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06/OCT/24 Hamburg, Germany

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I was surprised by a storm that day. nothing makes you feel more alive than heavy rain and wind by mother nature 💚

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Home is where your heart is.

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Female Werewolves of my species are usually smaller than the males. I'm just a tiny bit bigger as werewolf, than my human form. Males are usually around 2 meters or 6.5 ft. but it also depends from person to person ^^

I have a question for other beasts who want to answer…how big are you? As in, if a human were able to see you the way you truly are, would you be rather small or frighteningly large?

I myself would be generally the size of a very large wolf or an extremely large dog. But other times, I’m more just a human crouching on all fours. A relatively small one, like those werewolves in shows that are pretty small and close to the ground, and basically normal wolves. It depends on how magical and evil I’m feeling at the time.

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und der Wolf singt sein Lied in der Einsamkeit

Faolan oh Faolan

Heute Nacht werd' ich ihn trösten gehen

Faolan oh Faolan

und der Wolf klagt sein Leid in der Einsamkeit

Faolan oh Faolan

Heute Nacht werd' ich ihn wiedersehen

tief im Wald nach tausend jahren.

and the wolf sings his song in solitude

Faolan oh Faolan

tonight I'll go comfort him

Faolan oh Faolan

and the wolf laments his suffering in solitude

Faolan oh Faolan

tonight I'll see him again

deep in the forest after a thousand years

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When it comes to my species, all these things are no issues. Tattoos stay on the skin, but aren't visible on the fur, same with moles. Bigger birthmarks can have a change of the fur color. Piercings are no issue, the holes in the skin stay where they were, just deform with the body and become slightly bigger with the transformation so they could end up falling out. And operations and removal are also no issue. I understand that all transformations have something, somewhat magical, especially because it changes your body in a way, where you have better senses, a better working immune system, that can help you to regenerate your health quicker and through the stretch of the sudden growth of your body and the pump of adrenaline your body needs to transform, your muscles can increase strengh too, but that doesn't mean that you have the sudden superpowers to grow back full organs or bodyparts ^^

Honestly, don’t let me think about werewolves too hard, because then I’ll start wondering what happens to tattoos, scars, dyed hair and so on after shifting. Piercings either get stuck or get forced out, sure, but what about tattoos? Do they recover? Scars? Would your wolf form also have tattoos on the skin under the fur? What about pimples and moles? What if you had surgery and either an organ removed or changed in some way, like an appendix removal or even just something like a tooth filling or fake tooth?

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I only do it when I'm alone. My family knows about it, and I trust them, but if something goes wrong, I have the issue. Well, not only me. Every werewolf has the burden of the responsibility, for the safety of the whole species. If one gets caught, it might will get all others into trouble too. That's the pressure that makes me feel anxious. And the reason why I don't want electric devices near me when I do it. (photos or videos are never allowed)

shy werewolves not wanting anyone to see their transformation because it feels too vulnerable…

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Holding or washing dishes with werewolf hands?

Impossible. Hate it. Can't recommend. Don't even bother to try it.

It'll just make a mess cuz you can barely get a good grip, depending on what we talk about- or it'll will have your ears bleed from accidentally scratching the plates with your claws. (And afterwards, you'll feel the desire to bathe your hands in bleach to get all the dirt out of the fur. Big nope. will never do that again in this form.)

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Werewolf hands are rather good for crafting & a good grip for climbing for example. And having robust, strong claws is great too... But having pawpads can suck ass. Holding pens or smooth objects in general like glass, will slip easily out of your hand and it's not really a comfortable touch for bare skin areas. At least if your pawpads are as dry as mine 😩 But having constantly vaseline on them, won't make holding shit easier and then everything I held will be slippy and ugh

Bless human hands for the daily stuff. Werewolf hands aren't made for most of that. :I But they're still practical in other situations.

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I was worried today at the workshop, that I accidentally wipe something off the shelves with my tail and grabbed behind me, just to be reminded that I'm in my human form 🧍‍♀️

You can't make this stuff up man, the way I really start to lose track of what form I'm currently in.