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WAIT BUNNIE IS SOOOOOOOO SWEET OH MY FREAKING 😭😭😭😭😭

Haii!! Don't know where this is coming from but thank you!!💞💞 You're such a sweetie!!

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Satoru was pathetic. Miserable even. He could not let you go, no matter what happened.

He could go on mission after mission, killing numerous curses and risking his life for the greater good, but your face never left his mind even for a second.

The fact that you both had a child together didn't make this any better at all. His love was like a rope; even though it should have been ripping due to you distancing yourself, its strength only intensified as long as he was there.

Only a spare glance in his direction when he saw you anywhere would make his heart nearly pop out of his chest. Whether it was while grocery shopping, at a park, or when you were handing him your son over for the weekend.

And you noticed it too.

The way he would always leave subtle signs for you to see whenever. Finding the little notes with messages and hearts in your son's backpack directed to you after he had brought him to kindergarten, the constant following requests on social media, even his subtle ways of leaving stuff in your house just so you can call him to pick it up again.

Your house still has multiple belongings of his in it, and he loves it. The white lighter that he sees ever so often lying next to blue candles when visiting, his mirror that was still in your hallway, even the rings that were still lying around at various places.

To you it was almost sick with how sickly obsessed he was with you; to him it was the bare minimum. You deserved everything in his eyes.

“Satoru. I didn't want a gift from you; come pick it back up and stop using our child as a messenger for your stuff. His backpack felt extremely heavy when I picked him up.”

“It felt heavy because I packed him some extra clothes for emergencies—it's not the gift's fault. Still, please accept it—it's your birthday after all, my love.”

You eternally cringed at his words and sighed loudly, glancing at the red button on your phone, tempted to just hang up. “Satoru. We have been over this. There's nothing more between us than a simple fading friendship and our child.”

“Then let it be a gift of simple friendship. Please. Wear it just for me, for our son. We don't want him to think that we don't love each other anymore, right?”

“Satoru, we don't love each other anymore. At least I don't. I have moved on, and you should too. Still, thank you for the present. I'll make sure to make use of it as long as you stop with this behaviour.”

“Yes—yes, I'll stop. Just please, don't lie to me.”

And you didn't. He had the widest smirk on his face when he saw you wearing that diamond ring when picking his son up. He took it on the low again with his behaviour but never stopped. After all, he never promised you anything.

You were going to be his again sooner or later. Not in any other universe but in this one. He'll make sure of that.

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♡ babydaddy!rafe and pogue!sweetheart!reader go to her first prenatal appointment

warnings: super sweet fluff, pregnancy, descriptions of pregnancy symptoms, reader is emotional (she can’t help it, okay?!!), crying, reassurance, comfort, some brief medical terminology

a/n: creating an official au introduction for this little universe of mine <3 just a reminder that pogue!sweetheart!reader is only pregnant in this pairing unless stated otherwise in the author’s note!

wc: 1.9k

“ray, i can’t hold it!” you shrieked, heavy tears rolling down your cheeks, “you’re going to make me pee, i’m not kidding!” rafe was currently tickling your sides, your once hysterical laughter soon turning into breathless pants as he continued ignoring your pleas for him to stop. “aw, come on..” it wasn’t until the smile dropped from your face that he took the hint and got off of you, quickly helping you up to your feet so you could run to the bathroom.

you found yourself doing that a lot more now, your ability to ‘hold it in’ was long gone by this point. that, along with crying over the smallest things like rafe rubbing your tummy despite you not really showing yet, his attentiveness and care never failing to make you sob in his arms. thankfully, your morning sickness wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. now that you were approximately eight weeks, sailing was becoming more smooth, both you and rafe finally catching a small break from the wrath of your raging hormones.

you never got angry in the first few weeks, but annoyed and irritated? definitely. a few times you had to flash rafe a warning smile before he could take the hint that you didn’t want any of the food he was trying to feed you— the smell of certain meats making you feel queasy. “do you want me to projectile vomit into your lap?” you’d ask sweetly, your eyes slightly wide as rafe frantically shook his head before taking the forkful of steak away from your lips.

he’d been a good sport about absolutely everything. even now as he helped you out of his truck, rafe was quick to sling your purse over his shoulder, his hands staying glued to your hips until your pretty pedicured feet softly landed on the ground. you wasted no time in scheduling your doctor’s appointment the same fated day you and rafe looked down at that positive pregnancy test. you couldn’t believe a whole month had already flown by that quick.

“i’m a little nervous..” your whispered, taking rafe’s arm with your own, the height difference easily making you feel comforted as he held your hand. “ah, don’t be, i read that they’re just gonna run a few tests and ask you some questions, that’s all, sweetheart.” oh, you could cry right now. scratch that, you were crying right now. “you looked up how my first appointment would go?” rafe’s head shot down as soon as he heard your crying voice, both of you stopping just right outside of the doctor’s office.

