anastayskinni

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u fine?? I kinda get worried when u disappear for a while

Everything with me is alright, surprisingly my heart has not given out yet haha. I will be back soon! 🫀🫂

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u okay?

Hello guys I'm alive and okay!! I appreciate all the concerns I've gotten it's just been incredibly rough. I've been in a bad spot after leaving an abusive relationship and have fallen back into substance abuse and dropped out of school and many other not so great things, but I'm working my way back! I'll be active again soon hopefully, I'm still actively engaging in my Ed and I think I've actually lost more I just haven't had any energy to post and deleted almost everything. I'll be okay though I love you guys and I promise I'm safe 🫀🫂 take care lovelys I'll be back soon!

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black veil brides hyper fixation, motivation 2 starve. It's working. 🔥🔥🔥

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Ate my last meal until I'm in real school again so at least a week

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But mommmm people on the Internet like it when I starve myself and post it ☹️

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For all my alt girlies and guys on here Andy Sixx said his favorite part of a women is the ribs btw 🩷

(He was joking as they were just talking about his broken ribs and even if he wasn't I highly doubt he means emaciated level but I'm still gonna use this forever and yes I still use Sixx idk it sounds funner in my head)

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Moots how do you guys picture my face and hair to look I have a theory that it's very off...

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Who up crying over their severe internalized transphobia and want to be a boy for the past 10 years but you're low-key a hater for yourself 💜 can't believe I'm admitting this actually but maybe in another life I won't have the bullying so deeply rooted in me

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The only good interaction I've had with my mother in the past month was her telling about how she cried as a teen when she found out Billie Joe Armstrong was married when I got back from greendays tour. Swear to fuck im gonna end it in front of her. Make sure that safe is locked ho.

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"following ✅" I'm about to show up to ur house with a gun

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Fuck you ho

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I’m gonna be so real with u guys I cannot fast and workout.

Even 500c@l a day doesn’t do the job.

I HAVE 0 ENERGY

I‘m so pathetic

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tomorrow I’ll be lighter, and that’s all that matters.

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Concert last night was so good that I think I'll be healed for approximately 3½ days before I start tweaking again

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I hope I die soon can my heart hurry up and stop I'm too tired to do it myself

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I want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die I want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die I want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die I want to die i want to die