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My brain is trying to kill me, so I’m trying to smoke it into submission.

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If vaccines caused autism, a LOT more people would be able to understand me.

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I will never stop saying that Dr. Leonard McCoy making his way through a 20th century hospital is one of the funniest things ever committed to film.

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I love the film quality in a lot of 1960’s movies. The colors are gorgeous. 🤩

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Took the past couple days off because of too much pain. When it’s this bad, the only way to make it tolerable is to get so stoned I can barely walk. I’m glad I have the weekend to recover. I hope I do.

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It’s such a strange thing to happen to someone who loves food so much, but it’s like a switch flips off in my brain and the idea of eating is suddenly repulsive. Sometimes I can find something still enjoyable enough to choke down. Sometimes I can’t. Today, I managed to eat breakfast. That’s it. I didn’t need much weed for pain today, but I’m hoping getting high will help me eat. It’s worked before. There are so many therapeutic benefits for me using cannabis, I sincerely thank God for this good medicine.

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Having a body is weird and annoying.

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Abbott and Costello Meet Frankenstein (1948) is one of the greatest films ever made and I won’t hear otherwise.

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I might not be “raisins in the potato salad” white, but I have to admit, I’m definitely “likes mayo too much” white.

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I try to pay attention to how my cravings are trending because when my brain suddenly decides I can’t eat something any more, it doesn’t matter if I can’t afford more groceries. Lately the only thing I really want to eat is trash. So I bought ENOF shake-on vegetable supplement and Vade protein packs. At least I’m getting actual nutrition.

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Dune has been my favorite novel since I was a kid and now Denis Villeneuve’s adaptation, too, feels like visiting old friends.

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You’d think someone who loves food as much as I do wouldn’t have trouble making myself eat, but some days are really hard. Thank God for cannabis.

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The felidae family are the most beautiful animals to walk this earth, and I include Homo sapiens in this statement.

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How do I learn to trust again? I mean that literally. What are the best predictors that someone is trustworthy? One of my autistic traits is I can’t read most cues or hints. I’m forced to rely on the other person to tell me plainly and truthfully where I stand with them. But my experience is people in relationships will not do that. They’ll lie, repeatedly, for years. So how can I tell if they’re being honest or dishonest? What are some things to look out for?

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The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension (1984) is one of the coolest movies I’ve ever seen my life and I can’t believe I didn’t know about this when I was a kid.

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I bet Stilgar could give you the most confidence-boosting hug you ever had.

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Ordered pizza because I fucking made it to Thursday.