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hi <3 new illustration i made while feverish YAHOO im glad i kept the idea it actually turned out so well <3 anyway my space lovers Jade and Aubépine !

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I forgot to post theseee!!111

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study ll ref image source

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its not what you are, its just what you did

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as requested, a simon!

he needs a bath

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I hope you’re doing well now, it’s a pain in the ass to deal with!

I hate how people shame me for being hypersexual. I hate how people shame me for being honest about my feelings. I hate how people laugh in my face when I try to explain them. I hate how people hate me just because im like this. I hate how my actions always come first before I think. I hate how sexual I can be at the smallest things.

I hate how draining it can be just to hold myself back to not say anything. I hate how people go and "support" me for what im going through just to turn their backs on me when they see the hard truth. I hate having to change how I act around people just for them to like me. I hate how draining it is just to go a day without putting my hands on my body. I hate how hard it is to keep composure and not let my thoughts spill.

I hate how I look in the mirror and know that im at the end of the day im a sexual slut with 0 control over my body. I hate being hypersexual.

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Some people dont realize hypersexuality is not just “being more horny.” Hypersexuality is a trauma response, unhealthy coping mechanism, and also a symptom of adhd and other mental disorders/disabilities.

If someone your know is being taken advantage of due to this, please help them because it’s literally a sex ADDICTION. Just because it’s sex doesn’t make it less worse than any other addiction some other people might be having. You wouldn’t want someone taking advantage of someone with a drug addiction, why would it change if it were sex? Sex can leave harmful impacts on people mentally even if they are technically consenting in the first place.

Just please, be understanding to people like me and others with hypersexuality. It doesn’t discriminate.

I apologize if this seems like it was all over the place! I wrote this to inform on a whim, and it may not be the best written.

I hate how people shame me for being hypersexual. I hate how people shame me for being honest about my feelings. I hate how people laugh in my face when I try to explain them. I hate how people hate me just because im like this. I hate how my actions always come first before I think. I hate how sexual I can be at the smallest things.

I hate how draining it can be just to hold myself back to not say anything. I hate how people go and "support" me for what im going through just to turn their backs on me when they see the hard truth. I hate having to change how I act around people just for them to like me. I hate how draining it is just to go a day without putting my hands on my body. I hate how hard it is to keep composure and not let my thoughts spill.

I hate how I look in the mirror and know that im at the end of the day im a sexual slut with 0 control over my body. I hate being hypersexual.

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!! DO NOT SIGN UP FOR NOSPACE/NEW MYSPACE APP !!

okay so I did some digging into that MySpace app called nospace and turns out it’s acctually just some new social media set up by crypto/nft ppl hoping to get more people into thier bullshit by specifically marketing to gen z >__> so whilst they’re *probably* not going to like directly steal ur card info or smthn they’re still trying to drag ppl into tech bro pyramid schemes so I’d absolutely stay away

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yellow/orange graphics blinkies stamps

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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

😎😎😎

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rainbow graphics stamps

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Ermmmmmmmm life kinda sucks rn

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BIRTHDAY A FEW DAYS AGO, YAYYYYY