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i wish yesterday was just a bad dream

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i mean im glad i overcame my fear and started using makeup

but now if i cry at school, my mascara will smudge and everybody will know that i was crying

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stupid decisions i make

so this time my dumb ass signed up for english competition at my school

first there was listening part, which was pretty easy and i had full points, i didn't expected it and i actually signed up for this bullshit, because i didn't want to go to P.E. class :)))

well part two was speaking about certain topic you get...i had literature and reading, which is pretty good one and i knew what i wanted to talk about...

but...

once i sat in front of the teachers i couldn't speak properly. i kept repeating the words, i was stuttering...i just couldn't express my self

i'm not sad that i'm not gonna win this crap, i regret going at all :) but bad experience is also an experience right?

so yeah this was story about another terrible decision i did, while angry, annoyed and sad :)))

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oh, the boy i like doesn't even know my name...

oh, i wanna cry

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💜

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i got bored yesterday, so i decided to open omegle and just troll people and make fun of myself, yeah

but actually i had a really nice conversation about monstax's wonho

i really hope that things settle down and he comes back

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my love for draco malfoy is endless

like

i know he was a bit of a asshole, but y'know he had no choice :/

no for real i really do love him 💕

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so i have been staying home for couple days now. being sick.

and i don't miss any of those fuckers in my school.

no one.

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having a breakdown in school bathroom and no one knowing what are you doing and where you are

feels very free

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getting to know someone through music

is one of the most beautiful things that ever happened to me

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i am waiting for my glow up all the time.

but what if i don’t need one?

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infinity war a.k.a marvel breaking my heart pt. 374757473

(INFINITY WAR SPOILERS)

The grand finale of my marvel marathon...Infinity war. I finally watched it (yeah i fully realize i am late...).

IT'S FUCKING AMAZING

Well, fun fact....it took me three days... :Ddd. I started watching on friday, but it was late, i was getting tired and needed sleep so i went to bed. I wanted to continue on saturday, but again I got home late so I had watched only like 30 minutes. And then finally I finished it on Sundays evening.

I gotta say, there is so much happening...I mean I'm not complaining, I love it, but I was schocked since the first second. Loki is dead in the first ten minutes and to me it looked like Thor died as well. And then Thanos sacrifices Gamora?!?? So I was deciding whether I should continue or not, because I wasn’t sure, if I can handle it all :). As you can see I wasn’t prepared enough...mentally. But who is?

I don’t know what to say about Cap’s beard...I meannn he is still hot as fuuck, but I am going for the beard-less look more. I kinda got used to the short-haired Thor so that was okay. And he is hot as fuuck as always. Can somebody explain me the messy hair Tom Holland had when they were in space on Titan, you know what I mean. That was very unexpected. Enough about hairstyles.

Fight in Wakanda was epic. The fighting scenes, oh my. But the most epic thing was how almost everyone was there.It was so nice to see Rocket and Groot fighting along with others (from earth)...don’t know why, but it made me happy. When Bucky held Rocket while both of them were shooting the CreATures. And you know he started rotating...amazing scene. I love how Bruce was a bit confused.

What I hate is that one second you are laughing and in a nick of time you are crying waterfalls. I CAN’T HANDLE SO MANY EMOTIONS AT ONCE.

Not gonna lie...a lot of tears, a lot of crying. But it is an amazing movie, every second is worth it. If you haven’t seen it, watch it now.

Love you. ♥

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a clash of kings

i had to mute everything linked to game of thrones (on social media), because i am currently reading the second book (ten times better than the series...just sayin’ ;))

and you know how it goes...spoilers are everywhere

and i already know some heartbreaking things (for me) that are going to happen next and i don’t think i will be able to take more, i am not ready to face the possible death of my favourite character :))

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i'm so sad

that it physically hurts.

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🥀

yeah i fucking love when they tell how much they love me and how much i mean to them

and then

leave me behind

i don't wanna deal with this shit every day please :))

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i just wanna hide in my locker

and cry.