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Soap: "Are you mad?"

Ghost: "No"

Soap: "So sharpening knives at 2AM is just a hobby?"

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Broken love, unforgiving

{This is a small portion to some OC lovestory I have going on}

If anything I guess you could say I'm glad he hates me, the feeling has started to become neutral. This is how things should be, as sad as it is. "Is that all?" He asked. If I am feeling something...I don't know what it is that I'm feeling. I just know it hurts. "That's all you have to say? Why aren't you yelling at me? If I had said this a few weeks ago you'd be angry and sad. Questioning what you did wrong! Y-you'd even be blaming yourself!" I don't want to be the cause of Al having a panic attack, I had changed a lot in a short span of time, I know that. But he's the one who caused such harsh changes. I wasn't going to sit back and take the blame and question what I did wrong, when I did nothing wrong.

I pulled him over to me and held him close. I rubbed his back and stroked his hair, eventually stopping and just resting a hand on his head. I tried to comfort him but I wasn’t too sure what to do. I couldn’t properly comfort someone who I no longer loved, no longer cared for, someone I wanted dead.

"Sigh Well it's because I've changed. A lot has changed about me these past few weeks and I'm starting to realize that maybe…you were one of the biggest mistakes in my life.” It hurts to say that. “I don't know what to feel towards you anymore. I should hate you, but I can't. I want to love you, but I can't. And I want to care for you, hug you, hold you, and kiss you, but I can't. I can't feel anything towards you, I've gone numb towards you...I think I’m starting to give up. I can’t bring myself to fake those feelings towards you anymore. Please accept the truth, for once in your life." I could feel his tears go through my shirt. "given up..?" He asked so weakly. Al’s voice was shaky and upset. I don't know if he's so angry he's crying, or if he's really just that sad over me. Either way I felt awful. "Yes, I've given up." "But why...? I've tried to make it work...I-I mean you said it yourself-" "I know what I said. I want us to work, but we will never work. And that's the sad truth. Maybe we were meant to be in a different life but in this life it's obvious that right now, here in the present, we’re not meant to be. Not friends, not lovers, not even enemies." "but..." He gripped weakly onto my arm. “I know it's hard and I know you've put so much effort into us while I've put in not enough effort. But I think from the very moment we met you knew that there were going to be issues, whether it had been sooner, or later." 

Al grabbed my shoulders. I still couldn't muster up much emotion. I recognized my words hurt him but I still didn't know how to comfort him. "Please we can make us work. I knew from the very start that you were very unwell and that we just might have issues in the future, but I've been willing to work through it, I always have been." This is why I don't say what's on my mind and talk about my feelings, he’s not understanding what I mean, but then again, neither do I. "I can tell you've changed and I'm sorry I didn't realize before, I know I've been pretty selfish but..." "I'm willing to listen. If it is something that is inappropriate, I won't hear it. I won’t talk to you if you’re just talking about how you feel, this affects both of us." He nodded teary eyed, I felt bad. I shouldn’t be rude towards him but he’s going to end up saying something that shouldn't be said in this type of situation. "I just want us to work, I want what we had back. I fucked up, I hurt you, I said some bad things. But you did too! Why don't you see that!?" "I do. I know I've said some bad things and I know I've done some bad things as well, I've just accepted it and moved on. I don't know what else to do or to tell you." He paused for a moment, actually taking the time to think about what he was going to say. "I want to help you in any way possible, you mean the world to me. I've been trying to calmly tell you this but I can't control my emotions anymore, and you know this." Of course I do. He’s always been pretty emotional. "I do know. You've always been very emotional, but that's not a bad thing. There's just so much wrong with me, it wouldn't work." He still seemed hopeful. I sighed. "Al, darling...if it didn't work back then, what makes you think it'll work now?" He went quiet again, unsure of what to say. I’m sure though he has a lot he wants to say. “I’m trying to be nice about this, I really am. I know I haven’t been but I’m still trying to. So please, accept it and move on. For me?” “Okay..”

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Anna one-shot

This is a (edited) draft from my Wattpad, it's from my Creepypasta one-shot book. I plan to post more stuff like this in the future

Anna always had an awkward length for her hair. She hated it. She struggled with styling it and oftentimes just quit taking care of it all together. She let it go and never messed with it. She brushed it some days but other than that she never bothered with it. 

When Anna had met Y/n she never really bothered with speaking to them. Anna wasn't really given too much attention anyway. She was considered a background character and liked it like that. She didn't have too many friends and had plenty of time to herself. That's how she preferred things to be.

