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What is a New Year's resolution?

Something that goes in one year and out the other!

That’s a good one 😆😆😆 happy New Year!

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This shit makes me chuckle everytime I open my sketchbook

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Caitvi soulmates in every lifetime?

“I will find you in every lifetime. Our souls will not rest until we’re together again. Every breath, every heartbeat, will be in agony until we come face to face once more. Until we can finally live in peace together.” 

There was never a way for her to explain it. 

The constant feeling of things being wrong. Like everything hurts. Like each and every fiber of her being called to something that wasn’t in her reach. Most of her life felt restless, as if she’d never truly lived, running on autopilot from the day she was old enough to remember. 

There were also the dreams. 

Dreams filled with terror and cold sweats and blood and pink hair. Many a night she would wake up screaming and crying, clutching to her sheets so hard they would rip before leaning over and emptying her stomach onto the floor. Her parents constantly worried during this period. There were a number of doctor visits, blood tests, psych evals, sleep tests. You name it, she’s been tested for it. The dreams were so repeated, testing her mental resolve almost to a point of her breaking…but she didn’t let them take her. She learned to live with them, grew numb to them.

But some of them weren’t always terrifying. 

The pink hair, the soft voice calling her name, the face too blurry for her to quite make out except for grey eyes and the small scars on an upper lip and left eyebrow. She felt the phantom touches whisper along her cheek, around her waist, up her spine, sometimes around her entire body like an all encompassing blanket. The warmth of the touches would sink into her skin, melt into her bones and keep her burning well into her morning. 

Those dreams she would never try to keep at bay. She welcomed the moments of soft humming of a seemingly familiar voice, though she’s not sure where she’s heard it before, pink hair and grey eyes clouding her vision and soft lips upon her own. Those dreams she prayed would never stop. 

But no matter how much comfort those dreams of pink hair and those grey eyes brought her, it was only ever fleeting. Never enough to stave off the misplaced feeling in her chest or body, like she was an imposter in her own skin. After 24 years, she was sure she’d have found a way to ignore the feeling, but it never ceased. And she was sure it never would now. 

At least not until today. 

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got to season 4 in the rewatch, their energy is insane

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Consider me successfully wooed by you holding a knife against my throat.

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#is this not what happened (insp)

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Commission for @neyantkomskaikru based off a text meme! 😄♥

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Open! Will leave up for a few hours or until slots are full :)

-- Slots full! Thank you! :D

I'm not open for commissions just yet - but went ahead and put info in one place for those who are interested 😊

https://audcommission.carrd.co/

Will post when open! But feel free to DM any questions

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I didn’t realize you were the person who did the fanfiction tag drinks.

ahah yeah that's meeee!!

If you guys are interested they are all available as stickers on my RB!!

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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle” ↳ "How long were you sidled up with that shifty, self-serving war pig?"

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🤒👊💥

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caitlyn's garden of violets

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It's been a week since the arcane finale, so I'm gonna start posting stuff about it :3

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Ok! I think it’s time - will open next week, Dec 6th!

Doing small batches at a time (4ish slots). Commission form will open on the day c:

I'm not open for commissions just yet - but went ahead and put info in one place for those who are interested 😊

https://audcommission.carrd.co/

Will post when open! But feel free to DM any questions

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like i'm sorry but we as a fandom have to stay firm on our anti-AI values. we cannot suddenly start giving AI a pass when it's something we "want to see" like destiel kisses. it's not suddenly fine. we're not going to start using AI to make fanfic scenes come to life or audio AI to make characters "say" stuff we want to hear. you have GOT to be firm on your anti-AI stance. if you start making exceptions then suddenly anything will fly. fandom is for real art and creations made by real people. no AI fanfics. no AI art. no AI rendered "bonus" scenes. no AI audio. none of it has a place here.

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when in doubt make a southern au lexa wearing cowboy hat in a bar edit

https://ibb.co/pz6pgvz

i, particularly, will be having some water