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im tired of holding back

im gonna start bitin'

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vibe for today

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Ethel Cains new album has me feeling like this.

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BITE

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I am cold tonight.

I will rejoice when the sun returns, but till then i will enjoy the contrast of cold hands and warm mugs.

I will feel the heat slowly rise once i finally get into bed, and I will smile knowing i am now safe from the cold.

I am cold tonight.

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I have always felt greedy for wanting friends.

Please tell me it is normal to yearn for connection?

Is it embarassing? I want yall to think im cool.

I want someone to want to get to know me.

I was always kept moving pace to place, but maybe i could find community here?

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As this new calendar year begins, please don't forget that it is still winter.

You are expected by nature to do nothing more than rest, love, and ready your energy for spring.

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am i evil for wishing to be loved and served?

am i ugly for wanting to treat him softly and sweetly?

he acts so strong, but maybe i crave to care for his weakness

is the weakness mine?

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squamble.

its not even the grunkiest borb.

the crimble and the delugund are swarpet at the gronkit.

do you even SCRUMPIE???

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I am tired of pretending that I am not my greatest love.

No one has ever given so much effort or consideration as the past versions of myself. It helps me trust who I will be in the future.

What a romance.

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Blazen Sun

Softest Breath

One more night with you, please.

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I welcome in the softer winds.

Suffering was never something to be proud of.

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Finally the Sun.

Now I may live.

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is it too much to ask for those who love me to meet me in my darkness? I would gladly plunge my hand to save you, but for me to be saved I must reach out of the dark first?

Is it too much to be held while I cry instead of being forced to disassociate and ignore my sadness so I don't 'ruin the vibe'.

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my favorite hobby. Gutter Gazing Babeyyy

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

— Oscar Wilde.

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