Y/n liked hanging around the little Creeps because the children were just kinda drawn to them and would always be begging them to hang out and play. After the annoying five minutes of begging, Y/n would cave in, always. The littles would play with their dolls or whatever they wanted to while Y/n messed with their hair, whether it was braids or just ponytails. The kids loved it and eventually even the older Creeps would have their hair done by Y/n once in a blue moon. And it didn't take long for Anna to hear about this either. While she had given up on her hair a long time ago she decided to approach Y/n and was rather shy about it too.

Maybe it was because she felt like she should know how to do her hair at her age or maybe because she didn't like asking for help, she stood in front of Y/n embarrassed and nervous. 

"Can I help you?" Y/n asked. Anna nodded. It was like her words had just kinda left her throat and she didn't know how to speak anymore. "What is it?" The more Y/n asked questions the more Anna was getting nervous. Y/n smiled, it was a small and soft smile. One that could make anyone feel welcomed. How was someone like that here in this place? Anna didn't know but she was feeling a bit more welcomed. 

"...could..you do my hair..?" Y/n took a moment to process what Anna had just said because she had barely spoken above a whisper and also Y/n wasn't sure if they were hearing her properly. Up until now Y/n hadn't heard much about Anna and rarely saw her too. But that didn't really matter too much. "Sure." They patted the spot right in front of them, letting Anna know that she could sit there. "I'll be right back, I'm going to get a hair brush and water bottle. Alright?" Anna nodded slightly and waited very patiently. 

She had given up on her hair a long time ago. It seemed to barely grow and in all honestly she never knew what she was doing anyway. She had tried a low pony tail but that was only when she couldn't get her hair to stay out of her face. She was excited to actually be able to not only spend time with someone but to, in her mind, be pampered. 

When Y/n walked back into the room they had a hair brush, water bottle and some rubber bands just in case. They sat back down behind Anna and started to brush her hair. Anna had somewhat damaged hair, with split ends and what seemed like fried ends as well. But Y/n wasn't a hair expert and wasn't sure if that was true or not. They just knew that they were going to style her hair. "Do you have any requests?" "No...do what you'd like." "Alright." 

As Y/n brushed and played with Anna's hair they had decided to keep it simple. Just giving her a braid. But while they worked both Y/n and Anna had talked. Y/n had been curious about the girl since not many people really spoke to her and she seemed to keep her distance or not be around at all. They were happy to accompany Anna and Anna was happy to accompany them. It was nice. Almost like they had known each other for years. 

When Y/n had finished Anna's hair she allowed her to go find a mirror and look in it. Anna had come back with a smile on her face. A bright happy smile. She had never been able to do her hair by herself and the fact someone had been willing to do something so small such as this really made her day. She gave Y/n a big hug, something she hadn't done in years and thanked them over and over again. She was truly just filled with joy. 

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Cassandra: Pico can I have the netflix password

Cassandra: I know you changed it

Pico: YOU BLEW UP OUR FUCKING HOUSE

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Cassandra being extra petty when mad at Cyclops

Cassandra: Cyril

Cyclops: Whispering shut the fuck up

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Pico: feels an emotion

Pico: Who in the fuck authorized this

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Cassandra: Goodnight to men that don't lie. Hope the rest of you get sleep paralysis<3

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Some art I drew within the past year at school (since I'm about to go back✌️) three are my own OCs, ask questions if you'd like

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I've wrote fanfictions for years and I was lowkey thinking about writing on here now, just random stuff for all sorts of fandoms (smut/fluff/platonic/romantic)

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that is a total mood, inhaler is a must if i even think about runnin

[On a jog]

Jeff: Come on BEN, you can keep up!

BEN, heaving: Jeff, I am literally so fucking out of shape, like even Internet Explorer could probably run faster than me.

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Baby girl indeed

My baby girl Luis Serra

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Hanzou: Shoutout to everyone who simply cannot work at an even, steady pace, and instead vacillates between frenzied hyperworkmode and a near-catatonic state of existential dread and avoidance

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Anytime I see new fanart of them or Alucard I go fucking feral! Ten / Ten makes my day

Hanzou

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this had me cackling, i think it's time to get off tumbler

based off a concerning stock photo

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Fucking true

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fav pasta

ben!! my favourite greasy gamer :3

fun fact; he was my favourite for a good while when i was like 11ish

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Congrats to the sexyman king