“hey..” he turned, cupping your cheeks, “baby, i didn’t mean to make you sad.” he stroked the side of your face, thumbing away any stray tears that managed to roll down your cheeks. “no, you didn’t make me sad, it’s just— you’ve been so good to me, even before all of this, i just feel so lucky to have you. you’re so sweet, and you’re so helpful, and you even put up with me when i have an attitude sometimes, and—” rafe stopped your rambling when another couple came walking up to the entrance.

flashing awkward smiles at each other, rafe scooted you over before pressing a kiss to the crown of your head. “what did i tell you when you were panicking, flipping through that calendar book of yours?” you laughed at the memory. you were so scared that day. “you said you were going to take care of us.. of me.” rafe nodded, lifting your chin so you could look up at him. “i meant that, y/n. there’s nothing to be scared of, alright? everything that i’m doing for you isn’t even the tip of the iceberg for what you deserve, you understand that?” you blinked, wrapping your arms around his waist as you two stood there in silence for a few moments.

rafe held you until you were ready to go inside, your boyfriend holding the door open for you as you were hit with chilly air and the smell of antiseptic. “i’ll get the sign-in sheet, just go ahead and sit down, baby.” you listened, clasping your hands together in your lap as you took a look around the other women in the waiting room. everyone seemed so calm, like there really wasn’t anything to worry about. you figured you’d just been overthinking on your way over here, worrying yourself to death for no reason.

rafe came back with a clipboard, quickly filling out your information and handing it over to you when there was a section he didn’t know the information to. “hey, how about we get something to eat after this? we could get those subs you like down at the sandwich shop.” it was as if rafe read your mind, a small smile forming on your lips before you pecked his cheek. “with those spicy kettle cooked chips?” rafe hummed, taking the clipboard back from your hands. “yeah, whatever you want.”

you two waited for your name to be called out for no longer than fifteen minutes, your heart dropping to your stomach once a woman in pink scrubs smiled at you brightly. rafe could tell by the slight shake of your hands that you were back at square one. “look, everything is alright, let’s go check on this little one, yeah?” you swallowed nervously, allowing rafe to guide you inside the double doors, his large palm resting in the small of your back as you two followed the nurse to your room. the walls were painted with all kinds of animals, the woman who was going to do your ultrasound welcoming both of you in.

“hello! how are we feeling today?” she helped you up on top of the chair. “i’m on edge a little bit..” you told her truthfully, your eyes finding the probe for your ultrasound. “aw, that’s completely normal, i promise you you’re in great hands. is this dad?” she glanced over at rafe, the poor man turning red at the name. "yes, that's me.. dad.." the nurse laughed, grabbing a hospital gown from one of the cabinets. "still really new, huh? is this your first?" both you and rafe nodded. "oh, how exciting!" she squealed.

"are you aware of what we're going to do for this first visit?" rafe grabbed the chair from the corner of the room, moving it up to where he could sit next to you. "not really." you shook your head, letting rafe's hand envelope your own. "so even though the pregnancy tests you've taken are positive, we're still going to draw blood and run a few tests just to be sure," she started, "i'm going to be asking you a few medical history questions, checking your vitals to make sure everything with you is okay, and we should also be finding out your due date today!"

you took everything in, your tummy fluttering in excitement at the prospect of getting to find out when you were having your baby. "does that sound okay?" she began typing something on her computer as you hummed. "alrighty, first and foremost; when was the date of your last missed menstrual cycle?" you wracked your brain for an answer, trying your best to remember what your calendar book said. "uhm.. i don't know the exact day but i wanna say it's been five weeks since i found out i was pregnant, and before that i was late three weeks." she typed quickly as you spoke.

the questions continued as she took your vitals, along with recording your height and weight. “are you taking any prenatal vitamins?” you were about to say yes before rafe blurted out. “she’s taking the best ones on the market.” he smiled, both you and the nurse laughing as he took the bottle out of your purse. “yeah, those work wonders,” she agreed, “remember a healthy diet is also key to keep both you and the baby healthy. plenty of water, too.” rafe made a mental note to start bringing your stanley everywhere.

the nurse took your blood, instructing you to change into the hospital gown before she left with the viles to take them for testing. “i think she’s gonna put that thing inside of me.” you pointed at the probe on the side of the ultrasound machine, a shiver running down your spine as you sat back down on the chair. rafe couldn’t help but snap some pictures of you, his smile reaching ear to ear as you posed for him. “i hope she doesn’t take long, i’m hungry.” you pouted. just then, the nurse came back in with a some papers in her arms.

“so just as we expected already, your bloodwork came back positive, and everything else looks really good. all we have to do now is your pelvic exam and your ultrasound to get that due date!” you settled into your chair, stirring uncomfortably as she placed your feet onto the stirrups. rafe was watching everything intently, making sure you weren’t in pain or anything as she began your exam. thankfully, she was making small talk with both you and rafe, asking you two questions as well as giving you advice since you were first time parents.

“y’all are going to be just perfect, i promise you that. loving parents create happy households, and by the looks of you two, your home will be overflowing with happiness and love.” she smiled, finishing up your appointment with a satisfied hum. “everything looks good! although your blood pressure is a little bit up, that comes from the nerves you felt earlier, so we definitely want to be more careful with that, but everything else, baby included, looks healthy.” you sighed in relief, your shoulders relaxing as rafe nodded in understanding.

