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Autism Speaks Canada is "concluding its operations" on January 31st 2025!

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“And I’ll know that I was right to doubt you”

Sinsmas broke me, the amount of times I felt sad then happy back to sad and so forth was crazy. But I loved this episode, the songs especially.

And because I loved I will be okay, I decided to make something because I love Octavia.

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hello autistic person. here you are, in a house that smells rather strange, and in front of you is food that you dont like. you have until everyone else finishes eating to eat everything there or people will mark you as Rude. also killing yourself is not an option in this trap

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Aww…she’s so adorably hideous

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✨ the post of all my blogs ✨

main = this one

musical account = @william-austin

old art portfolio = @williamaustinart

current art portfolio = @wakeupitsmeangel

rant / vent blog = @fckinloserbby

wallows fanblog = @heartsforwallows

fnaf sideblog = @symmetrymyfriend

musical debate sideblog = @musical-debate-stuff

STRICTLY ROLEPLAY / ASKBLOGS 💥

do Not send asks to these blogs unrelated to to their origin

SQUiP-Inc Blogs:

my squip(s) = @404-squill @statisticallystatic

c!me = @starwoodblues

squolive garden = @squolivegardenog @squolivegarden

RANDOM RP ASKBLOGS:

joe goldberg askblog = @eighttoeseightseconds

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some people may know me on here as @william-austin, and some people may know me outside of Tumblr as @/wakeupitsmeangel or @fuckingloserbby/@/fckinloserbby.

if not, then hi nice to meet you! I'm a cosplayer, artist, and editor. I also used to write stuff but recently not as much. here on Tumblr I usually only post my art or editing (whether it be edits or a YouTube video, etc).

By the way, English is my first language, though I can also speak/understand Tagalog (I'm Filipino) and French.

*Also, here's a post dedicated to telling you all my Tumblr blogs*

important stuff to know about me 💫

(very important / favourites will be coloured in purple, and for the opposite, those will be coloured red) (not including bolded titles)

Name(s): Angel, Will or William, Fizz, and Austin or Beck

Pronouns: they/them/iel/lea + all neopronouns

Sexuality/Gender: lesbian + genderfluid + demiromantic and demisexual (or simply just acespec)

Age: age 🤯 (jk, but if you actually wanna know I'll tell you through dms as long as you're not on my dni 😭)

Extra: I'm very much taken, thanks. I've had people ask me on TikTok if I wanna date them and it got outta hand. So.. no I don't- all I do is talk about my partner, I clearly don't want you 😭😭

interests (as of rn) ✨

Hellaverse (mainly Helluva Boss)

Agatha All Along & WandaVision

Five Nights at Freddy's

The Amazing Digital Circus

Amanda the Adventurer

special interests 🦖

dinosaurs

disabilities and disorders (yes, I'm serious)

CRT TVs

DNI/BYF and other random stuff can be found under the linebreak so this doesn't get too long. if you chose to read it, thanks! if not then... well... your choice 😭

DNI 🌧️

basic DNI criteria, anyone younger than 13, proshippers and etc, and disrespectful antis of my interests (if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it), pro-endo 'systems'

BYF ☀️

i use tone tags/indicators and i find them very helpful.

my reading and spelling capabilities are a little questionable sometimes so please be patient with me.

random stuff about me🪐

| neurodivergent | have unspecified dissociative disorder | possibly have PoTs but I don't know for sure and I don't wanna say that I do until I know |

ANYWAYYYSSS HERES MY WEBSITES OKAY BYYEEEEEE 😙😙😙

https://fckinloserbby.straw.page

https://wakeupitsmeangel.carrd.co

*og pinned post*

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Rio: IVE LOST MY WIFE

Rio: HAVE YOU SEEN HER

Person: What does she look like?

Rio, crying: BEAUTIFUL

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The middle and ring finger together…how many times do you wanna bet that Agatha fucked Rio’s mouth with those specific fingers while railing her

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We love depressed dads beating up a bitch for their little princesses

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Blitzø I fucking love you so much

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Me everytime there’s new Helluva Boss merch

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well. hm

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A system is a collection of alters. Alters are chronically dissociated self states, with different neurological pathways that often are accompanied by a varying degree of amnesia. Dissociation is caused by stress/trauma. Alters are a byproduct of dissociating from trauma. You can’t dissociate from trauma you do not have. You cannot dissociate without trauma. You cannot have alters without trauma. You cannot have a system without alters.

You cannot be a system without trauma.

Do you have to know about the trauma ? No. Does it have to be a certain type of trauma ? No. Does it need to be a certain severity ? No. It just needs to have occurred during critical developmental period of the brain. Before the ego states have stitched together, it must be chronic, and beyond the child’s stress threshold, otherwise it will not disrupt the developmental growth. This is different for everyone. The reason trauma cannot be listed as a diagnostic criteria, is because there is no “xyz trauma that causes dissociative disorders”. It’s completely unique to each person suffering from the disorder. And in often cases, the person suffering from the disorder isn’t aware of their trauma. That’s the point of the disorder. This does not mean you don’t need trauma to suffer from a dissociative disorder. Systems are byproducts of dissociative disorders, you cannot be a byproduct of a disorder you do not have.

Endos are not systems. What do I mean by this? I mean that, by definition, that term is not suited for them, and is not meant to describe them. Just like kinning doesn’t mean you’re a system, just like roleplaying doesn’t mean you’re a system, just like religious practises such as tulpamancy isn’t a system. You are perfectly free to do whatever you please, truly. But do not compare it to being a system. You do not share our experiences. You are a different community entirely, and that’s ok.

But please, for the love of god, stop invading our community, and stop spreading misinformation about an already stigmatised and misunderstood disorder.

I understand if you didn’t know better. But please, educate yourself, and stop spreading this misinformation. Being a system isn’t an identity. It’s not a label. And please, stop comparing it to being queer. This is a mental illness. Being queer is not a mental illness.

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I can finally die in peace.

(Photo made by my friend @nehiry !! Feel free to use it LMAO😭)

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REMINDER

Trauma isn't only bad things that happened

Trauma is also good things that didn't happen

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Made this art piece for my girl @lokitheplatypus (merry chrisis pookie)