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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

started writing to console my wavering heart. 3 years had passed but I am now slightly happy to what I have achieved so far.

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Little Women (2019)

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It's okay not to be okay

That's what they say,

But in a fast paced environment

How can you cope up?

The world will not stop just because you stop

It will continue to move,

It will not wait

You'll get left behind.

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I thought I already moved on

or was I only just distracted?

Now I understand them

No one's checking up how they feel

It gets heavy when it's not put into words

A heavy heart, a clouded mind and a lost soul

How do people get through this?

Oh, they don't

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I woke up with puffy eyes, dry tears and a heavy heart.

You noticed that somethings wrong with my eye.

You asked "did you cry last night?"

I answered "no, maybe it's because i slept way too early."

I could not think of any reason

I cannot say it, not when a stranger is inside the house.

The guy barely knew our family,

He doesn't need to know all these things.

The weather is not on my side today,

I was hoping for a sun today.

Maybe it's His way of saying that I should rest

The rain is pouring down so hard since this morning.

How i wish everything would get back to normal soon.

Please lift this heavy heart of mine.

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Remember to always look for the beauty of things!

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For a moment,

I want all my emotions to be contained

In a bottle of glass,

I'll probably throw it in the ocean

And definitely not look after

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"I will come by for a few more times,

but i will not stay for too long.

If we came across each other, maybe

Just maybe, it is really for us"

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Looking up above. It is so peaceful. The way the clouds move, the blue sky, the ray of sunshine and the bird's hum. Looking and wondering. No problems to think of, just spacing out.

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I wanted to write something useful, something i would like, something that could help me ease all the things running around my mind.

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There are infinite number of stars. We are just a tiny speck of dust and yet sometimes we feel like we are holding the world itself.

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For I have failed...

We failed for a reason. I live for the fact that everything has a reason, even failing. Failing is so hard considering all the efforts you have put in. I actually considered my self blessed last time as i was able to get past through the problems but it still hunts me, until now. It bugs me, am i living for the right dream? Is it what i want? But i am still here, does that mean i am supposed to be here? But i am on the edge of failing. Was all those years for nothing? I've spent all my life trying to give my best and this is where i am now. Lost. but i still want to continue... I still want the hardship because after all of that i will experience success.

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“Don’t use your energy to worry. Use your energy to believe.”

— Unknown

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One day, one rhyme- Day 2485

I could achieve anything, but

I’m scared to begin.

There are insidious whispers

Lurking deep within,

And they speak their snide utterings,

What-ifs and maybes

And possible problem checklists

Will cause me to freeze.

I must flex my resilience,

Fight the fear within,

Because not one thing will happen

Until I begin!

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I failed.

We failed a lot more than we achive.

Yesterday, i was so down, actually up until now. A failure cannot be changed. Sometimes, i just wish i could turn back the time and start all over again.

But we cannot! We have to accept, move on and let go of that failure. Do you know why there is tomorrow?

Because it tells us that what we did before cannot be changed but we can do better in the future.

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Future.

Crazy how we are so eager to be something in the future. Like what we wanted to become in the future. Some of us might want to be a doctor, a nurse, engineer, accountant, teacher, a flight attendant so on and so forth...

But have you look upon yourself? Are you doing the things you are supposed to be doing to achieve your dreams? Did you check your system?

It is important to look at your present achievement. Are you taking the steps to achieve your dreams? Or you are just dreaming but afraid to learn and grow, or to commit mistakes?

Do not be afraid! See good in every situation. You might be failing now but maybe it is the path you should be taking. Mistakes are part of the process.

Learn that mistakes will make you grow as a person and a step to achieve your dreams in the future...

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Let us not wake up, Just yet...

I’ve watched this show in Netflix called Emily in Paris...

There was one line that caught my attention and that is the line above “let us not wake up just yet”

Have you ever dreamed of becoming someone or you wanted to go back from the past? Life is a bit hard... complicated... and sometimes there are things that doesn’t go the way we wanted it to.

I just thought what is keeping us from being happy? the things that is happening right now? when will we ever do the things we wanted to? 5 years, 10 years, 15 years from now? or maybe never? 

If we wanted to do something... why not now? 

You know why we dream of beautiful things or scenarios? that is because that is what we want to happen... that sometimes we just do not want to wake up from that dream..

Live your dreams so you do not have to wake up anymore

you know live your life the way you want it! do not let regrets hunt you in the future. life is short...