“when will we be able to actually see an ultrasound?” you asked, kind of sad that you didn’t get to see the little bean today. the nurse took her gloves off before checking something off on her clipboard. “i was actually hoping you’d be able to come in two weeks from now? we should be able to see the contraction of a heartbeat since you’ll be ten weeks by then.” you gasped softly. “oh, i would love that!” you nodded frantically, looking up at rafe just to confirm. “yeah, that sounds amazing.” he smiled, stroking your arm before the nurse adjusted the glasses on her nose.

you couldn’t help but feel antsy because of how excited you were, everything hitting you all at once. you were really going to have a baby. with rafe especially, you couldn’t imagine anyone else in his position. “well, i’m going to go set that up then and print out your overview for the appointment. you could go ahead and change back into your clothes and once your done the receptionist will have your paperwork to take home.” you and rafe thanked her and bid her goodbye before she stepped out.

you took everything in once it was just you and rafe, both of you sitting in silence as you gathered your thoughts. now that all you wanted to do was see that sonogram, you knew these next couple of weeks were going to get here agonizingly slow. “let’s get your clothes on.” you let rafe dress you back up, the two of you making your way up front and getting the papers. you were jumping excitedly on your way out once you saw the due date, rafe taking his camera out and getting what felt like the hundredth photo of you today.

“i can’t wait to find out the gender, we’re going to have the cutest nursery!” you squealed excitedly nearly tripping over your feet before rafe rushed over and got you in the truck. “so how about those sandwiches?”

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Satoru was pathetic. Miserable even. He could not let you go, no matter what happened.

He could go on mission after mission, killing numerous curses and risking his life for the greater good, but your face never left his mind even for a second.

The fact that you both had a child together didn't make this any better at all. His love was like a rope; even though it should have been ripping due to you distancing yourself, its strength only intensified as long as he was there.

Only a spare glance in his direction when he saw you anywhere would make his heart nearly pop out of his chest. Whether it was while grocery shopping, at a park, or when you were handing him your son over for the weekend.

And you noticed it too.

The way he would always leave subtle signs for you to see whenever. Finding the little notes with messages and hearts in your son's backpack directed to you after he had brought him to kindergarten, the constant following requests on social media, even his subtle ways of leaving stuff in your house just so you can call him to pick it up again.

Your house still has multiple belongings of his in it, and he loves it. The white lighter that he sees ever so often lying next to blue candles when visiting, his mirror that was still in your hallway, even the rings that were still lying around at various places.

To you it was almost sick with how sickly obsessed he was with you; to him it was the bare minimum. You deserved everything in his eyes.

“Satoru. I didn't want a gift from you; come pick it back up and stop using our child as a messenger for your stuff. His backpack felt extremely heavy when I picked him up.”

“It felt heavy because I packed him some extra clothes for emergencies—it's not the gift's fault. Still, please accept it—it's your birthday after all, my love.”

You eternally cringed at his words and sighed loudly, glancing at the red button on your phone, tempted to just hang up. “Satoru. We have been over this. There's nothing more between us than a simple fading friendship and our child.”

“Then let it be a gift of simple friendship. Please. Wear it just for me, for our son. We don't want him to think that we don't love each other anymore, right?”

“Satoru, we don't love each other anymore. At least I don't. I have moved on, and you should too. Still, thank you for the present. I'll make sure to make use of it as long as you stop with this behaviour.”

“Yes—yes, I'll stop. Just please, don't lie to me.”

And you didn't. He had the widest smirk on his face when he saw you wearing that diamond ring when picking his son up. He took it on the low again with his behaviour but never stopped. After all, he never promised you anything.

You were going to be his again sooner or later. Not in any other universe but in this one. He'll make sure of that.

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ExBf!Anakin fucking every girl within his reach just to get over you, but it doesn't work. Almost every night he drinks himself into oblivion, calling you late at night until you pick up the phone, only to beg for you to come over— but every time he ends up outside your doorstep, begging for yet another chance and one last kiss that ends up in your bed.

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Nerd!Anakin is the type of guy who falls for the type of girls who seem extremely rude when you first meet them but are actually huge nerds too when you get to know them

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I don't know but because Toji is so buff I can imagine him asking his partner to just stand on his back and walk around a little.

He needs that massage truly after his last mission and your hands are just not enough for his back.

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he wants that cookie so baddd 😭😭

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REMEMBER: your online fun is your responsibility!

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first meeting with suguru except you hide behind his back when a guy bothers you on a crowded train and he instinctively knows you’ll be his baby for life

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my wife is struggling with her gardening and i go outside and ask is this guy bothering you and start punching the dirt

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*flirting with an older man* when i was born you had already attempted suicide once

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when the relatable fictional character commits suicide

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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as JAMES KELLY AMERICAN HEIST 2014 | dir. Sarik Andreasyan

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realizing I missed one of my mutuals' posts so now I feel like a deadbeat mutual