alpali

[alpali]

am I good enough ?

you get insecure about your relationship with them

rintaro

rin wasn't sure what was wrong with you. you weren't reacting to his teasing like you usually do. you weren't rolling your pretty eyes at him and telling him to be quiet.

you were being distant, unresponsive. usually rin doesn’t let things show on his face. but he was getting beyond worried.

so when you’re over for a movie night. not even cuddling up to him like you usually do, he pauses the movie. you hadn’t even noticed, your eyes and mind far gone, somewhere else.

“hey.” he said softly, linking your guys hands. you snap out of it, trying to muster up a smile. his stomach feels queasy and not in the usual butterfly way. it was his anxiety.

“what’s up with you? did something happen?” he presses, squeezing your hand. you don’t meet his eyes.

“what’s wrong baby?” he scoots closer, instinctively gulping.

“I just—why’d you even choose me?” his brows furrow almsot immediately.

“what?” his eyes narrowing. you’re still avoiding eye contact.

“I mean like—there’s so many other girls.” you laugh, suddenly feeling small once again. rin frowns.

“what are you even saying.” he pouts but he answers in a heartbeat.

“I chose you because you put up with all my bullshit. I can be myself around you. I can do nothing with you and still feel like a virgin feeling the touch of a woman for the first time.” he pouts. it catches you off guard, getting a laugh out of you.

“wow, how romantic.” you try to joke but he pulls you into him.

“I love you because you’re you and I don’t want it any other way.” he blushes, placing his chin on top of your head.

“so stop feeling like this.” you hum, clutching his shirt.

“thanks rin.”

“anytime sweets.” he says with a proud smirk and a gentle kiss to your head.

kei

you had noticed for awhile now. you didn’t want to be that girl.

but whenever you’d stop by kei’s job at the museum, one of his coworkers always seemed to hover over him. when you’d drop in to say hi, eat lunch together, or drop off his volleyball stuff.

now you weren’t a fool.

you knew your boyfriend was good looking, especially in that mandatory suit he had to wear.

“god I can never breathe in this thing.” he groans, loosening the tie as he moves to dig into the bento you brought him. you smile at him.

“you look hot.” he narrows his eyes at you as you grin.

but in the far distance you can see the girl.

as she fails to spy on you guys?

your brows furrow, he catches this.

“what?” you smile, ushering him to eat.

“nothing.”

you know kei was just being polite.

I mean hell it was his coworker, you knew he couldn’t really ignore her. but something about seeing him interact so easily with her made you uneasy. how she easily talked about dinosaurs with him.

you felt stupid for feeling like this. obviously you didn’t know a lot about them but you tried for your boyfriend. always letting him rant about them or buying him trinkets of his favorite species. he wore a small smile whenever he’d talk about them. you hated this feeling bubbling within you. it wasn’t like you.

after a hard day of classes and work, you surrender to your bed and your awful thoughts. you knew kei was coming over but for the first time you were dreading it.

“hey.” he smiles, taking off his glasses, ready to lay with you. you don’t even greet him and he’s confused.

you rarely ever got mad at him, it was always meaningless so he’s kinda nervous.

“you…okay?” he takes a seat on your bed.

you hum. he pouts, sliding in the sheets behind you.

“what’s going on with you?” he says into your hair.

“you seem awfully chatty with your coworker. didn’t know she could make you smile like that.” you’re disgusted by your words yet jealousy clouds you. kei doesn’t catch on, letting out a little laugh.

“are you jealous?”

your silence makes him waver.

“are you actually upset about this?” his words felt invalidating, further worsening your state.

“dunno.”

his heart aches.

“hey.” he says softer now.

“I don’t know what you’re exactly worried about…but she’s nothing to me.”

kei is honestly surprised that this is even a conversation, she was really just a coworker to him, nothing more.

you sigh.

“look at me.” he says gently, nudging you to face him. you turn to him but you don’t meet his eyes. he rakes his hand through your hair.

“please stop whatever you’re thinking. you think I can tolerate anyone that isn’t you?”

you meet his eyes.

“it’s only us remember. were the only ones that can put up with each other. we’re meant to be.” he grins.

your eyes soften.

“sorry.” you grumble.

