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viridisvirtue:

        “… That is the term I used, yes.” She didn’t bother with honorific titles. For the gem knew, that since she was in the hands of the enemy, her fate would soon be sealed. Why keep a sealed and tamed mouth along with it? “I did indeed speak out against my Diamond. I Insulted her… Because I realized I had been mislead.” 

     ❛ and just what would cause you to sling such an insult against a diamond , your diamond ; a crime tantamount to treason? ❜ blue would be happiest to just move this all along , to bubble or shatter the peridot and wash her hands of the issue. however , that would not win her any popularity in yellow’s court. and so , on she continued. ❛ misled in what way? ❜

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‘ why would i joke about it, me of all people? ‘ ( heeey!!! )

     ❛ because you’re you. and it would be drastically unlike you to not make light of a situation as serious as this. ❜

great comet of 1812 sentence starters ! ❜

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‘ i pity you. ‘ // cuz whats the use of feeling blue(s)

     ❛ i have no use for your pity , or your presence. now , leave me — for i do not take too kindly to insults from a gem such as yourself. ❜

great comet of 1812 sentence starters ! ❜ 

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     ❛ you would have been her most favored jasper. ❜ in barely more than a whisper , the diamond praises the quartz soldier. of course , she’d heard tell of the ‘ perfect quartz ‘ , and seeing her now , it was a shame that she would never be able to join pink’s service. 

@earthcorrupted ♥’d

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     ❛ you simply must tell me everything about your new planet ! ❜ she gazes upon the other diamond with pride shining in her eyes. no longer was pink a little gemling , newly emerged from her kindergarten - . the proverbial bird had flown the nest , and blue couldn’t be more excited to hear all about it. 

@gentlerule ♥’d

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sacredend:

            lips  snapped  shut,  whatever  words  she  was  going  to  say  remained  unspoken.           IT WAS POINTLESS  FOR  HER  TO  KEEP  DOING  THIS.  with  blue  in  this  constant  state  of  grief,  she  was  doing  homeworld  no  good.  her  duties  were  lacking,  but  yellow  understood.          she  could  pretend  to  hide  it  all  she  wanted,  but  she  felt  that  grief  too.  the  golden  matriarch  chose  simply  to  look  to  the  future.    ‘       not  to  mock,  no.  i  do  not  blame  you  for  how  you  feel.          but  you  have  to  put  it  in  the  past  eventually,  blue.          you  cannot  grieve  forever.  and  you  are  not  the  only  one  that  misses  her.      ’

     no longer despondent and passive , blue can begin to feel the rare , yet not unfamiliar heat of anger flare through her form. struggling to keep her voice even , she nonetheless hisses at yellow ❛ and what do you suppose i do instead, hm? forget about her , like white? or — ❜ and here her voice falters , knowing her words would severely offend her fellow diamond. 

blue takes a steading breath before continuing ❛ or lose myself in my anger and skewed sense of justice , so hell - bent on destroying planets and shattering gems that i can no longer feel anything but my fury? ❜ and with that , blue straightens herself up and levels yellow’s gaze , forcing herself to continue , ❛ if that’s what you wish for me to do , then i’m certain you’d make the perfect teacher. ❜   

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◟♢°◝ ┅ natasha, pierre & the great comet of 1812 sentence starters.

