alexzabel

[alexzabel]

Love can be pretty difficult.. You risk a lot of things when you fall in love with someone and sometimes you don't know if you should start a relation or not

The name of the game- ABBA

I've seen you twice, in a short time

Only a week since we started

It seems to me, for every time

I'm getting more open-hearted

I was an impossible case

No-one ever could reach me

But I think I can see in your face

There's a lot you can teach me

So I wanna know..

What's the name of the game?

Does it mean anything to you?

What's the name of the game?

Can you feel it the way I do?

Tell me please, 'cause I have to know

I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk

And you make me feel

And you make me show

What I'm trying to conceal

If I trust in you, would you let me down?

Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?

Could you feel the same way too?

I wanna know..

The name of the game

I have no friends, no-one to see

And I am never invited

Now I am here, talking to you

No wonder I get excited

Your smile, and the sound of your voice

And the way you see through me

Got a feeling, you give me no choice

But it means a lot to me

So I wanna know..

What's the name of the game? 

[alexzabel]

As I said before, I dont have many friends.. And sometimes I have flashbacks of when I did have them which makes me feel kinda sad and lonely

This song is from Dear Evan Hansen, one of my favourite musicals

End of May or early June

This picture-perfect afternoon we share

Drive the winding country road

Grab a scoop at À La Mode

And then we're there

An open field that's framed with trees

We pick a spot and shoot the breeze

Like buddies do

Quoting songs by our favorite bands

Telling jokes no one understands

Except us two

And we talk and take in the view

All we see is sky for forever

We let the world pass by for forever

Feels like we could go on for forever this way

Two friends on a perfect day

We walk a while and talk about

The things we'll do when we get out of school

Bike the Appalachian trail or

Write a book or learn to sail

Wouldn't that be cool?

There's nothing that we can't discuss

Like girls we wish would notice us but never do

He looks around and says to me

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be"

And I say, "Me too"

And we talk and take in the view

We just talk and take in the view

All we see is sky for forever

We let the world pass by for forever

Feels like we could go on for forever this way, this way

All we see is light for forever

'Cause the sun shines bright for forever

Like we'll be alright for forever this way

Two friends on a perfect day

And there he goes

Racing toward the tallest tree

From far across the yellow field I hear him calling, "Follow me" There we go

Wondering how the world might look from up so high

One foot after the other

One branch then to another

I climb higher and higher

I climb 'til the entire

Sun shines on my face

And I suddenly feel the branch give way

I'm on the ground

My arm goes numb

I look around

And I see him come to get me

He's come to get me

And everything's okay

All we see is sky for forever

We let the world pass by for forever

Buddy, you and I for forever this way, this way

All we see is light

'Cause the sun burns bright

We could be alright for forever this way

Two friends

True friends

On a perfect day

[alexzabel]

My favourite movie, book and musical is Matilda. I think it describes perfectly the struggles you have to go through when you are not only a kid but also an adult.

When I grow up,

I will be tall enough to reach the branches

That I need to reach to climb the trees

You get to climb when you're grown up.

And when I grow up,

I will be smart enough to answer all

The questions that you need to know

The answers to before you're grown up.

And when I grow up,

I will eat sweets every day,

On the way to work, and I will

Go to bed late every night.

And I will wake up

When the sun comes up, and I

Will watch cartoons until my eyes go square,

And I won't care 'cause I'll be all grown up.

When I grow up (x 4)...

I will be strong enough to carry all

The heavy things you have to haul

Around with you when you're a grown up.

And

When I grow up (x 3)...

I will be brave enough to fight the creatures

That you have to fight beneath the bed

Each night to be a grown up.

And when I grow up,

I will have treats every day,

And I'll play with things that mum pretends

That mums don't think are fun.

And I will wake up

When the sun comes up and I

Will spend all day just lying in the sun.

And I won't burn 'cause I'll be all grown up.

When I grow up...

(Ms. Honey:)

When I grow up,

I will be brave enough to fight the creatures

That you have to fight beneath the bed

Each night to be a grown up.

When I grow up...

(Matilda:)

Just because you find that life's not fair, it

Doesn't mean that you just have to grin and bear it.

If you always take it on the chin and wear it, nothing will change.

Just because I find myself in this story,

It doesn't mean that everything is written for me.

If I think the ending is fixed already,

I might as well be saying I think that it's OK,

And that's not right!

[alexzabel]

Im kind of a loner and thats ok but sometimes i wish I could have someone to talk to. I lost a lot of people these last years and it still hurts me to even think about it.

This is a song from a show called Lazy town

What if your friends just don't want to be friends

But you need to believe it's not really the end

And you've been pulled apart, but you know in your heart

That you want to reach out, but don't know where to start?

I really regret the things that we've said

It's hard to forget, but I hope that...

We will be friends tomorrow

Right to the end, and then we will

Wipe away tears and sorrow

If we can be friends

Again.

I remember the way we would hang out all day

And whatever we did always turned out okay.

One thing is for sure, and everyone knows

That we should stay close, and I hope that...

We will be friends tomorrow

Right to the end, and then we will

Wipe away tears and sorrow

If we can be friends.

I know it's true

Nothing can last forever

But still I feel

This friendship will last

Just like in the past.

We will be friends tomorrow

Right to the end, and then we will

Wipe away tears and sorrow

If we can be friends.

If we can be friends again.

[alexzabel]

So... I found a song that really moved me. Its from a series called Big mouth; I used to watch it bec it made me laugh but this song has some truth in it and thats why I like it

Love doesn't last forever

It will die and break your heart

And you can’t have a sexual awakening

Without tearin' lives apart

Take your mom for granted

And you'll lose her in due time

The only way to dull life’s pain

Is to get stone out of your mind

[Pre-Chorus]

Whoo!

[Chorus]

Life is a fucked up mess

Life is a fucked up mess

Life is a fucked up mess

Oh, it's a shit show

[Verse 2]

Never share your feelings

Or life will kick you in the face

Sometimes everything moves so fast

You throw up all over the place

Children grow up and abandon you

To die broken and alone

Scallops take ya to paradise

But your asshole will atone

[Pre-Chorus]

Whoo!

[Chorus]

Life is a fucked up mess

People are horrible

Life is a fucked up mess

Life is a fucked up mess

Oh, it's a shit show

It's always heartbreak and misery

Life is a fucked up mess

Whoo!

Life is a fucked up mess

No one is truly happy

Life is a fucked up mess

[Outro]

And it doesn't get any better when you're dead

Ha ha ha