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Oh.

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😭 Truth.

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bro im gonna CRY i didnt know this 🥺

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People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

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You ever just wanna unplug ur brain and launch it into the fuckin void

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The struggle is real 😔

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shoutout to all the autistics who cant drink normal water/tap water i c u and i hear u

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Asking this on the autistic website lol 🤣

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Asking because this is often used as a benchmark for fine motor skill development which is something many autistic people struggle with

no allistic button, if you want to know what results look like then just ask and I'll tell you