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Haven’t been feeling well

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I watched beau is afraid and it is so fucked up lol

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Life would be great if I just wasn’t a person. It would be interesting if I was shape. A abstract mouse.

It’s hard to say this because I don’t want pity. I just wish I could make art that wasn’t connected to a artist ( me ). I just wish I was a…thing that makes art. Maybe like a machine. I don’t know I just hate being a person.

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That song always haunted me

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commissions are open! :) dm me if you're interested

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Go wild.

Slowly coming back into posting “regularly”…its been rough.

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'Joker' by Krzysztof Domaradzki.

Privately commissioned screen prints.

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Commissions closed !

I'm doing okay now with food and paying for gas. I may re-open commissions in the future to help out with my therapy and medical payments. But for now I'm doing okay! I also will be moving into a permanent home soon :o]!

‼️Emergency Commission Open‼️

Hello everyone I opened my commissions to help my buy food, gas, medical bills and save up for therapy now since I am homeless. If you can’t buy re-posting would help me a-lot. Recently I had to run away from home because I was in a abusive relationship with someone in the house hold for many years. I don’t want to talk about it to much because it still is a sensitive topic for me but the abuse was emotional and physical. I was afraid for my safety and was tired of being mistreated so I ran away. Luckily I have shelter but food mostly becomes a issue. I do suffer from many mental illnesses but recently my ptsd has been interfering a-lot with my day to day life. It’s been manageable but since it has been effecting me alot now I don’t want it to get worse. If anyone knows good online therapy websites or apps for someone who is lgbt+ & recovering from a abusive family relationship please let me know!

If you want a commission or just want to ask questions about them contact me though my messages here on tumblr!

Thanks💙🌙

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‼️Emergency Commission Open‼️

Hello everyone I opened my commissions to help my buy food, gas, medical bills and save up for therapy now since I am homeless. If you can’t buy re-posting would help me a-lot. Recently I had to run away from home because I was in a abusive relationship with someone in the house hold for many years. I don’t want to talk about it to much because it still is a sensitive topic for me but the abuse was emotional and physical. I was afraid for my safety and was tired of being mistreated so I ran away. Luckily I have shelter but food mostly becomes a issue. I do suffer from many mental illnesses but recently my ptsd has been interfering a-lot with my day to day life. It’s been manageable but since it has been effecting me alot now I don’t want it to get worse. If anyone knows good online therapy websites or apps for someone who is lgbt+ & recovering from a abusive family relationship please let me know!

If you want a commission or just want to ask questions about them contact me though my messages here on tumblr!

Thanks💙🌙

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❌Bad News...

Unfortunately some terrible things have been happening in my life. Usually I don't talk about if I'll be post art often or not because I am always busy and do art as a hobby. Though now I won't be able to draw a lot of art often or finish drawings. Right now I am homeless and trying to figure out what I will do. I had to run away from a place I was mistreated. I don’t want to talk about what had happen so I’ll leave it at that.

Anyway because of this I don’t know what I will do with this art account. Perhaps I will open soon commissions to help me with money.

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i saw u got the beau pajamas!! I got them too theyre so awesome- idk if u know but its canonically beau's birthday today!!

I had no idea it was Beau’s birthday today! If I have time i’ll doodle a birthday drawing of him! He’d might enjoy a small slice of a organic birthday cake.

Also I'm so happy you have the Pjs as well! That is so cool. I really like how they feel and I love the buttons on the shirt. They are very stiff when you button/unbutton them but maybe I have weak fingers. The buttons reminds me of Beau and how up tight he is.

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I got my hands on this bad boy. I usually don't treat myself a lot but Beau has been a deep comfort character since I relate to him a lot. I'm glad I was able to buy the pj set. I will have sweet dreams now.

I am very happy.

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beau is afraid fursona

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No words.