“s’okay—just don’t think I’ll ever choose someone else.” he says, sleep getting to him.

you smile, resting your cheek on his chest. his heartbeat lolling you to sleep.

kenma

your boyfriend had just finished a collab stream with another popular girl streamer. you had watched the stream and enjoyed it.

it was so chaotic and you enjoyed watching your boyfriend have fun. but you weren’t expecting to see them all over twitter.

edits being made, comments about how they were flirting with each other, ship names???

you were beyond confused.

it’s not like people didn’t know about you, you were kenma’s profile picture, he’d mention you over a million times in his streams.

‘my girlfriend this, my girlfriend that.’

it had gotten to the point people were comparing the two of you, you had stayed up almost all night looking at each and every one of them.

how she seemed like she’d treat kenma better, how it looks like they got along better, that their chemistry was out of this world.

you set your phone down, succumbing to sleep with tears grazing your eyes.

kenma was worried that you weren’t replying to him. in all honesty you would’ve been at his house already.

you were always over when he streamed, brining him snacks throughout and water. instead of streaming at his usual time, he makes his way to your house.

when he enters, he sees you fast asleep on your bed, your face a little puffy. he frowns, making his way towards you when he notices your phone was on.

it was opened to one of the posts that had brutally picked apart everything you were as a person. kenma gripped your phone in anger, not at you, no, never.

but about all of the foolish people who could ever compare you to someone else. he sighed, he knew something like this would happen one day and he really did everything he could to prevent it. he didn’t want you believing these nobodies.

no one knew everything that you’ve done for him, that you’re the reason he became who he was. he shuts your phone off, brushing your hair away from your face. it makes you stir, blinking away your slumber.

“ken?” you question, your face breaking into a small smile.

“hey.” he said hushed. you groan, stretching your arms out.

“what time is it—oh my god! your stream! what’re you doing here?” you question, sitting upright. he laughs, your hair shooting out in different angles.

“you know I can’t stream without you.” he says softly, in that quiet voice of his. he tries to tame your hair, caressing your face warmly.

“please don’t cry, not over something like this.” he sighs, taking your hand in his. your breath hitches, your eyes downcast.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you—I never wanted this to happen.” he squeezes your hand. you squeeze his back.

“I-I know. I’m stupid for giving in I just…” you sigh. his hand finds your cheek again.

“I get it. but I need you to know that it’ll always be you. I love you…so much.”

kenma blushes, yet he brings you in, placing a soft kiss on your lips. he rests his forehead against yours, your noses grazing.

“I love you too ken.” you smile, causing him to smile in return.

Kodzuken : I’m mad at you guys. no stream today or ever until you treat the loml with respect.

kodzuloveshisgf :NOOOO WHO DARES THREATEN OUR KITTENS BEAUTY…

user0857382 : @ynlovesken you dropped this queen 👑

kodzuissocool : bffr that’s mother right there, yall needa sit tf down and touch grass

hajime

hajime loved his job and he took it very seriously. he loved helping people achieve their goals. helping each and every one of them improve their techniques, timing, all of that.

you went with him everywhere when you had the time. showing up to some of the practices for the Japanese volleyball national team. but you couldn’t help but feel like he spent more time with the team than with you.

you’ve never brought it up because you knew his job was demanding. but it had also meant that he’d have to spend more time with a specific girl.

you weren’t entirely sure what she did or who she was. you’d seen her hand out waters and towels to the guys, always next to the manager with a clipboard but it seemed she never left your boyfriends side.

never once have you doubted the love hajime had for you. your promise ring was a constant reminder of it. but it doesn’t help your thoughts when they’d laugh together, her shoving him away and calling him stupid.

your face dulls at the the memories.

hajime had came home a little late due to the practice. you dismissed his offer on you coming which made him a little sad because you had always wanted to go when you could.

you’re comfy in your shared bed when he enters the room. he walks in with a soft smile, immediately placing a kiss on your head.

“everyone was wondering where you were.” he murmured softly.

you glance away. “sorry, wasn’t really up for it.”

“what’s on your mind hm?” he says, softly moving hair from your face.

you gulp.

he scoots closer.

“you know you can tell me anything right?” he caresses your hand.

“I know. it’s just…stupid.” he frowns.

“your feelings aren’t stupid pretty, you can talk to me.” you sigh, your anxiety bubbling up.

