into your ass, making Dina’s thighs glimmer as the slick created a small, sheer puddle on her thighs. 

Ellie had to stop herself from taking her pants off and grinding on the fucking floor. 

“You like that baby?” Dina cood, plunging two fingers inside of your hole, pumping them in and out slowly. She made sure she was putting on a show for Ellie. 

“M’— oh fuckfuck” you babbled, feeling it jolt inside of your stomach. 

“You ready? Ellie? Touch her fucking clit” 

“I c—“ Ellie panted pathetically. 

“Make her come, c’mon, make her fucking come” Dinas voice was breathless and desperate. Somehow, she managed to keep it stern. She was in charge, for now.

Ellie’s fingers met your cunt, pinching your puffy outer lips together, her gaze fixed directly upon it, marveling in how louder you got when it was her who had her fingers caressing you. Dina made you feel good, sure, but it was Ellie who made the coil in your stomach tighten. It was her you craved. 

You needed her. 

“El—Mph— Ellie” You cried, as you felt her movements grow faster and faster. She wanted to drown herself in it, at last — her mouth was on you. She gave no warning, was she truly the student here? 

It was fervent, and warm, and the tight, pink muscle caressed you everywhere, from your clit, and then lapping up the juices gathering in your entrance, it all happened too fast. 

The thing is, she couldn’t help it anymore. 

“Put your—“ Dina breathlessly mumbled. 

“Put your finger inside when you eat her out” 

Her ears perked up, and she obliged. Ellie pumped them in and out, so long they almost grazed your cervix, over that one sweet spongey spot inside, rendering you almost unconscious. 

“Fuckkk” Ellie hissed, as she hungrily kissed your clit, sucking the sensitive little button in between her lips. 

“I wanna fucking—“ Ellie panted 

“Dont you dare keep your mouth off of her, Ellie —"

"You like when she does that?" Dina mumbled, gripping your tit with her left hand, her right one opening your puffy lips together to let Ellie's fingers slip inside easier, quickly pumping in and out like she was trying to win a race.

"I love it— oh god" you babbled. You were almost riding Ellie's entire face, your thighs clenching around her.

"Make her cum Ellie" Dina tugged the taller girls hair.

Oh, she fucking did. 

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GO SUPPORT THEM!! Hi! I’m Anna and I am actually a writer too! But I use Wattpad as my platform. There I have so many supporters and a book with 400k reads that so many people love! I write fanfiction and I know how hard it can be! So please support your fav writers cause that’s gives us a really big boost to write more!!! ❤️

Fic recs!!! (Even though nobody asked)

I feel like we need to create more of a community here on tlou2 and support each others writing. I’ve read fan fictions for years but never written anything myself before this year.

Now I realise how much hard work it takes to write as much and good as many of the writers here do and how much likes and comments especially means, it always makes my day to get a nice comment on my fics. 💞💞

So here are some of my fav Ellie x reader fics here on tumblr:

Western nights by @ikn0wtheend

Thoroughfare by @ikn0wtheend

Marley and me by @total-dxmure

Don’t you dare fall in love by @ohcaptains

Literally anything by @hunnylagoon

Afterglow by @whenlostinthedarkness

Nothing compares to you by @elliesbelle

Invisible string by @elleloquently

Click by @s-4pphics

No chances by @elliespeach

Friends? Never. by @ellieluvr420

The hard way by @totheblood

I hope this encourages someone else to post their fav fics and support their favourite writers💞💞

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ellie & abby twitter links ♡

18+, minors DNI.

els <3

♡ ellie fingering you before patrol <3

♡ tribbing w/els

♡ ellie, on top, using you for her own pleasure :3

♡ ellie riding you

♡ ellie slow-fucking you w her strap-on

♡ ellie grinding on you

♡ ellie fingering you pt. 2

♡ nerdy!loser!gf!ellie who you’ve been craving all day <3

abs <3

♡ aggressively licking sub!abby out

♡ abby fingering you w/her heavy hands <3

♡ abby’s strap

♡ abby’s strap pt. 2 omg

♡ abby’s strap pt. 3 (promise i’m done i swear)

♡ riding abby

♡ sub!abby riding you when she’s needy

♡ overstimming sub!abby