Sung into the dark
guided
Drifting now
Swish and lay back
in buckets of black
Grab me
Have me
Take me
Rough hands
and rug burn on the knees
It was quite close
but never enough
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angered with
the hottest
sweetness
calculating
my weakness to be
greater
than my good sense
i am
a nighttime bloom
a brush dripping in
warm, dream breath
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I heard that a man jumped from the sixth floor of the library yesterday evening
to his death.
I wasn’t surprised something like that had happened.
I remembered five or six years ago when a student at the college I attended had jumped from the top of the garage complex
to his death.
I wrote about it for the school newspaper.
I spoke to the coroner
and the police
about it.
It was a sad thing.
They used an industrial-strength water hose to wash away the blood and white chalk outline on the sidewalk he fell to
the sidewalk I used every morning to get to class.
I guess that one in particular just stuck with me more than the others.
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I can’t say that I always do the right thing
I’m not even sure if I know what that means
I’d like to be someone who’s honest and tough
And I fear that I’m close, but I’m not close enough
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When it hits me I cry
streams of love
Trails of light and dust
booming bliss
wood winds and chimes
flowing inside me
I can feel it all
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It warmly washed over me
Green bath water,
baby pink memory,
jasmine strong as spider silk
You were a holiday
and spirits were high
Rain falling down the gutter
Silverware clanking
Fire crackling
Humming tires toward Vegas
The sounds I heard when you woke me just to tell me you loved me
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Take me to the crisp, cold, harsh, night air
I slept across from you, and in the morning
Once everyone had left
You kissed me from behind until I turned to face you
And I let myself go
We walked for miles and I couldn’t feel my legs
My hands were ice, and my voice gin-dry
And you took pictures of me
We kept sun-dried pavement
White noise and jackets
Coffee brewing into the early afternoon
And the way we saw one another when we were loving
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The way you smell,
a mix of sweat and nervousness.
I can remember it even when you aren't around.
How you look when you're deep in your own thoughts,
you seem less frightened mulling them over.
Most at ease, alone.
It's fucking ridiculous,
what I notice,
what I remember,
what I can't forget.
It would be a pleasure to stop, and maybe learn someone new.
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I can’t seem to remember how it felt to be pulled back into bed
Because my absence was so horrible, and leaving was the worst I could do
Clutching me so close
Sighing so sweetly
But maybe I do
And maybe parts of my body crack when I think about them, and I worry that one day I will break
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"Life is beautiful” they say. When people leave, when people die, when dreams fade with sunlight, that is a part of life. I wouldn’t say that those parts of life are beautiful. Life is also painful, embarrassing, unnerving, and uncertain. For every good moment, there is a bad one. There aren’t any “meant to be’s” or “destinies.” Life doesn’t give you things to “learn” from. Life happens randomly. Horrible things happen. You take them as they come and hope that for every bad experience, a good one will eventually come. You understand how important it is to appreciate the good things. You realize there is no rhyme or reason. You just, hope.
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I catch glimpses of it in day dreams
Believing the slaps of water against rocks are a lullaby
And the afternoon light reflects a collection of rose-tinged memories that will, but haven’t happened yet
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I imagine falling into you, naked and waking slowly
Fading in as I remember you before we were in love
A glow of newness
We filled empty spaces with hues of gold
And I heard music in the dead of night
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In struggle I awaken
In pain I grow wise
In loneliness I am free
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Love never dies of a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds. It dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings, but never of a natural death.
Anais Nin (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
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I don’t think something has to last forever to be successful.
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I can't fix you
or make you forget
but I can offer my arms
I can show you I still smile
try to understand the nothingness you feel
tell you that life goes on in different ways
and my love for you bends in shapes that fit together in more ways than one
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