 ‘ ____  is young! ‘ ‘ she/he/they loves ____ with all her/his/their heart.’ ‘ this is in your program! ‘ ‘ you’re gonna have to study up a little bit. ‘ ‘ he/she/they spend/s their money on woman and wine. ‘ ‘ chandeliers and caviar! ‘ ‘  ____’s family… totally messed up. ‘ ‘ what about  ____? ‘ ‘ it’s dawned on me suddenly, and for no obvious reason. ‘ ‘ i can’t go on living as i am ‘ ‘ the zest of life has vanished! ‘ ‘ i used to be better. ‘ ‘ i drink too much. ‘ ‘ we waste our lives drowning in wine. ‘ ’ i’m married but not in love. ‘  ‘ i pity you. ‘ ‘ how beautiful you looked in the snow! ‘ ‘ i love you, trust no one but you. ‘ ‘ i can’t bear this waiting. ‘ ‘ no one can understand. ‘ ‘ he’ll come home one day and take me away. ‘ ‘ how wonderful to have you here! ‘ ‘ well, now we’ll talk! ‘ ‘ i am glad and relieved he’ll be the family’s saving grace. ‘ ‘ — and i have no friends! ‘ ‘ i never go anywhere, i’m never invited! ‘ ‘ will i never be happy? will i never be anyone’s wife/husband/spouse? ‘ ‘ she’s using you, she wants your money! ‘ ‘ insolent girl!’ ‘ and from the first glance, i do not like ____ ‘ ‘ i must take my leave! ‘ ‘ i want you to know how glad i am my brother/sister has found happiness! ‘  ‘ is that the truth? ‘ ‘ the cuckold sits at home! ‘ ‘ that’s a woman/man one should stay far away from! ‘ ‘ what makes a town pleasant is the beautiful women, isn’t that so? ‘ ‘ will you come? ‘ ‘ i will make love to her/him/them! ‘ ‘ it doesn’t matter, i don’t give a damn! ‘ ‘ all i care for is gaiety and women! ‘ ‘ here’s to the health of married women — and their lovers! ‘ ‘ they say we are asleep until we fall in love. ‘ ‘ charming, charming! ‘ ‘ these dresses suit you! ‘ ‘ anything suits you! ‘ ‘ charmante! ‘ ‘ how can you live in  ____ and not go nowhere? ‘ ‘ so you love somebody? ‘ ‘ even if you’re engaged, you must wear your dress out! ‘ ‘ my brother/sister is quite madly in love with you! ‘ ‘ where have you been? ‘ ‘ a woman with a dress is a frightening and powerful thing! ‘ ‘ the thought of throwing them together amuses me! ‘ ‘ don’t speak to me of that! ‘ ‘ he’s no great man. ‘ ‘ none of us are great men. ‘ ‘ what am i to do if i love him and the other one too? ‘ ‘ i will come and steal you away! ‘ ‘ just say yes. ‘ ‘ yes! yes! i love you! ‘ ‘ you’ve read the letter? ‘ ‘ you don’t know what love is! ‘ ‘ you’ve only known him/her/them three days! ‘ ‘ if you tell, you’re my enemy! ‘ ‘ i won’t succumb to your tender tone! ‘ ‘ i am afraid you are going to your ruin! ‘ ‘ then i’ll go to my ruin! ‘ ‘ i hate you, you’re my enemy forever! ‘ ‘ i know you are capable of anything! ‘ ‘ i know you’ve forgotten me. ‘ ‘ i know you so well, my friend. ‘ ‘ tonight i go away on an adventure! ‘ ‘ you’ll not be seeing me for sometime. ‘ ‘ you are married already! ‘ ‘ you’d better just give this up now! ‘ ‘ go to the devil, eh! ‘ ‘ i am not joking! ‘ ‘ why would i joke about it, me of all people? ‘ ‘ you haven’t thought this through, or do you just don’t care? ‘ ‘ if this marriage isn’t valid, then i’m off the hook! ‘ ‘ but if it is valid, it really doesn’t matter. ‘ ‘ everyone raise a glass! ‘ ‘ it’s lucky for him he escaped ‘ ‘ listen to me when i speak to you! ‘ ‘ what is it to me? i shall die! ‘ ‘ i have no betrothed! i have refused him! ‘ ‘ don’t touch me! ‘ ‘ he is better than any of you! ‘ ‘ you all hate and despise me! ‘ ‘ there’s ruin at the door! ‘ ‘  ____ is a married man/woman! ‘ ‘ married? he/she’s married? ‘ ‘ you are more repulsive to me than ever! ‘ ‘ i don’t consider myself bound to answer questions put to me in that tone! ‘ ‘ come now, this is stupid! ‘ ‘ and i don’t know what deprives me of the pleasure of smashing your head in with this! ‘ ‘ if you wish to be my friend, never speak of that again! ‘ ‘ tell him/her to forgive me. ‘ ’ did you love that bad man/woman? ‘ ’ don’t call him/her bad! ‘ ‘ i am not worth it! ‘ ‘ i would get down on my knees this minute and ask you for your hand. ‘

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*picks up a human* what the fuck? *shakes it a little* what the fuck?

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lexa’s blue diamon.d playlist ! 

pistashio / lisa hannigan 

white tooth man / iron & wine 

beautiful child / fleetwood mac

i caught myself / paramore 

high priestess / active child 

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     ❛ and you must be the peridot i’ve heard ever so much about. ❜ blue gazes at the smaller gem critically ; as if she could sense every thought , every desire , every lie. her eyes hold no judgement , however , as peridots belonged to yellow and were hers to discipline ( and frankly , blue didn’t have the energy ). ❛ is it true you called yellow diamond a - what was it - a clod ? ❜ 

@viridisvirtue ♥’d

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     ❛ i know what you’re going to say , yellow , so don’t bother. ❜ her voice faint from disuse , it nonetheless carries a sharp edge - annoyance apparent. hastily wiping at the tears that had been coursing their way down her cheeks , blue turns slowly to face her golden counterpart. ❛ what is it you want from me this time ? come to shame me for my sadness , to mock me for my mourning ? ❜ 

@sacredend ♥’d

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     ❛ pearl , if you could perhaps speak freely and honestly ; how would you view me? both as your diamond , i suppose , and a leader of homeworld. ❜

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— i’d really like to get things started on blue , so like this post & i’ll write you a starter !

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❛ behold —what an austere and somber figure ! crystalline tears fall from royal eyes , witness of a centuries old anguish. yet - there is fury in that melancholy , barely concealed pain and the desire to d e s t r o y. celestial bodies will burst at her fingertips , as galaxies do tremble in her wake. ‘ i turn and burn ; do not think i underestimate your great concern ’’ o my enemy , do i terrify? ’

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tags !

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and all the kids cried out, “please stop you’re scaring me!”

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Stages of Grief

Denial - marked by shock and an inability to face reality; helps the individual to survive the loss and keep from being overwhelmed with their life and obligations

Anger - frustration at the injustice of the situation; the individual may be prone to extreme overreactions and must work to avoid assigning unwarranted blame to keep from damaging other relationships 

Depression - distinct period of sadness and reflection which may feel never ending; an individual will often look back on the past and think of memories with the lost love one 

Acceptance

Note: Not all grievers go through all stages