ambientren

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AmbientRen turned 1 today!

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am i evil for wishing to be loved and served?

am i ugly for wanting to treat him softly and sweetly?

he acts so strong, but maybe i crave to care for his weakness

is the weakness mine?

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squamble.

its not even the grunkiest borb.

the crimble and the delugund are swarpet at the gronkit.

do you even SCRUMPIE???

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I am tired of pretending that I am not my greatest love.

No one has ever given so much effort or consideration as the past versions of myself. It helps me trust who I will be in the future.

What a romance.

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Blazen Sun

Softest Breath

One more night with you, please.

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I welcome in the softer winds.

Suffering was never something to be proud of.

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Finally the Sun.

Now I may live.

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is it too much to ask for those who love me to meet me in my darkness? I would gladly plunge my hand to save you, but for me to be saved I must reach out of the dark first?

Is it too much to be held while I cry instead of being forced to disassociate and ignore my sadness so I don't 'ruin the vibe'.

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my favorite hobby. Gutter Gazing Babeyyy

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

— Oscar Wilde.

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I Love the way something bad can happen, and I can make something even better than before. I love the power that loving myself gives me.

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I love a squeaky almond.

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NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay Y'all know Dates? the Fruit?? I love dates. They are delicious and filling and basically a dessert.

Did YOU know? Dates grow mold on the *INSIDE*!

So if you were to approach one, and bite it, you wouldn't see the BLACK MOLD until it was already in your mouth.

ASK ME HOW I KNOW.

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am I not just a blend of everything I've ever seen and touched?

I love the way the colors swirl.

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gnashing teeth, ripping flesh.

so much to decorate myself for you.

I feel the cold of your love.

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when you find me,

there is no guarantee that I have not weighted the doors.

I hope you are strong.