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Get a fucking grip.

Don't lose it and spiral out of control. The second you let yourself go, you know what'll happen: pain and bloating and crying over something that isn't worth your time. F00d isn't worth your time.

F00d isn't worth my time, that's all I have to remember.

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So cold outside my fucking hands r purple

Also yes I'm aware they're fat pls you don't have to tell me I have severe edema and eczema that makes them ugly and fat and they bleed sm

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I don't want people to look at me and see something sexy about me. I don't want people looking at me to have thoughts like "she has such juicy thighs" or "great ass".

I want people to see innocence in me, something angelically beautiful. I want to be admired as an object of art, a fragile porcelain figurine of an elegant doll. And not wanted to fuck.

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girl welcome back u r so goals i missed u🙏🙏🙏

Hi angellll thank you I'm glad to be back I missed y'all

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65 hours in, 102 more to go.

Some th1n$po to keep me motivated ^_^

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just girly things: 

pain

blood 

not feeling real 

bathroom floors

a knife at your spine 

marshmallows 

lucky stars

dizzy unconscious innocent 

the ghost of the man you should’ve shot when you were 7 

car window prayers

4am glitter ripped tights empty road 

counting down days 

loose baby tooth feeling 

holes to fill 

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Fasting for a week ^_^ so glad to be me again

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One day they'll all understand how much more beautiful it is to be hopeless.

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I'm going on a date with this girl and I'm very nervous because we'll be getting ice cream at the end and I really want to get to know her but I'm tweaking very hard over the ice cream. I'm fasting until then but ice cream has been a no no for so long. She's disordered too so maybe I can get away with a halo top or sorbet? But I also don't want to be a bad influence. Ugh.

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Hi guys I'll ACTUALLY be back i promise I'm finally getting sober yes I'm still starving just I had a bad depression episode and psychosis and everythings Been weird but I'm looking to improve my life and am speed running BMI 14s 🥰

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u fine?? I kinda get worried when u disappear for a while

Everything with me is alright, surprisingly my heart has not given out yet haha. I will be back soon! 🫀🫂

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u okay?

Hello guys I'm alive and okay!! I appreciate all the concerns I've gotten it's just been incredibly rough. I've been in a bad spot after leaving an abusive relationship and have fallen back into substance abuse and dropped out of school and many other not so great things, but I'm working my way back! I'll be active again soon hopefully, I'm still actively engaging in my Ed and I think I've actually lost more I just haven't had any energy to post and deleted almost everything. I'll be okay though I love you guys and I promise I'm safe 🫀🫂 take care lovelys I'll be back soon!

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black veil brides hyper fixation, motivation 2 starve. It's working. 🔥🔥🔥

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Ate my last meal until I'm in real school again so at least a week

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But mommmm people on the Internet like it when I starve myself and post it ☹️

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For all my alt girlies and guys on here Andy Sixx said his favorite part of a women is the ribs btw 🩷

(He was joking as they were just talking about his broken ribs and even if he wasn't I highly doubt he means emaciated level but I'm still gonna use this forever and yes I still use Sixx idk it sounds funner in my head)