“i’m scared to lose you…I feel like we haven’t really spent time with each other a lot. and I know it’s dumb but when I go with you, the assistant girl is always with you. so—I don’t know.” you’re facing your hands, picking at your blanket.

hajime is heartbroken about how you’ve been feeling. never did he want to make you feel this way.

“I’ve noticed that too and you’re right. we haven’t really spent much time together lately… but I don’t ever want you to think that I look at any other woman the way I look at you. I belong to you fully. this is proof of that.”

his thumb grazes your ring.

“I’ll ask for some days off and we can do whatever you want. even if it’s just staying in bed. everyone knows about you, you’re never something I’ll shy away from talking about and well you definitely don’t need to worry about her because…she’s gay.” he laughs, scratching at his neck.

you gasp, covering your mouth.

“ohmygod haji. I feel so stupid.” you cover your face. he smiles, trying to pry your hands away.

“I think there’s actually been a couple times she’s joked about stealing you.” he paused to think, you laugh too.

“anyways. I promised you that I’d always love and protect you and I don’t plan on ever breaking that.” he says genuinely, pecking your ringed finger.

“I love you.” you say softly and he kisses you, littering pecks all over your face.

“I love you too my sweet girl.”

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[alpali]

pulling them by their belt loops !

sieun

You were on your stomach, lying on sieun’s bed. It was finally a day where you both could just chill and be with each other. No exams, no thoughts, just each other. “Sieun!” You yell from his room, he was making ramen for the both of you as you tried to find something to watch for the two of you. You pad over to his kitchen, finding him stood over the stove, watching the noodles carefully. You smile at how cute he looked. Before you can even try to scare your boyfriend, he turns around blinking at you. “what ya doin’.” You try to play it off, resting your head on his shoulder. “they’re almost done.” He says lightly, glancing at you. His lips curving at your failed attempt. You hum, pulling back so he can finish up the noodles. He places them into bowls, turning around with yours in hand. “It’s a little hot so be careful.” He looks at you with those cute doe eyes of his. You smile warmly walking over to him. You gently grab the bowl out of his hands, placing it on the counter. He watches you with confusion written all over his face, eyes blinking at you. Sieun can’t even register what happens next. You just slyly slip your fingers in his belt loops, pulling him into a kiss. It’s quick but playful, it has you pulling away with a smirk. His eyes are a little wide and of course blinking at you. His cheeks and ears flush a deep red, his brows furrowing a bit. “W-What was that for…?” He tried to question, trying to ignore how warm he’s feeling. You shrug. “Just wanted a kiss.” You smile, happily grabbing your noodles. “You’re not uncomfortable? You should change into sweats.” All he can do is nod, his head down as he sputters away. He needed this moment to recollect himself.

suho

Maybe it was a little silly for the both of you. But you both had silently agreed to this little war between you both. Harmless of course, but still competitive. Sure it was cliche but you both enjoyed every second of it. All of this being on who could make each other the most flustered. On a daily occasion you both would catch each other off guard. Laugh about the stupid acts you’d pull on each other after. But today you had a plan. And you were going to succeed. Suho knew much that your smirk didn’t mean a good thing. “What’re you planing huh?” He said to you as he organized the utensils in his grandmas restaurant. It was well over closing hours, leaving just the two of you alone. “What’re you talking about?” You laughed, passing him chopsticks so he can place them where they needed to be. “I know that smile baby. I’m no rookie.” He wiggled his finger. You giggled, stopping in your tracks. This caught his attention, making him glance up at you. “What’s up—” He was going to say before your hands looped between his belt loops, pulling him towards you. He let out a sound of surprise, eyes going wide when your lips met his. You kissed him passionately, one hand untangling from his belt hoop to caress his face. When you pull away you’re only an inch apart. He’s breathless, eyes still lidded. His cheeks are pink, gazing down at you with need. He lets out an airily chuckle. “That’s what you planned?” He says in amusement. “Mhm. Did it work?” You say, grazing his lips. “Yea. It did.” Is the last thing he says before pulling you back in.

