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Are you telling me that one week and a half after IIII posted my baseball Zeke they suddenly drop a baseball collaboration with Zeke???? What copycat wanna be me it's alright I forgive them 😌😌

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I've seen Zeke portrayed as a very confident guy in fanfics and people making bots of him portraying him as confident, but to me, he just has charm and knows how to speak with confidence. It's a facade. We know he lies a lot to begin with. Someone who wishes they were never born and is as lonely as he is wouldn't be a deeply confident person. Those things usually go together.

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Baseball!!!!!!!!!!

Since the official art committed the worst hate crime by not including Zeke in the baseball collaboration I just had to do this. Bro why would you have a character that plays baseball and is all about baseball AND NOT INCLUDE HIM IN THE DARN BASEBALL COLLABORATION???!!!

I know I said I was going to be spamming him but I was too busy playing Metal Gear Solid V Hideo Kojima had no business making that game so difficult bro told me to use the chicken hat three times the disrespect omg

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I feel like as you grew older your hyperfixations last more. When I was 15 I would fall in love with everything and automatically become obsessed and then move to the next thing. But now that I'm 20, my obsessions last way longer and it kinda makes me feel sad.

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why people are not writing fics anymore???? None of my husbands are getting fics and if it's Joel is just Pedro Pascal Joel. IM WILLING TO PAY AT THIS POINT SOMEONE PLEASE

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I did a redraw of this picture I never saw in the anime but is very cute :)

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I'll be just spamming Zeke drawings because I have plenty of free time now and I haven't showed some love to the guy

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BIRTHDAY BOYSS!!

(Not so) Happy Birthday to my blonde daddy issues boys!!!

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Monkey Boy <333 I had this drawing sitting there from last year. Now I'm free so I'll be posting a lot of drawings these two weeks. Otherwise I'd go insane I swear I cried with the MrBeast documentary I'm crazy

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I always get so mad when people say they don't like the Marley Arc bcs the scouts are not there like BRO OPEN YOUR DAMN MIND 😫

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I love analysis so much man

I wanna talk about Zeke’s (Ksaver’s) glasses and how much they mean to Zeke even though it’s kinda obvious but I like to over-analyze.

- After Ksaver’s death Zeke ends up taking his glasses as a momentum, but I think he also took those glasses as a way to really “seal” his promise.

- Those glasses obviously meant a lot to him because they were previously from the man whom he thought of as his surrogate father.

- He appreciated him, he found comfort in him and grew to understand him better as he got older. Ksaver’s glasses probably brought him some kind of comfort, he had never really gotten anything of that kind of significance from Grisha, nothing to really remember him by other than trauma - so that adds to its importance.

- Taking those glasses from him had to have been saddening. He had lost his father in more ways than one.

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my preference for the hairiest men aside zeke sprouting more chest hair post inheritance bc of the beast is.... hello... like purr but it also makes sense

(but also he inherits at 17 so he might just assume its delayed puberty??? until his pubes turn beast titan brown and his dick sprouts a couple extra inches overnight)

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This is Joel's response to the watch Sarah gave him. We can all see that it was utterly unexpected and almost moved him to tears.

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Y es que yo quiero la combi completa QUE?! CHOCHA CULO TETA Joel taking a lil shower uhuhuahahuh (monkey sounds if not clear)

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Fr bro when he hugs his grandma aaaghhh ughhmmaihaj 😭😭🥺🥺😔 his smile

If someone says that Zeke doesn’t care about anyone besides Eren again, I might lose it 😭

Zeke cares, but not on the same level that he cares about Eren because Zeke has this perception of Eren being his “manipulated, indoctrinated little brother” (and wasn’t able to see that until it was too late).

Zeke is desperate for love (familial), he wants someone to understand his pain (to an extent) + he keeps himself at arms length with everyone. It could be because of trust issues, issues with him not feeling understood, fear of rejection or he just has problems making connections and it could be all of the above.

- If Zeke didn’t care he wouldn’t have played catch with Colt.

- He wouldn’t have hesitated when Colt begged him to wait to scream.

- He wouldn’t have cared about Ksaver and their “dream”.

- He wouldn’t have cried when Grisha hugged and said he loved him.

His whole character is about caring in his weird way, he doesn’t want anyone else to suffer the way he did so he thinks that death is the only solution.

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Just got out from an oral exam crying and the professor came to calm me down that is a new low step. I'm done with the semester tho I just have to enjoy my winter vacationsss

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Ascended Astarion

You got my body, flesh and bone

So, my phone decided to randomly destroy himself, so I had to buy another one and try to save some files, the good thing is that I found this little old drawing of Astarion I made back when he was at his peak, filling my TikTok FYP with edits with that Sleep Token song. I might not be that hyperfixated on Astarion as I used to, but I am very hyperfixated with Sleep Token songs now, so thank you, Astarion.