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Was thinking about how we haven't split in a really long time and how that's kinda weird considering how awful everything has been but actually on reflection I think we've got at least 1 subsystem going on and we've just been splitting that way. I know this because I definitely have 1. Cost cutting tactic by the higher ups. Just make more of 1 of us instead of whole new people

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* bugging each other

* "NO NO NO NOTHTERETH NOT FREAKING THERETH STOP IT"

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Overcompensation

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They found the last golden ticket . So that’s just it then . Fuck my stupid horrible pathetic life. Cabbage soup for dinner again , my stupid mothtsr. Grandpa Joe said he’s sorry but I know he doesn’t really give a fuck . And who gives a fuck about the other three old people in my house . Whatever their names is. Fuck fuck fuck it’s all worthless . They even made fun of me at school for only buying like 3 wonka bars. Nepo pricks . Fuck my stupid life it’s all fucked it’s all fucked . And my last name is bucket

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Me and U(FO) 👽🐄

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is anyone else obsessed with this little guy?

available as a sticker sheet here ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★🛸

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When a trans woman is critiquing (e.g.) drag or Rocky Horror and somebody responds with some variation on "But it's so important to the queer community!", it's the weakest possible rebuttal.

Something can be a historic and cultural touchstone to people and also have serious issues at the same time. Viewing them as beyond reproach is a pretty conservative attitude.

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STAR TREK 💕

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Getting drunk and watching star trek yayyyy life is so wonderful. I love everything ♡

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It's too hot to sleep... I'm thinking about new names againnn I have a few ideas but I feel like I can't connect to any still... I'll think over the ideas I have for a few days...

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Miscalculated the price + thought I'd have to pay for a prescription this week that I forgot I was charged for last week oh my god I actually had enough to order it now I'm so excited I'm so excited. And yeah I went with black... it'll match my favourite leather jacket if I'm ever brave enough to wear it out and about

Saving up to buy a leather collar.... I've wanted one for a while but have felt a bit shy about buying one but I've made up my mind. Will probably have enough money over the next 2 weeks still have to decide what colour I want it in <- ae will end up just choosing the default black anyway

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Saving up to buy a leather collar.... I've wanted one for a while but have felt a bit shy about buying one but I've made up my mind. Will probably have enough money over the next 2 weeks still have to decide what colour I want it in <- ae will end up just choosing the default black anyway

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actually really funny to have/be a fictional introject. like let me tell you about all the very real and horrifying things I've experienced in my real actual life that still heavily affect me and will continue to haunt me until I'm dead. ok great. now let me also tell you about the funny made up story I imprinted on and which I also experience as my "traumatic memories" for subconcious reasons I could not even begin to explain to you right now because I don't fully understand it myself. sometimes if I'm not careful I run into my "trauma" being drawn by 13 year olds on the interet for the sake of ship art. and I'm not even allowed to kill myself btw. I'm being told I'm not even allowed to kill myself.

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Thinking about this Jeffrey Combs clip again…why did he make that noise

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Woke up at 5 o clock after barely sleeping (maybe 4 hours but didn't wake up more than once during that which is like crazy for me) it's not even 10 o clock and I FEEL like I've been aeake forever. For all of time. But if this energy drink works i will watch a Cronenberg movie later so I have to survive