humin

You were annoyed. scratch that—pissed. You just wanted to have nice date with your golden retriever of a boyfriend at this nice cafe. But god this girl would not stop hitting on him. You clicked your tongue for the millionth time. Watching as the barista terribly hits on your boyfriend. He was just trying to get your guys drinks and come back. But she had other plans obviously. You chew at your lip, watching as she grazes his arm, laughing a little too loud. “You’re so cute! We should definitely hang out sometime. You’re definitely my type.” Ok. Bold. You would honestly love to see what your boyfriend would say but you weren’t having it. You get up and walk with a little more urgency toward him. Before he can even open his mouth. Your finger hooks one of his belt loops, catching him off guard. “Hm?—oh! Babe—” Your lips meet in a harsh kiss, Humin’s on autopilot. His eyes closing, trying to savor the kiss. You crack an eye open to see the girls face contort in horror—you smile. He’s a little dazed when you pull back, blinking rapidly. You grab your drinks, moving back to your seats. He slides in next to you, turning to you. “Whatever you did over there was really hot.” He laughs, rubbing your leg soothingly. You sip on your drink with a pout. “You know I was just gonna tell her I had a girlfriend and point to you but you stole the show.” He kisses your forehead. “Whatever Humin.” You grumble. “Aww come on baby don’t be jealous! Not after that stunt you pulled.” Somehow you’re the one blushing over this???

gotak

“baby i gotta go.” Gotak said for what felt like the millionth time. Your lips just wouldn’t leave his and honestly he wasn’t complaining. But Baku would kill him if he didn’t show up for practice. You groan. “Just one moreeee.” You drag out. “I still need to change! Practice is gonna start soon.” He said in between your kisses, his resolve slowly slipping. I mean realistically the consequences wouldn’t be that bad right…? You don’t reply, your hands playing with the hair at the nape of his neck. Shamelessly making out with your boyfriend outside the entrance to the gym. You break the kiss and he smiles softly at you. “I’ll stop by your house after practice ok?” He says slowly pulling away. You just stare up at him, silently pleading. He’s gonna go insane. “Fine…basketball wins today.” You pout but not before you get one last kiss in. So you smoothly tug your boyfriend on to you by his belt loops. Giving him one last longing kiss. He’s stunned after, not fully pulling away from you. He laughs, gently resting his head on your shoulder. “Gosh, you’re a lot to handle you know?” He can’t ignore the way his heart is pounding out of his chest. You run your hands through his hair, as he reluctantly stands up. “Have a good practice!” You smile. “I don’t even know if I’ll be able to focus after that…” He says more to himself than you. “I’ll be by later ok? I love you.” He pecks the crown of your head. “I love you too.” Before you leave you peak your head in, waving to Baku. “Stop distracting him!” Baku points at you, you stick your tongue out and Gotak laughs. What was he gonna do with you.

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[alpali]

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[alpali]

asking bestfriend!haikyuu boys for a kiss? pt 2

pt 1

toru

Is stopped dead in his tracks when the words leave your mouth

“stop saying stupid things.” He pouts

“But I really want a kiss toru!”

he’s kinda shitting himself

But then again…

Don’t threaten him with a good time…?

Because who do you think he is to let this opportunity pass.

Tries to cover up his blushing face with his teasing remarks

“You sure?~” he drags on and you hum.

“Where’d this come from hm? You want a peck or a kiss that’ll make you fall for me.” He winks.

His mind is sputtering but he’ll act like it’s not.

“ugh never mind.” You roll your eyes.

“Hey! I was just joking c’mere.” He gently grasps your hand.

He pulls you until you’re right in front of him.

Slides a strand of hair behind your ear.

Until he’s leaning down, catching your lips in what feels like the most perfect kiss

It’s almost comical, how well they fit together and how he leans in for one more.

He leaves your lips with a ‘mwah!’ patting your head

It does leave you a little dazed.

His heart is beating 10x faster than it should be but he lets out a

“Was that enough for you? Or do you want more?”

what a little shit.

tobio

I’m sorry I only see tobio having a bestfriend that he’s known from childhood

when you pad into his room he’s getting ready for volleyball practice.

“Tobi?”

“Hm.” He acknowledges you, tying his shoes and getting his bag ready.

“Can I have a kiss before you leave?” You pucker your lips.

He freezes, turning around slowly to face you.

He blinks once.

Then twice.

“A…kiss?” You hum.

“W-Why?” He stutters. His brows furrowed.

“Uhhh i dunno?” He pouts.

“no.” He mumbles.

he so wanted a reason LOL

“Oh come on pleaseeee.” You beg and he’s blushing.

