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― Arundhati Roy, The God of Small Things

[text ID: And once again, only the Small Things were said. The Big Things lurked unsaid inside.]

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They call me calm as an ocean,

But they don’t know the rage it hides,

When the sea hurdles inside,

The kind of horror that resides.

Oh, and they don’t know the lost numbers,

In that giant ocean,

They cannot see.

It was never luck that lived,

But hard work,

That precedes.

-Amber

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—The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde

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I could find you anywhere,

But when I find you by my side,

Looking at me,

It is like a different story,

And I wonder if you know how much I hate you,

How much I hate the fact, that it bothers me,

It is not just a feeling but something else happens when you are around,

Love me the same way,

Because I don’t know how to love myself,

I don’t know how to control this feeling,

this deep uneasiness that I feel around you,

I become conscious when I’m there,

So conscious it is nothing but fair,

I know you aren’t looking at me but still the audacity,

I’m having you in my thoughts and I wonder if you do too,

Please love me as I love you.

Amber

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Instagram credit: gloomylines

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You give them too much, too often they forget it's a privilege.

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April will be filled with joy.

April will be filled with love.

April will be filled with peace.

April will be filled with trust.

April will be filled with kindness.

April will be filled with miracles.

April will be filled with hope.

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She knew,

The first time she smiled,

She knew she wasn’t terrified anymore,

With the blood dripping old scars on her back,

The nails that dug too deep into the soil,

The messed up hair on her head,

The way she walked with grace,

Not giving away to those people,

She smiled the brightest she had ever smiled,

“You see me alive” she said deeply.

“You see me live” she exclaimed.

Nothing, nothing could scare her now.

And people knew , she had gone too far to become the small naive girl again.

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She knew,

The first time she smiled,

She knew she wasn’t terrified anymore,

With the blood dripping old scars on her back,

The nails that dug too deep into the soil,

The messed up hair on her head,

The way she walked with grace,

Not giving away to those people,

She smiled the brightest she had ever smiled,

“You see me alive” she said deeply.

“You see me live” she exclaimed.

Nothing, nothing could scare her now.

And people knew , she had gone too far to become the small naive girl again.

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So I clicked some pictures a few day back . They turned out so good that I wanted to share with you guys ;)

Tell me if they are nice 🥹💯

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Clementine Von Radics, from In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive; “You are on the floor crying”

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The light inside is burning in yellow flames but the ice over is not melting , the rules are still the same but still no one is resting.

-Amber

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I want to know you like I’ve never wanted anything in life but I’m also afraid that I would hate the ‘you’ that you are hiding. I’m not sure if I love you , but when I’m sad I think about you , when I’m laughing I think about you , your smile is printed in my eyes and as soon as my lips curl up, everything becomes easier and better. I see you coming towards me and I wonder what good deeds did I do to have you. Well, I don’t know if I should label this feeling as “love” but I would surely say that now I kind of live each day to watch you come towards me. -Amber

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Do you know someone enough to help them get through something that is difficult in your eyes ? I mean if they don’t ask for help would you help them ? Just because you know that they need help .