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We just had to put down my childhood dog that's been with me since the 3rd grade. She was my best friend and went away peaceful with her head in my lap. I knew this day was coming, but it still hurts me since we grew up together and she was my best friend even though she was all cranky in her old age. Now, she's with her man, Rocky and her little boy, Ziggy. Rest in peace, my big girl Ziva.

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My birthday is gonna be here in about 19 days (or 18 days if you're already counting Dec 1st off), which means another year where my dumbass somehow survived without burning down the kitchen or something. Hopefully, this will be a good birthday.

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I've never really made a political post before, but I figured I should due to the Annoying Orange's grampa being elected again. I want to encourage everyone to please stay strong in this hard time and to stay safe. I'll be honest as someone who is biologically female and part of the lgbtq+ community, I'm terrified, but I will not let them bring me down. Fuck the system.

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Currently working on a drawing of my oc, Jolene

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Some old art of two dogs that I made. I might remake this since my shading has changed and because I'm planning on making these two the dogs of my oc, Jolene Barredo.

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I wish I could just click a button sometimes, and all the shading and rendering would be finished.

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𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓣𝓸 𝓜𝔂 𝓑𝓵𝓸𝓰

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♥︎ Hi there! I am The Anxiety Potato, the reason why for my name is because you could leave me to rot and I'd still somehow grow, just like a potato and the anxiety part is just simple because I am riddled with with the horrible feeling of anxiousness. Anyways, this is my bio, and here's everything you'd need to know! ♥︎

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These are things that I think you should know. My pronouns are any/all, I'm comfortable with any pronouns as long as they're not in the means of making fun of me or others who put pronouns in their bio. I'm also autistic, so sometimes I don't catch onto social cues or come off being a smartass. If I do come off that way, please tell me what it was I said that made it seem that way so I can correct it in the future. I am 22, so this is an 18+ account. I simply feel uncomfy with minors following/messaging me since I am an adult, and I'll be making and reblogging some content that is on the more spicy side and not for kids. So, anyone who is a minor or doesn't have at least 18+ in their bio will be blocked for their safety. Also, I will be posting things like my art, photos of things that I found neat, glitches from my games (looking at you sims 4), my doggo and cats, and just random things.

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I enjoy art of any kind folklore, horror, mysteries, animals (opussoms are my fav), video games, reading, dinosuars (I know these are also animals), fall, writting, cheesecake, the color sage green and sunflower yellow, though I do enjoy almost every color.

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I do not enjoy terfs, gatekeeping, toxic people (especially in the art community, seriously stop picking on new artists and artists that have certain style that you don't like, then claim its criticism, It's not. Criticism is not bullying someone off a plateform.), bright neon colors (I won't be mean to you if you like bright colors, I just have really crappy eyes and it hurts to look at them. The only bright color that doesn't hurt my eyes is most yellows for some strange reason), AI art, abusers of any kind, pedos, sexism, racism, anti-lgbtq+.

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♥︎ I think this is all you guys need to know about me. I hope that I made this well and that you were able to read this since I am dyslexic. The gif used came from the tumbler gif search bar under "sunflower" since while looking for photos and gifs on Pinterest and Google a lot of AI generated images kept popping up and I was afraid I'd accidentally download an ai image to use for this. I also hope that you'll enjoy my posts and everyone's posts on here! ♥︎

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P.s. The gif used came from the tumbler gif search bar under "sunflower" since while looking for photos and gifs on Pinterest and Google a lot of AI generated images kept popping up and I was afraid I'd accidentally download an AI image that went under my radar to use.

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Question, does some of you guys feel like you can't simp for a character because they canonically already have a partner?

I feel weird about simping over characters like that because I feel like I'm being a homewrecker and I'm being mad disrespectful to their partner even though they're not real. I wanna know if it's just me or if someone else also feels that way.

Like, I'm completely fine with other people simping for characters like that, it's just specify a feeling I get when I see a character and think they're hot, then discover they are married or they get a partner later on, and feel guilty for it, ESPECIALLY if their relationship is really sweet and wholesome.

Idk I just wanna know if I'm weird for that or if I'm not alone. 🤷‍♀️

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So, I was planning on working on what Hazel's mother looks like, but I thought I should ask you all opinions and ideas since I'm afraid I'll make her look exactly like her daughter when Hazel is supposed to look like more like her old pa, Arthur Morgan.