He’s internally fighting himself. Because what the hell does this even mean?

Doesn’t he have to take you on a date first? And you guys confess? Then kiss? I mean that’s what he sees in the millions of dramas that his sister watches.

“Since when did you like me?” Your mouth opens and closes like a fish out of water.

“You don’t want to like…go out for food or something first?”

Quite literally the equivalent to ‘what happened to hi, how are you.’

“W-What are you talking about.” You laugh awkwardly.

“Well, why else would you want to kiss me? I’m confused.” He purses his lips in deep thought.

“It’s fine Tobi just go to practice.” You try to escape but he stops you.

one thing about him is that he’ll give you anything you ask for. Even if he doesn’t understand

“So just a kiss right?”

You don’t even know anymore tbh.

Your mind is scattered.

All you can do is nod. He nods as well. He places a hand on your shoulder, dipping his head and placing a light peck on your lips.

It’s quick but it lingers on both of your lips.

“Was that okay?” You nod.

“You ask for the most weirdest things.” He says more to himself.

“I’ll see you after practice.”

He can’t even practice right because he’s trying to understand what the fuck just happened.

shoyo

“you want a-a kiss?”

IMMEDIATELY RED

because what the hell do you mean!?!?!

like of course he wants to kiss you duh

he’s day dreamed about it maybeeeee

a million times….

you both were splayed on his bed

he was hanging off his bed reading a manga and you were laying on your stomach

he sits up immediately

the both of you sitting criss cross apple sauce across one another

“like on the cheek?” He points to his face and you shake your head.

“your lips!?” he practically screams

“shh! shoyo! you’re being loud!” you cover his mouth, giggling

he removed your hand, whisper yelling

“you want me to kiss you on your lips!” He points at you

“so is that a yes?”

he looks to the side.

“well i dunno.” He grumbles

“that’s ok then.” You go back to your book and he pouts.

“wait but i wanna kiss.”

you giggle and he runs a hand through his hair.

“This is weird. Isn’t it? Or am I weird.”

“You’re not weird sho. It’s ok if you don’t wanna.”

“no I do but what kind of bestfriends just…kiss.”

“mmm us?”

he blinks.

“Ok.” He shrugs.

and he just leans over and pecks you on the corner of your lips.

“Wait I missed.” He blushes, going back for another.

It’s cute and soft, just like him.

atsumu

ohhhhh this little shit head.

he is never letting this go.

immediately just says.

“Oh?”

Glancing down at you with that stupid smirk and those lazy eyes.

HIS TEASING IS SOOOOO ANNOYING.

“Yea? Ya wanna kiss me?”

“How bad do ya wanna kiss me?”

“aww angel since ya asked s’nicely. how can I deny ya hm?”

he’s talking to himself at this point.

because your just staring at him with a blank look.

“yea i don’t know why i asked.” you begin to walk away but he’s hot on your trail.

“nah nah, ya already asked. no takin’ it back.” his hand cages you against the wall.

And he’s STILL.

STILLLLLLL.

going on and on about how he knew you couldn’t resist him.

so what do you do?

you shut him up.

his eyes blow wide. staring down at you.

and just to add salt in the wound.

you bite his lip.

pushing him off of you.

“you talk too much sumu.”

you walk away.

his mouth is agape.

his bitten lip red and tingling.

“get back here!” he chases you down with flushed cheeks.

[alpali]

I get so engraved

How I look after reading angst as if it was me personally in that situation

[alpali]

sieun loves quietly.

he isn’t the type to scream at the top of his lungs about how much he loves you. he isn’t the type to display his love by being all over you.

he’s observant.

caring.

thoughtful.

everything you might’ve forgotten. he’s a step ahead. he knows every thing about you. your routine, what you hate, what you love. he doesn’t love you for the way you look, he could care less about that. he loves the way you hold yourself, your big heart.

but ok maybe he loves your eyes.

the way they dilate when you see him, the way they crinkle when you smile or laugh.

on dates he doesn’t mind carrying your bag, he brings a spare jacket and holds it because he knows you don’t want it on because “it’ll ruin your outfit.”

everything that goes unnoticed by you is noticed by him. in his mind to be loved is to be seen, understood. so he studies you, because that’s one of the many things sieun is really good at.

whenever you’re eating, he’ll casually move your hair out of the way. he keeps scrunchies around his wrist so he can tie it back whenever you want.

he isn’t the type to hype you up when you get dolled up for him. but you can see it in his eyes, and in the small smile he gives you. his eyes screaming all of the compliments he’s not used to saying.

