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Who Did What?

I no long receive grace and gratitude like sun in the middle of summer I mean, look at my audacity to compare myself to the center of some mediocre solar system in a season everyone regard as fun A thankless job that one should dare not reciprocateThe heat, the mere sight irritatesSince when did this site became a journalAgainst her all encompassing effort to obliviate That don’t fit the…

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Good and Right

Who knew that doing the good thing may sometimes be not right I didn’t know that it can exist in a plane, separated But now I suffer for this mistake I didn’t I’d regret takingClear as night and dayI thought I was owedBut as I lost it all non got repaidI was just asking for what I thought was mineMaybe a little timeIn the sunWhere you shineBut instead, I documentA heartbreak I deserveFor failing…

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Manning Up

A common themeAmongst boring menA trait proudly wornShutting up, holding breathWhile be being whippedHead adorned With a crown of thornsI don’t have thatI didBut the moment I told youAbout things you didn’t knowThe act loses its allureThough unappreciatedThis surfacing factIs cheapened as stunt for poseursKeep it inMan the fuck upChill while she Goes for the killThere are possibilitiesThere is no…

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Through Enough

Caring is the first to goThe first to be neglectedDespite deeply sownMake sure when you feel itWhen you start to believe itWilled to existenceAll these pain Bubbling underAs you turn your backFor anotherOr just a better slumberMake sure I am drowned in neglectRegret, the tight noose around my neckI’ll figure out and accept my fatethis may not be the endBut it’s definitely too lateThe wounded…

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Sharpen the Knive

Maybe you are rightIt’s not the time to forgiveSharpen the knivesStab all love at willWipe the kiss off the mouthBurn the smile with disgustExhume the past, don’t pull outThen stay in state of nonplusBecause maybe you are rightFor your sake then mineIf misery is negotiableThen this one’s designedTo be left behindAs misery prescribed

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Even

In a tragic endingEverything is easily forgivenAs the flaws are seenAs evenAs things that make us humanThere used to be a cureAs easy as getting out of the wayBut all the even numbersOddly misplaced Tag me where you’ll go backEven if you never intend To returnMoving towardsAnd againstAmendmentAnd other mixed signals sentFlowing toThe inevitable end

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Crumbs for the Trail of Gratis

Did not want to do it Forced by anotherThis handCompelled by a truth In an unreasonable desireTo comprehendBut whose fault is it?The minuend or the subtrahend? But why find limits? When it’s driven to the end Brush aside the pride For the time you misspentAnd never with me

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Outlive Love Out

I was hoping to no longer see the ruins Love outlasting life The other left grieving Rather than be participant To a verbal knife fight No intent to accept what’s right The resolve starts at the beginning I can only let you out As I let you in, Through me, and flowing I just wished I’m no longer there When you realize that somewhere Is way better Than where you are now Staying is a choice Of a…

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Would Not Mind

A few thingsI wouldn’t mind happening Inevitable, the end As with every other movement We’ve discussed about the universal expanse And at which expense Be finding truth Burn the leaves that Buried me Nourished though unintended(ly) Kept moist and warm Presumably high and dry Against elementsOtherwiseWhat’s spotlessIs meaningless After a couple of decades There’s no pain greater Losing years In a…

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Shards

Why don’t they goTo the courtsI guess the circusHas more colorAgainst a judge who’s taskedBlack over whiteIt’s unfortunate that justiceThe pursuit of itIs now a form or entertainmentEvoke emotion over resolutionThat’s what happensWhen there are too many sidesArguing everythingNothing to agree onMultiple reflectionShards of broken glassWe are

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Drawn Blanks

Flow is overrated Against disciplineOn commandSummoning a strengthTrained to respondOn demand The fruits and the flowers No matter how gently it came to viewThere’s a scale where this seeming serenity Can be perceived as chaotic truth

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Until deemed acceptable

The peril of hanging on The fear of being held back The demons that honesty lead onTo a truth that needs to hideUntil deemed acceptableWe speak in volumesHow we speak says volumes I woke in the middle of a stormHoping to sleep some more I wish not to catch the wrath Of mobbing raindropsSoftening the asphalt roadThe same I avoided for so long Held this breath in forlornTorn by this pitch deck to…

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Doubled double

We were taughtWe were told thatThe creative and rational thoughtDon’t exist on the same planeDifferent rulesDifferent gamesSimply segregateThe misanthrope to the articulateBeneath the surface-A disorientationThe pair cracks a codeTo a gut feeling strong enoughTo bet your kids’ home The voice, yes I hear itLoud as the yearning you drownDoubled the double since snake eyesPassed by the crawl

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Strung

High-strung zen… I don’t have to change These strings I just need to change Thinking That this could the batch of 6That sees me play great as I Dreamt it to be It’s either too late or too lonelyThe bottomAs seen from the top Let this neck ease the strain a bitFrom the high strung Vibration, reverberation pit

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Rudderless

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Quaint Room inside this wide world

A space occupied By shared thoughts byYou and IKilling timeFinding a reason to smileIn between wordsI'm sorry for ruiningWhat's expressed as misguided lustDampened the little trustFounded on ornery crustFeeding my soulBut this quaint room at the wrong side of the worldWide enough to hideThe truth is the worst place to lie

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Quick View

While I am stillOn your waveIn betweenFar and fewSilence derailedThe purviewA walkthroughOf all that happened since then What else in This quick viewGuaranteed pain?