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Social fabric of india is in a state of war

Nation of hopes and a nation of diversity,Getting narrated these day by WhatsApp university.Where are we heading is anybody's guessWe have to show great resolve to avoid the social mess.I see a bike from the opposite direction, wondering what's on his mind,Their confidence in doing wrong, I guess own failures make us blind.The audacity of some car drivers to again drive in wrong lane,Do they…

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"Little bit of this, a little bit of that"

Life is a bit of light and bit of dark, When in darkness we need a spark. Sometimes we get the spark from profession, sometimes we need a friend for confession. Our thoughts are a bit of logic & sometimes bit bizarre, people will still judge us, even by the colour of our car. So don’t live for opinions, just live to the fullest, One life one chance, make your heart beat the best. Our relations…

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We are the virus

We are the virus

As if life was always fair, as if there was not enough despair,Today we are falling short of breathing air, and hoping skies will clear. 2020 came and changed the world. At least most of today know, what it feels like wearing a real mask after the one we wore on our souls had started fading away. Covid has brought out the demons out of the closet which we were hiding for long. The cutting of…

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The disguised feelings - SMPS

The disguised feelings – SMPS

We are in a digital world and technology has enormously helped us to bridge gaps. I remember there are a lot of people here on Facebook, who I would have never met again in life, had it not been for the wonders of people like Mr. Marc Zuckerberg. Isn’t it strange though, how social media builds perception about us. It’s dangerous sometimes as there is a huge risk of being misunderstood or…

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Life that was never meant to be

Life that was never meant to be

After I wrote my last blog, I decided not to write any further but then I think my words hear me better and understand my feelings more than humans do. I am a lone warrior in my own battlefield and each day I fight to lose now, because winning has eluded me when it mattered the most.

This society, which is so badly stuck between its stigma’s and the definitions of right doing and the wrong…

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My last words

This is my life and I have the right to judge it my way,

It wasn’t a masterpiece for sure but I lived it anyway.

  Now words have come to an end and I wish they won’t ever revive,

I am tired of singing the painful song, for how long will my music survive.

  Yes I have lived it fully and each day has been a blessing,

after all how long will the wound survive with a fake dressing.

  Many still will…

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The false belief in something called GOD

The false belief in something called GOD

Before I begin writing I just want to clarify that these are just my thoughts and I do not intend to hurt any sentiment and belief. One may disagree with me, but I think I have a right to write what I feel.

Being in India, I receive so many forwards, wishes and greetings in the name of God. I must confess that I did it myself as well, but after one thinks a little deep (like I do), I have…

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13 harsh but true realities of life Yes we all have heard so much about virtues and I too have written about them. But one has to just get out of this surreptitious angelic thoughts and look at facts:

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Goodness is perpetual not festive We live in the world of packages. Packages of goodness comes keeps coming to us in various colors of festivities around.

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2 Short stories Story No. - 1 The wind was blowing strongly, banging the windows open and close. Seema went near the window to lock them and just as she was doing that, she saw a man standing at the flower shop across the road buying a rose bouquet for someone standing besides him.

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The Enigma inside me

The odyssey of life has handed me loads of experiences. Mostly its about human beings I interact with and I feel it takes little extra effort to know people. Then there are some like me, understanding whom is not an easy task. The worst people can do is form an opinion about me too soon. Well I don’t blame them as I am a difficult entity to deal with.

I have been an introvert for most part of my…

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TIP (The Inflection Point)

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An indecent proposal to my friends

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It was a long weekend and a reunion with old friends. What better than to get the families together for a 3 day short trip to a nearby destination.

Just when you are about to leave, few days earlier to your departure there is news of unrest due to agitation by a mob against a movie released. I can tell you we in India always wait for an agenda to get on the roads and destroy public wealth, such is the unemployed or uneducated population here. Anyways, that really deserves a separate page altogether.

Now we were in double minds, to leave or just drop the plan and finally everyone took a collective call to go. I could not be comfortable at all, especially with small kid and females along. There is not much precedence to trust the authorities in India to protect the common man. The mind was not favoring the road trip and as it is I have never been too comfortable driving on Indian roads, given the quality of drivers we have.

Anyways we set out in the morning and drove for an hour when suddenly the inevitable happened. There was a foolish driver 4 cars in front of me, who thought he can just stop and turn left anytime. Resulting we had a 7 car collision and I was in between.

This incident jolted me and my family a bit but luckily we escaped without a scratch. The car would get repaired but my belief about the ‘power of mind’ and the Indian roads has now become even stronger. The fault was mine to not belief what my mind was suggesting me and ignoring the intuition cost me this incident. Well there could be a lot of fun lost in future, but I have now decided to avoid road trips in India and especially north India. This is not a diktat to myself but my mind does settle to the fact that road trips could be safe here.

Yes it is also a fact that the what we believe continuously happens and therefore once your mind suggests something, follow it.

Like in my profession I continuously believe of doing the best for my clients and making money. I do not really care about the noise around and continue to put my best everyday and thinking about how to enhance returns. I am sure that gradually each portfolio will reach that stage. Those who are persistent in their trust would witness the fact.

Mind is such a powerful tool that you can use it to perfection.

In another incident involving my schoolmates, I was a little suspect on getting one person added to the group and spelled my concerns as well. It was an intuition that something will change after that person and eventually that’s what happened.

I am experiencing this power of mind for quite sometime and am working towards listening to my mind more often that I have done in the past.

  Mind is the power – 1 It was a long weekend and a reunion with old friends. What better than to get the families together for a 3 day short trip to a nearby destination.

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Heading towards the end

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I was driving through the city road when I just noticed the sun setting and it just looked phenomenal to me. Everybody heading towards the direction of the sunset, as if symbolising their movement towards the end.

There were thoughts racing through my head. How beautiful was the picture of clear skies around and the orange…

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Crazy thing called Life

What is life?

A question put by many and answered by millions.

Yet this question has to rephrased…what is my life?

Is it the struggles I have faced, or the things that I couldn’t do in the past that occupy my mind?

Yes not everybody has had the luxury to live the life they wished they could. It seems when you have the maturity and time and money, it’s getting too old that haunts us.

How we wish…

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'Life' is what happens

‘Life’ is what happens

“Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans”

God was kind and life was fun and there was joy all around, Job was great, wife was understanding & house was filled with son's sound life was finding shape and he was looking to win all, all his struggles were behind him & success was making a windfall He was the charm of the crowd, a deep thinker & never lost intent, he had chosen to…