alonysart

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Free World.... What does that mean?

1st entry 1.7.21

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It’s so depressing moments like these. Routine it is for me it seems now for years. My heart is feeling broken and loyalty of any sort feels far from just a feeling but a knowing. Me and my wine. The background noises, my pounding thoughts within my mind and my broken heart crumbling as I sit alone in the dark once again. It does not matter where I sleep. I get no sleep. I “awake” to a new day feeling lost, sad, and unfulfilled for whatever reason. Everyone trying so hard and I’m failing. I wish the people in my life understood me. I wish I didn’t feel like I need to start from scratch somehow because I will only lose everything like this. I’m so sad. So sad all the time and it doesn’t seem to ever fade.

“Neverending story”

Madison Star

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Its always lovely when you have the blessed opportunity to be apart of something artistic, free flowing, and overall just a journey of an experience with no bounds. This is one of those projects and those moments. I introduce @part_x_official 🖤 Listen to debut single “Disengage” LINK IN BIO 😘 Please follow @kokoono_partx and @part_x_official 🙏🏽💋. 😘 #disengage #disengagefromitall #somethingnew #artdirection #coverart #drippinggold #kokoono #partx #soundcloud 💋 (at Los Angeles, California)

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When the “A” kicks in remember...

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May the love of the day caress your heart 🖤😘

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Fractured

Some years are filled with so much bliss and sunshine. Some years are just there. Some years feel like one long day. These days are filled with space so empty I pinch myself awake. Oh yeah guess what, tomorrow is ❤️day.

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Another crack

Depressed. Nothing is happy. Nothing is good. Always something around the corner. Take a breath and breathe. Broken🖤

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Wish you were here 🖤😘

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🌊🖤😘 #fadeaway #lostatsea #creativemindsyndrome #portraitofanartist 💋

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Late night early morning another sleepless night. WarpAint Teese warms my heart while in the same moment a flow of tears stream down my face. 🖤😘

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About Last Night

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First time using my Ninja with veggies. I guess I just made salad dressing 😋🥕🍅🥗

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This is my coconut bowl and spoon from Vegan Fest. I love the spoon. I added pineapple, blackberries, chia seeds, strawberry Greek yogurt, clementine, and honey 🍯😋

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This is my coconut bowl and spoon from Vegan Fest. I love the spoon. I added pineapple, blackberries, chia seeds, strawberry Greek yogurt, clementine, and honey 🍯😋

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Banana, strawberry Greek yogurt, blackberries, clementine, cinnamon, honey 🍯😋😘

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Ch-Ch-Ch-Chia 😋😘 #watchmegrow #chiaseeds #foryourhealth #masonjars #simpleanddelicious #cheers #kitchenexperiments #justaddwater 💋

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Ch-Ch-Ch-Chia 😋😘 #watchmegrow #chiaseeds #foryourhealth #masonjars #simpleanddelicious #cheers #kitchenexperiments #justaddwater 💋