I did think about making Mary Linton the mother, but decided against it since Hazel in my story grew up with young Jack as an older sister figure after being adopted by the Marstons after her father's passing. I felt like Mary wouldn't just leave her child, and Arthur wouldn't still be in the gang if that was the case due to what had happened to Issac and the mother of Issac.

I know fan children and anything oc x cc related are kinda seen as cringy now a days, but I'd still like to know you what you all think she would look like. If you didn't see my last post where I kinda explained a little, why I made Hazel, I'll explain on this post. It's pretty much because my dad (who is not a good person and I don't talk to anymore. That is all I'll be saying about it) looks very similar to Arthur, feeling bad that he lost his kid, along with not having an heir to tell his story since John ends up dying along with Abigail and Jack not remembering much about him. It's also because I wanted to give Jack someone to be his playmate during the gang days and sister to be there for him when Abigail passes. Also, because I wanted to punch Micah in the balls, so I made Hazel for that reason, too.

Sorry for the small worry rant, I thought I should explain since I've seen a lot of people get kinda upset about that kinda stuff.

Anyways, the reason why I'm asking is because I'm gonna start writing stories again, and I was planning on writing Hazel's. I didn't wanna make her mom just a faceless nameless woman even though she died shortly after giving birth to her. Though that part might change if I make a friend that I'm comfortable enough with and who ships their oc with Arthur to be the mother.

If you guys have any ideas or anything, please feel free to comment or do me! I hope whoever is reading this is having a great day/night, and if you're not, then I hope you get your favorite food or something to make it better!

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first meeting

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I thought I should share my ocs theme songs/what I think they'd sound like.

Elizabeth Micah Brown, she's not related to Micah Bell, I just, for some reason, thought it would be funny. Don't ask me why because not even I know. Later on changes her name to Elizabeth Rivera because she got married to her sweetheart. Tall Queen and Mommy.

Juan Rivera. The simp that got the goth baddie. Short King and Daddy.

Selena Rivera. Chaos Junkie, besties, and partners in crime with Felix. She be kissing his twin sister.

Felix Heiral. Daddy issues. The Rat King. Will bite you if you put your hand to close to his food.

Shelly, full name Mishelle Heiral. Trash Goblin. The calmer half of the chaos trio but not by much.

Doli and Chooli. Little sister and older brother. Doli looks like cinnamon roll could kill you, Chooli looks like he could kill you is a cinnamon roll.

Jason Sinclair. Stupid man thing. Is the bad guy out of my ocs. "Am I the drama? I don't think I'm the drama..." lookin' ass.

Lilith Strickland. British woman who is out for Jason's blood after he robbed and tried to kill her. Only survived out of spite and pure spite alone.

Hazel Morgan. Was only made because Arthur looks like my dad (yes I feel very awkward and uncomfy when I see thirsty fan edits/art of Arthur because of that but you all do beautiful work) and because I felt bad that he didn't have an heir. Also so Jack would have a friend in camp and later on have someone to he there for him after his parents' passing. No romance between them, just a big sister and little brother bond. Smol sweet sweet baby gorl.

(Edit: Realized two of the songs had the same singer and found one that I thought fit the oc more)

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I'M GOING TO STRANGLE AUTOCORRECT

Love it that I wrote a heartfelt serious post about how it's okay to leave or not interact with a toxic community if it's really no longer giving you a lot of joy and giving you a lot of negative emotions and its okay to leave bad friendships. All while sharing my own experience and letting people know that their not alone and to feel free to message and / or comment their one experiences to get it off their chests. Only for Tumbler to say, "lol, something went wrong" and not let me go back and see what I need to do to fix it and only brought me to their stupid subscriber shit.

(Sorry for posting this again. I just realized Autocorrect decided to kick me while I'm done by deciding to change comment to community)

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Love it that I wrote a heartfelt serious post about how it's okay to leave or not interact with a toxic community if it's really no longer giving you a lot of joy and giving you a lot of negative emotions and its okay to leave bad friendships. All while sharing my own experience and letting people know that their not alone and to feel free to message and / or comment their one experiences to get it off their chests. Only for Tumbler to say, "lol, something went wrong" and not let me go back and see what I need to do to fix it and only brought me to their stupid subscriber shit.

(Sorry for posting this again. I just realized Autocorrect decided to kick me while I'm done by deciding to change comment to community)

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Struggling with this sketch so hard rn

WARNING: Jacob's manboobies

Also some sketches of Jacob and my oc

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Me: *Gets cool colorful cat toys for cat to play with*

My cat, for some strange reason: Mmmm...

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