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oh my god im literally so frustrated, i desperately need some tips to avoid binges and how to survive the first 3 days of fasting bc im so done with constantly eating without thinking 💀
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“you’re not even fat i dont know why you’re so insecure.”
oh my god shut up shut up shut up, do you even see me the way i see myself?
wow cool u dont see me as fat, but i do and i feel uncomfortable and disgusting about myself and believe i have to punish myself for being like this.
#bulimima#tw ana diary#ed vent#eating disoder trigger warning#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#disordered eating thoughts#ana trigger#i wanna be weightless#ed not ed sheeran#ed bllog#tw ed rant#ed rant#ana eating#ana rant
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honestly its ur choice.
enjoy this meal full of calories and cry about it later
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or go for a glass of water and (best nothing)something low calories.
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the harder u try, the faster u get results.
#bulimima#tw ana diary#ed vent#disordered eating thoughts#eating disoder trigger warning#tw disordered eating#tw ana shit#mean$po#ana eating#tw ana related#disordered eating cw#disordered eating mention#anorexigenic#anorexcya#anorexies#ed not sheeren#tw ed rant#ed bllog#tw ed relapse#tw ed diet#⭐️ving#⭐️ve
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take any money you would spend on food and put it towards quality self care products/treatments
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god finally back, these people forced me into recovery 🫸🏻
#bulimima#tw ana diary#ed vent#disordered eating thoughts#eating disoder trigger warning#tw disordered eating
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eating is so overrated
#tw ana diary#tw ed relapse#tw ana related#bulimima#ana eating#ana trigger#anarec1a#ed vent#i wanna be weightless#tw ed diet#anor3x14#eating disoder trigger warning
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Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
Don’t eat
If you wouldve stopped eating you couldve been at ur goal already.
#tw ana diary#tw ana related#tw ed relapse#ana eating#ana trigger#anarec1a#bulimima#i wanna be weightless#tw ed diet#anor3x14#ed vent#eating disoder trigger warning
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The self-control u feel when u have been going days without eating one bite >
#bulimima#tw ana related#tw ana diary#ana eating#tw ed relapse#ana trigger#i wanna be weightless#anarec1a#tw ed diet#ed vent#anoreskia#anor3x14#ed but not sheeran#eating disoder trigger warning#i will be small#i will lose weight#i will never recover
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ya girl dropped down to 69,8 kg, forced to go out on Saturday so im doing a fast till then 🦇
#tw ana diary#tw ed relapse#ana trigger#tw ana related#ana eating#anarec1a#ed vent#i wanna be weightless#tw ed diet#bulimima#anor3x14#anorex14#eating disoder trigger warning#i wanna lose weight
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Things that keep me motivated to keep going ☂️
Having people admire how skinny i got
Dressing up cutely
Having boys interested, and then reject them like they used to do
Comparing wrists with other people
Being so fragile that ppl are scared to hurt me
THIGH GAP BACK THIGH GAP BACK
being able to eat something considered “junk food” without ppl calling me fat
Seeing the scale go down and down
Reaching 69 kg (lol) (I JUST DID 1st feb)
Clothes becoming smaller
Going out in summer comfortably
Confident going to other cities
Feeling more clean eachtime the scale goes down
#tw ana diary#bulimima#tw ana related#tw ed relapse#anarec1a#ana trigger#tw ana vent#@na diet#@n@#ed vent#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#ana eating#it's not as simple as just eating#i want to be small#i wanna be weightless
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Smoking each time u feel hungry >
#tw ana related#tw ana diary#ana trigger#tw ana relapse#@na diary#tw ed relapse#tw ed diet#bulimima#smoking#ed related#i wanna be weightless
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