“you look pretty.”

he’ll say simply but it’s not just a compliment to him. it’s the truth, a fact he’s only restating.

he’ll hold your hand when you walk through the streets. yet he adores when you cling to his arm.

amidst the night, when you both are cuddled up under the sheets. no stress, no thoughts, just the two of you. he’ll let words slip out here and there.

maybe a “i missed you.” or a quiet “i love you.” when he thinks you’ve fallen asleep.

you squeeze him tighter whenever he says it, thinking he doesn’t pick up on it.

he does.

because he squeezes you back.

[alpali]

I might be backkk

Flood me with requests yerp yerp

[alpali]

finished weak hero and sieun is my new obsession

[alpali]

Oikawa wasn’t being himself. You knew that better than anyone.

No witty remarks, no playful winks, just stoic expressions and meaningless words.

Of course it had begun to worry you. The way he’d walk with slumped shoulders, eye bags adorning his pretty face. And it hurt you the most because you didn’t know what to say, what to do to make him feel better.

Because Oikawa Toru didn’t believe in venting, in opening up. He caged everything inside himself. Maybe he’d whine, complain. But all was said with a pout on his face with a teasing tone. So it was very unlikely to see him so down.

You and Iwaizumi being his best friends, did everything in your power for him to just say something, you less meaner than Iwa but you get the point.

For what seemed like the umpteenth time you walk yourself into him and Iwa’s apartment. It’s quiet and so glum. Something so unfamiliar from an apartment that’s always filled with light and laughter.

You pout, moving to open some blinds and windows. You immediately pause at the sound of shuffling.

You perk up, walking down the hallway and you hear it.

A muffled sob.

Your whole body tenses.

Oikawa sounds so broken. You can tell he’s doing his best to stop it all from coming out. But he’s already fallen apart and it won’t stop. You gnaw at your lip.

“Toru?” You whisper, you can hear a small gasp, his struggled hiccups. The door creaks open, but he isn’t facing it.

“What?” He questions like he wasn’t just sobbing his soul away.

“What’s wrong?” You say tenderly, doing your best to be gentle with him in his fragile state. He doesn’t reply and you reach for his hand, lacing ur pinky with his, tugging it.

“You know I’ll always be here for you.” You coo. He finally turns to you and he looks like a mess. Yet your eyes soften.

Oikawa thinks only you have ever looked at him like this. With such tenderness and adoration, even when he looks like complete shit. Because what Oikawa doesn’t know is you’ve loved him for so long and you’d do anything to help him feel even a little better.

“Let’s lay down hm?” You pull him to his bed, he immediately sits down, pulling a pillow in between his body, holding it tightly.

“You don’t wanna talk about it?” You glance at him, moving to brush his bangs out of his face. He sighs shakily, eyes beet red.

“I’m just, so tired. I feel so lost and this week has just been so stupidly shitty—and I even got a pimple!” He pouts, pointing to his forehead.

You internally light up at the way he seems to be talking freely, his eyes gaining that small glint as usual. You giggle.

“We can get that pimple treated really easily you know. Don’t worry your pretty little head off.” You narrow your eyes playfully. He smiles, it doesn’t fully reach his eyes, but it’s a smile.

“I know you like over working yourself, no matter how much shit me and Iwa give you. But be easy on yourself, you’re human like the rest of us and we all deserve a break.” You look at him sympathetically. He looks like a scolded puppy, fiddling with his hands.

“So why don’t you get some sleep. Make tomorrow a chill day. Just. Relax. No doing anything.”

“What’re you holding me captive?” His lips quirk up.

“I will if I have too.”

“That doesn’t sound so bad actually.” He grins, you playfully roll your eyes.

“Alright come on go to sleep.” You brush his hair once again. Before you could even stand up he speaking quickly.

“C-Could you stay?” You smile, humming in affirmation. He falls against his fluffy pillow and you do too.

“Thank you. Really.” He says softly, eyes locked on the pillow you’re laying on.

