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#reason75 God is greater than my ups and downs/ God is great her than the highs and lows - Romans 8: 28-39. Thank you to @sohotattoomalaga for taking the time to tattoo me today! #reasonnr75 #reason_nr75 #newtattoo #god #godisgreaterthanthehighsandlows #religion #semicolonproject #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography (ved Málaga, Spain)

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#reason74 things that makes me feel good about myself #reasonnr74 #reasonnr_74 365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project #booty #lace #stockings #curves #bodypositive

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#reason74 things that makes me feel good about myself. #reasonnr74 #reasonnr_74 #booty #stockings #butt #🍑 #denim #lacestockings #thighs #workingmycurves #curves #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project

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I upped my new medication today. So I’m taking it easy at @starbucks_malaga, using the day to do some post production. #workworkwork #lifewithepilepsy #postproduction #school #me (ved PLAZA Picasso Malaga)

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#reason73 for most parts of my life I’ve been a little chunky. Being a 90’s kid, my ideal body image is based of off Britney, Spice Girls, Avril, early Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood. Basically long haired, fit, b-c cup girls. I’ve always, my entire life felt that women that looks like this is more attractive then anyone else. Which has, for some parts of my life, made me feel like shit about myself. In 2012, when fitspo really took of I started working out regularly and lost about 20 kgs to what I’m currently weighing in at(that took two years). I was still not pleased with my weight loss, and the only thing saving me from a major eating disorder was the fact that I was training for the World Championship in long distance dogsleding. So when the snow came and both my mom and stepdad had nagged me about eating for awhile, I started eating candy and sugar again. In 2015 when I met my horrible ex, I planned on continuing my workout routine, because I enjoy working out and using my body... but because of circumstances I stopped. The next summer I had a miscarriage and weren’t allowed to do anything straining, and the bloodloss really weren’t working in my favor at the point. So I’ve gone almost three years without my regular workout routine. My body hurts in places it should not hurt, like in the sway of my back and my shoulders. My butt is a total mess, and lets just not talk about my tummy flabs at all. Funny how when you lose yourself you gain fat. Lalz #punpun but also insight and knowledge. I will from now on take my body back. #takingmybodyback #reasonnr73 #reasonnr_73 #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project #bodypositivity #bodypositive

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I probably need to get a life... stop doing things like this alone... idek #feels (ved PLAZA Picasso Malaga)

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#reason72 I just gonna take this moment and be proud of myself. I’ve been talking about traveling around and taking pictures of stray cats to make a photo series of it, and this is the first picture of hopefully many pictures. Also, like this cat I have persisted through the many hardships that I’ve had to face. Even with a part of her ear missing, this cat still knows how to enjoy a good sunbathe and to be vary of strangers that might do her harm. But she is still curious, and trustworthy enough to stay still for long enough so I could get som good pictures. #reasonnr72 #reasonnr_72 #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project #cat #strays #survivor (ved Málaga, Spain)

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#reason71 it’s so nice being a place just to take pictures of everything, and not having to deal with everything else for a little while. #reasonnr71 #reasonnr_71 #lark #architecture #windows #spain #españa #malaga #visitspain #seaside #touristphotography #makingathingy #aloneintheworld #wanderlust #wanderlost #travelphotography #travellingthroughtheworld #travelling #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project (ved Málaga, Spain)

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Going back to Norway to Norwegian coffee is going to be so sad #coffeeholic #coffee (ved Málaga, Spain)

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I’m so tired, my neighbors kept me awake until 2:30am #spainhasTHINwalls #thinwalls #loudcouple #selfie #me #loadsofhair (ved Málaga, Spain)

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Shitty pictures go to this instagram. I freaked so much out when I realized they have parrots here. WILD PARROTS! So I shoot so many pictures of them that I forgot how to use my camera in the process (because of the freak out) #birds #parrot #malaga #visitspain (ved Málaga, Spain)

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First thing first, got my extensions weaved on today. There was so much with my long hair that I loved, and then in then I just chopped it all of in 2016... then a year later.... in yet another freak out I shaved off basically 70% of my hair. I am so extremely thankful to the lady that put on my weaves today, you can’t even imagine. #hair #rapunzelofsweden #selfie #feels #tumbling #hairextension (ved Málaga, Spain)

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Dayum, æ r så sliten #me #feels (ved Málaga, Spain)

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#reason70 ; because good times are not hard to come by with the right people #reasonnr70 #reasonnr_70 #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #someinfinitiesarebiggerthanothers #blackandwhitephotography #blackandwhite #ShekhMaShierakiAnni #goodtimes #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project

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#reason69 should probably have something to do with sex. But it doesn’t. It has to do with school. I’m so thrilled that I’m finally out of the hospital, so even though I got the flu and are taking even more drugs then before, I’m getting my ass to school. #reasonnr_69 #nerd #reasonnr69 #365reasons #365reasonsnotto #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnottodie #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #suicideawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthproject #depressionawareness #photographyproject #instagramphotography #nikond7200 #nikonphotography #photography #photos #scandinavianphotographers #photobook #photobook_project #backtoschool #school

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I need more painkillers #selfie #me #fluseasonsucks #🤧

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Baby Denahi ❤️ #huskies #husky #alaskanhusky @real_xolor_freak