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You make me scream, you make me shout.

You make me feel alive whilst killing me.

You are my sun but also my sadness.

You destroy me you build me.

I dont know if i should love or hate you.

Tell me what u are so i can decide am i in love or in pain steeped ...

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You came into my life out of the blue and you showed me what it means to fall in love what it means to be in love... you showed me who i was and what it means to be me!!!

You showed me! Me!

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Manipulation and Self Worth

Today I was at my local bookstore and I came across the self help book Beautiful Justice  which talks about the life and self discovery of human rights activist Brooke Axtell.

Were I am from the are a lot of things that I take for granted i.e. safety, home , loving family etc. but after reading the book and of course in regards with recent events i realized it is not true. The world is a dark and cruel and manipulative place that makes humans stronger or weaker that either destroys them or lifts them so high they can touch heaven. The difference between failure and success is one thing, self worth and self love. 

Someone that acknowledges their worth and their self importance is bound to be more pro active and more self respective because they know what they are meant to do. They know what they are worth and they know what they deserve. Don’t be the person that thinks about alternatives; YOU DONT NEED THEM! Be the person that makes the alternatives instead and allows other people to follow along the path. Be the person that little kids look up to and adults are envy of. Show them what you are made of. 

MANIPULATION:

Now I am sure you’ll ask: what do these two have in common? Well... a lot. On first glance they are oxymoron’s, completely opposing statements but if you look deeper you will realize something: people are being manipulated not to know their worth. They are made to people they are less than they are. Manipulation comes in different forms either through relationships either through friends or even family. Have you ever heard someone tell you: ‘You should do want you want just know it would be hard for your mom to accept it?’ yes this is manipulation. They are trying to convince you through emotional blackmail. They use your compassion and love against you. Don’t let them control you! Your compassion is it used for you or them? 

Self love is important because if you know what you are worth them it is so much easier for you to refuse control. You don’t need anyone else but yourself to know what you are. Only you know who you are! Embrace it! Appreciate it! Flaunt it! 

Be your beautiful, unique self because let me tell you. You are worth it! 

If anyone is suffering please contact someone, and let them now... support yourself and show your mind and body love. You deserve it. You deserve respect and you deserve to love yourself. 

If anyone needs any help please know I am always here and always happy to help. Or else please talk to your family or friends or anyone who can help you!!! 

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We looked at each other way to long to be ‘just friends’ and we laughed way too long to be acquaintances

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BE EVERYONE REPOST AND SHARE RAISE AWARENESS FOR ALL OF THIS !!!! 💔🤦‍♀️🥺

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When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Henri Nouwen

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Did I breathe? Did I?

Did I sleep?

Did I eat?

Did I cheat? Did I?

Did I do something wrong?

Did I hit the peak? Did I?

Did I feel?

Did I steal?

No, I didn't do anything but love

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Can your knees give out from prayin' so hard? (Prayin' so hard)

Can you go blind from cryin' in the dark? (In the dark)

Was it ever really real

If he don't feel like I feel?

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I may look like a feable weak woman, but i have the heart a stomach of a king!

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I find it incredibly appalling how we are in the 21st century and still dealing with issues like racism. When will humanity learn ? How many more people need to be killed for us to realise that everyone is the same. Everyone was born to be equal. And more importantly everyone was born to be human. To live freely and to the fullest. How can you excpect humanity to prosper and advance if the people that are meant to keep us safe put us in more danger? Everyone is supposedly fighting for equality but when the time comes people turn a blind eye. That’s not how things are supposed to be! People should be equal! They should be free! And they should live in a world, a country where they can have both! Fight for it! Fight for those people! Fight for the mother that is afraid to let her child walk down the street praying that they’ll be fine ! Fight for the father afraid to let his child go out at night because he may not return! This is not the world we should be living in! This is not the world that i want to be living in! RAISE YOUR VOICE AND FIGHT FOR THIS ! RAISE YOUR VOICE FOR THE PEOPLE THAT DO NOT HAVE A VOICE! Be heard be brave and fight this!

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Ever feel so low you can’t even think ? 🥺

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You guys I’m so damn sometimes yesterday night we were arguing with my sister and it was dark so I went to get off the bed. Whilst doing so i had some pencils on the floor so i stepped off the bed and poofff.....i jam the pencils in my leg��� so yeah now that we are speaking there are 3 pencil tops in my leg....

Let’s just say its not pretty !!!!!

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They say follow your heart, But what if your heart is broken in millions od pieces which road do you follow ?

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Do not stop my growth because you are unable to understand it.

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What do you guys think ?

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I needed you and you left....

When we first met you said you’ll be there but when that time came you left, without goodbye, without a simple explanation.

You left me there, broken and sad.

I needed you and you left that was enough to show me the real you