aswaninlove

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I hate calories.

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i heard a video where i was laughing in it and OH MY GOD I SOUNDED LIKE A TODDLER??? 💔

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i ate sm today fml KILL MEEEE 💔💔💔

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did you made progress

BARELY 💔💔 as i answer this question im literally eating mac n cheese and drinking a milkshake 💔💔💔💔

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Good luck on the journey!!!

thank u sooo much!! u too <33

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hey there. I just stumbled upon one of your posts and i think it just broke something in me. you're so young and you shouldn't have to be dealing with this idea that you need to be a certain weight, especially since you're already underweight. i'm praying for you that you can stay healthy and safe. I'm sure you know this is a really dangerous path that will only lead to worsening in your mental health. I really hope you have a therapist or someone in your life to help you through this.

You are more than enough, you are beautiful, and I know this isn't likely to change much, but please please please find help. I understand this is a support community as well where you find people who are going through the same thing, but it's also dangerous to promote this, especially since you know that it's an eating disorder. the kind of posts you make are likely pulling someone further into an ed.

i hope you'll be okay. you are enough. <3

thank you ml for caring abt me 🫶. honestly idek if im ready for help. im too scared to tell my family abt this even tho they probably know already. i hope ur doing well too

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do it so people are in awe of your new body.

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im packing to go to my grandmas rn and my head is thumping & i feel lightheaded but i looveee the feeling sm...

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10 seconds of flavor are not worth all the years of happiness u lost.

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i was craving my leftover qdoba burrito but i did amazing w my control and took a sip of water & wrote abt it in my journal

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don't you hate looking like a pig? then don't eat like one.

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you're not an animal, so stop eating like one.

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im going to my grandmas for the week later today i rlly hope she doesnt try to stuff food down my throat :((

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GUYSS I LOST A POUND!! IM 98.8LBS NOW IM GETTING BACK ON TRACK!! HOPEFULLY IF I STAY CONSISTENT I CAN GET BACK TO 93LBS IN NO TIME I RLLY HOPE I DONT BINGE AT ALL

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food is NEVER the answer to your problems.

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i just measured my waist + hips!! my waist is around 26 inches and my hips r around 29 1/2 inches!! i think my waist measurements r most likely incorrect bc i was bloated when i did it..

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doesn't all that fat on your body feel suffocating?