alivebutnotreallyyy

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Never was I the number one , never did I come first

Not for anything.

You never would stick up for me. No matter what.

Now you can put everything first without me around. I’m done.

I really am done. I love you but my feelings have never mattered and I can’t stay around any longer

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I guess we both found what makes us happy now and that’s all that matters

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Love is cool until you start loving someone more than they love theyself😕

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Realist thing I ever read

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Pleaseeeeee

i want someone to sit on a rooftop with me at 2am and will tell me their favorite songs and their family problems and how they think the earth was made

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I gave up and that says a lot

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

“People never learn anything by being told, they have to find out for themselves.”

— Paulo Coelho, Veronika Decides to Die

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I think you fucked me up.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

Thank me later for this remix 💔

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

The emptiness is so heavy

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

he made me experience my childhood all over again, but this time in my mothers shoes.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

When I die , don’t put me 6 feet under , just kick dirt on me like you did when I was alive

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

The thoughts of wanting to give up is truly the most intense stomach feeling , I can’t explain. If you know you know ..

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

A man will literally watch you suffer while you do everything because he knows you will.

A real man will see you suffering and help you..

there’s a difference between a man, and a real man.

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

If you came to my funeral would u be happy the way you treated me..?

[alivebutnotreallyyy]

I sat in the same room and smiled with the people who made me cry every night. That’s strength.