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Art study cause I cannot write at the moment-

Tiramisu is yummy..

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"Will you remember me even if I was wrong?" -Passive Nightmare probably

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Is Dream considered a doctor when he has ptsd towards an apple?

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★Headcanon for Dream Sans★

Dream would probably feel immense shame in himself whenever he looked at Swap because Swap and Dream technically have the same body. So does Nightmare. Which makes Dream 'see' Nightmare in Swap even though they're not exactly the same.

Nightmare may have different interests and eye lights, but I bet how Swap and Nightmare smile, cry, laugh, talk is similar because of the smaller things.

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The feeling of reading a story so embarrassing it effects you that you swear at the MC through the screen...

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"You were once a child that desired the warmth that was denied upon you."

"Now, as the world started to beg for your warmth, you just decided to burn it to its demise."

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•I usually write oneshots which can contain; angst, fluff, utmv or Undertale-related

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To be One with You..

-Oneshot made by AsH-Writer

A cool winter breeze blew past many houses, their decorations for the winter festival held all across the town whereas everyone else started to celebrate in the center of town. With songs that highlighted the significance of such a holiday or ones that showered happiness to each individual that came by. The ornaments hung across the street lamps, and especially doors of every house, dangled and swayed with the wind, not to forget the dance many of the townspeople participated in while giving their best smiles to one another. Truly a harmonious time, for them at least. It wasn't long before I heard myself sigh in disappointment, my lashes fluttered slowly while looking up at the night sky. "What an occasion indeed..."

How long had it been? How many years did I spend lying to myself while trying to pretend there was still a chance for me? Maybe two years, I lost count. Faith and destiny must be so cool, haven't they?

My eyes followed the center of the commotion, the music started to hype up and grow louder as people danced to the beat, swaying and twirling their partners in circles. And in the midst of the dance, a glimpse of a woman appeared while dancing in with her partner. Her muddy-brown hair tied into a messy bun with those familiar green eyes. Gentle yet bold, a flicker of determination to keep up with the others.. or even do much more. She truly was a beauty, wasn't she? Even her outfit matched her, a simple white shirt with a long flowy red dress that reached her toes. Each and every time she swayed and turned, the dress followed like a curtain. When she noticed me, she gave me a big smile, sending shudders down my spine.

'Unfair, this is just...' I thought, envious of her while biting my lower lip. Her partner was a young man with jet-black curly hair, his eyes were as brown as the mud you see after a rainy day which exuded a calm presence every time he looked at someone. However, his eyes seemed to soften while looking at the woman's smile, that calm and collected demeanour of his shattered by her persistence to smile back, and the outfit we wore was that as similar to the woman's. I couldn't help it, even though I knew I could never be with him, I still had hope he'd acknowledge that I was there. That I loved him as much as she did.

I wasn't picky nor impolite to the girl he danced with, yet he treated me as if I did. Treating me coldly and away from his life as if I were just a minor character used to complete plot points. I mean, this was his happy ending with the woman he loved the most, the 'Protagonist of a Fairytale'. I quit.. this isn't even worth my time, is it? No matter how hard I try, he'll always end up with her. And only her. I guess that's how the story goes for some, you'll just be second place in another person's heart, so close to be the one on top yet so..

The more my thoughts wondered, the more lost I felt in my heart. The scene of just the two being together, being happy as if the world was built for this ending...

Tears trickled down my cheeks, my nose red from the cold as my hair tangled with the wind. My hand trembled as I held my chest tightly, my heart ached. It was just so unfair, why was she with him? I hated her.. I hated her so much that I couldn't think straight as I covered my face with both hands, the pain was unbearable.

"I hate you..." A choked sob escaped my mouth as I said this, my cheeks stained with tears while looking down at my feet. It was covered in snow from how long I stood there without moving, the tips of my fingers felt numb by the cold environment and there was nothing I can do but leave. I took a few minutes to breathe, calming myself down before wiping the tears off of my face, my eyes staring blankly at the colourful festival once more. The vibrant colours seem to irritate my eyes and I turned away, no longer willing to watch my sorrows away anymore. Deciding to step away and go back to my apartment, away from the bright light, the loud music, and away from those two.

"Hahahaha.. I'm so stupid to fall in love when his heart was for someone else..." I chuckled to myself for the last time before disappearing into the crowd.

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I might make a Oneshot-angst then make a master post like my friend suggested. Although I am a beginner writer, I still want to write small or short ideas and food pictures..