“Of course Toru.” You smile. He smiles back at you yet his eyes slowly fall close. His soft breathing soothing you to sleep.

Iwa definitely had field day with the sight the next morning.

[alpali]

I hate college

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seven minutes in heaven with a drunk suna was not on your bingo card.

But here you were.

Cramped in a small closet with him and the both of you are practically sucking each other’s faces off.

You don’t even remember how it started.

Too intoxicated to care.

Alll you could focus on was how well his lips moved against yours. How easily his tongue overpowered yours. Making you whine in to his mouth.

That seemed to make him more needier. His hands squeezing your hips and pulling you impossibly closer to him.

Your hands are tangled in his soft hair, tugging at his brown locks, enough to make him let out the prettiest of groans.

Neither of you even acknowledge when Atsumu opens the door. Staring at the two of you in disbelief. He quickly shuts the door, sticking out his tongue.

“They’re practically fuckin’. ” He says and Osamu grimaces.

“We gotta get em outta there.”

“No way in hell I’m doin’ that. Be my guest.” Atsumu begins to walk away, leaving a displeased Osamu.

Let’s just say things led to one thing and another after they had left you in there for more than seven minutes.

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Sorry for not being active!! I’ll release some rnnn mwhahaha

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WE HIT 900!!!!

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R&b flows throughout the cafe, dishes clanking, the sharp shrieks of the espresso machine brewing.

You’re stood at the register, straightening up once you see customers coming in.

Your eyes widening a bit once you see how attractive one of the guys within the group was. Just by the realization you’re already avoiding his entire existence, a blush resting on your cheeks.

Each of them have a menu, talking about what they want, but his eyes are focused in on you, making you glance everywhere but him. Once the rest of them perk up you know they’re ready.

“What can I get started for you guys?”

You smile, feeling his lazy eyes burning holes into your eyes from his place in the back.

“Yea I’ll just get a vanilla latte, thanks.”

And the rest order after and here he comes to the front, a monotone expression on his face.

“And for you?” You meet his eyes, doing everything in your power to remain calm.

“Whaddaya recommend.”

Even his voice was hot, ok shut up shut up—

“Uh—do you like sweet? Bitter?” His eyes rake over you.

“Somethin’ sweet.”

You glance down, writing on the cup, your hand quivering.

“Is a caramel latte fine?”

“Yea that’s perfect.” He smiles and you blink at him.

“It’ll be right out.” You mutter and they all sit out front.

As you make their drinks your eyes flutter outside, only to find him already staring at you. Your eyes shoot back to the drinks in front you, your heart beating a little too fast for your liking.

When you’re done with the drinks, to your dismay, your coworker goes to run them. However you’re met with an opportunity when you get to run their food. When you come outside , it’s almost as if he perks up, scooting his chair so you could pass by.

“Could I get anything else for you guys?” You look at all of them, he cocks his head, giving you a heartfelt smile.

“Salt and pepper please?” He stares up at you and you nod, not daring to embarrass yourself.

You run back in quickly, walking back outside with the salt and pepper in hand.

“Here ya go.” You place it down, but his hand brushes against yours, making you both laugh awkwardly.

You cower back inside. You don’t know how long he’s out there for but you don’t miss the opportunity to look at him. How his eyes crinkled when he laughed. One of his friends comes in to ask for to go boxes which you gladly give.

And right before he’s about to leave, you guys lock eyes once again, causing you to shoot away. So you’re unaware when he makes his way back inside. You turn at the bell and tense up at the sight of him.

“These free?” He points to the lollipops.

“Uh yea.” You laugh. He pops one in his mouth, looking at the menu once again.

“What’s yer name?”

You jump.

“Hm?”

He laughs.

“Yer name.”

“Oh!” You reply with your name in a bashful tone.

“I’m Osamu. Ya think ya could make me another one?” You nod, already starting it.

He watches you with smile on his face.

“Enjoy.” You smile and he returns it.

“See ya later.” He returns the receipt. You’re about to question it but he’s gone. You blink at his fading figure and at the receipt. Your eyes widen once you’ve read it.

‘xxx-xxx-xxxx text me :)’

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this is making me sad so expect Oikawa content

Fucking voices in my head again...

They talk shit about me like I'm not even there...

FUCKERS...

[alpali]

awww thanks so much:((((

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