arseholism
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It鈥檚 like you鈥檙e blindfolded
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arseholism 30 days ago
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Oh the sanctity of love!
Oh the purity of heart!
All those pretty words and bold promises..
You should have thought it through from the start..
You鈥檙e mad I gave up so soon!
You鈥檙e mad I didn鈥檛 stay and fight!
Your words were the foundation of the dreams we built!
Remorse doesn鈥檛 make things right..
Maybe I should have known you were being too bold!
But I believed every lie you ever told!
I broke every rule I鈥檇 made to keep me safe..
You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke my soul!
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arseholism 3 months ago
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If I could reach the stars, I鈥檇 pick one out of the skies
I鈥檇 hold it dear, because I miss the sparkle in your eyes
If I could find a wine, that tasted like your ruby lips
I would drink day and night, I鈥檇 spend eternity succumbed to vice
If I could fly towards the sun, I鈥檇 leave this world behind
Feel it shine so bright, until it left me burnt or blind
Because all I can think about is your beautiful face
And now the nights are cold, and you are always on my mind
If I could plant the perfect flowers, that smelt like your golden skin
With every breath I take, I鈥檇 be less dead within
And if I could find a drug, that could numb this pain
I鈥檇 overdose and I would live out my days in sin
If I could find a song, that matched the melody of your voice
I鈥檇 listen to it on repeat, and drown out every noise
And if I could have just one more day of life with you
I鈥檇 trade it for everything, for anything and never question that choice
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arseholism 3 months ago
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I鈥檓 not scared of my demons
What鈥檚 the worst they could do?
I鈥檝e made friends with the monster inside me
So boo fucking hoo
We鈥檙e all a little bit broken, fucked up inside
We鈥檙e all bound by hope and destroyed by pride
I鈥檓 not scared of the darkness
I鈥檓 used to it by now
I鈥檓 not scared of being broken, or abject rejection
I鈥檝e spent forever being unloved
This miserable experience, this existential dread
This fear of life ending is just like going to bed..
I鈥檓 not scared of tomorrow, the future is bleak
I鈥檓 not scared of being old, I鈥檓 not scared of being weak
I鈥檝e shed inhibitions, I鈥檝e shattered the dreams
I鈥檝e dried up the tears, I鈥檝e muffled the screams
So don鈥檛 try to get inside my head, you鈥檒l end up all twisted and lost
Don鈥檛 you dare call my bluff when you don鈥檛 understand the cost
Sit down my darling, sip on your drink
Raise a toast to being here today, and let me live on the brink
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arseholism 3 months ago
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That broken swing, that ancient tree
That patch of dirt where you always sit down with me
That placid lake, that pretty view
You鈥檇 say it鈥檚 so beautiful, but I can鈥檛 take my eyes off of you
That gentle laugh, that wicked smile
Was it lack of courage or am I just living in denial?
Then came that night, under the starry sky
Your head on my shoulders as I had to watch you cry
He broke your heart, and that was the end
I could never risk it all, so I鈥檒l just have to pretend
The creaky swing, the gentle breeze
The smell of your perfume brings me down to my knees
This perfect love, the innocent embrace
Will have to be enough to get me through to end of my days
And if you wonder how, if you wonder why
Just know that I love you and don鈥檛 ever want this love to ever die.
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arseholism 3 months ago
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It鈥檚 like holding on to water, doesn鈥檛 matter how hard you try..
These feelings of despair and longing, they鈥檒l fade, they鈥檒l die..
You will rise from the ashes, you鈥檒l learn to smile again..
You鈥檒l dance and laugh in time my friend, just work through this blinding pain..
The tightness in your chest right now, will be replaced by butterflies..
For every darkest night you鈥檝e ever seen, there鈥檚 always a beautiful sunrise.
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arseholism 6 months ago
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Trapped in an endless cycle of hope and trepidation
I鈥檝e taken blow after blow and stayed on my feet
Words used like ancient weaponry to slash at my soul
I鈥檓 broken, I鈥檓 hurting, and there鈥檚 no shame in retreat
Trapped in an endless cycle of chance and intervention
I鈥檓 constantly wondering if the choices I made were wrong
Should I have seen the signs? Did I make a mistake?
Should I have known that the pain was coming all along?
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arseholism 6 months ago
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Alright. That鈥檚 enough of that.
There will be a time again in the not so distant future where I might be inclined to respond again.
Until then..
Shhh!
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arseholism 6 months ago
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well you were very kind to me a while back, and i appreciate that
I鈥檓 glad :)
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arseholism 6 months ago
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What inspires you to write? (Btw i love your poetry!)
Usually mental imagery, emotions or certain thoughts
Thank you
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arseholism 6 months ago
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I want to make you feel so good you never write sad poems anymore 鉂わ笍
I like writing sad poems.
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arseholism 6 months ago
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are you scared? Go check your dm and let me know if it didnt make you hard
F U C K off.
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arseholism 6 months ago
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I want to cuddle you and read 馃グ
Just read.
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arseholism 6 months ago
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Check your dms king 鉂わ笍
Nah
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arseholism 6 months ago
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Ever been skinny dipping?
Yes
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arseholism 6 months ago
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whats the first word that comes to your mind right now?
Meticulous
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arseholism 6 months ago
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You are SO rude! 馃槖
I am
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arseholism 6 months ago
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I want my head in your lap 馃槝 in cute and sexy ways
All these wants.. and needs.. will go unfulfilled
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