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“why are you like that” well i picked up that big book of illustrated greek myths as a kid and i’ve been this way ever since

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he really went (｡ŏ_ŏ)

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Rules: Answer questions and tag blogs you are contractually obligated to know better. Thanks for the tag, @massivegothdreamerpanda !

Name: Jeremy/Jamie

Pronouns: He/him

Star Sign: Sagittarius

Height: 5'10 

Time Currently: 3:56 a.m.

Birthday: December 10th

Favorite Bands/Groups: One Direction, Panic! At the Disco, Semisonic, Den-Mate, Plain White T's, Cherry Glazerr, idk my tastes change a lot. 

Favorite Solo Artists: Jesus. Uh… Taylor Swift (don't @ me), Harry Styles (seriously, don't @ me), Hozier, Billie Eilish, Adele, Bruno Mars, Ariana Grande, Frank Ocean, Angel Olsen, Madonna, SO many others, jfc. 

Song stuck in your head: lmaooo!  Boys, by Charli XCX, no joke. (Also add her to the fave solo artists list.)

Last movie you watched: Legally Blond, this afternoon w my partner, but it was w zoning-out pick bc we were both tired, so imma add Three Days of the Condor, bc I saw it for the first time recently and was fucking blown away. 

Last show you binged: The Untamed. Taking my previously-referenced partner through it and he loves (obviously). We've been doing 1-3 a day. We're on Episode 38. 😎

When you created your blog: A few weeks ago lolol. But I had one for a couple of years that I deleted for safety reasons last April, and it's fucking staggering how different it feels after spending so much time on twitter for the last few months. Plus I think social media has changed a lot with the pandemic. A lot of my friends and old followers are almost exclusively on Insta or Snap now, which are apps I'm just never gonna be into. 

Last thing you googled: Fuck. Um. I'm gonna skip this one. (But it was for science, promise.)

Why I chose my URL: Just my morbid sense of humor. I'm still having some trouble looking in the mirror and joking helps me feel brave I guess.

Do you get asks: Not like I used to, or like I did when I attempted having a curiouscat blog. The ones I do get are from my friends, and they're ones my friends know for sure I'm not going to answer lolol. 

How many people are you following: 94 rn.

How many followers do you have: Just 42 so far. 

Average hours of sleep: Around six. I can't sleep too long bc I'm prone to bgl drops and waking up with one sucks. I take a midday nap to compensate if I can. 

Instruments: None really. I played the flute for two years in middle school (*insert obvious gay joke here*) and can tap out a couple of pieces on the piano, but don't play either instrument well. 

Currently wearing: Black sweats, a gray T-Shirt, and an ankle boot (they took off my cast early, yay!!!).

Dream Job: Novelist. 

Dream Trip: Exploring the UK, or a Mediterranean cruise. 

Favorite food: Damn, idk. All of them? I'm big into Mexican food bc I can adapt so many recipes for my diet--and bc I'm from California, probably. But I had a chicken pho soup today I almost cried over, it was so good. (Did I mention? I also got my wires removed early! I've got bands now. They still suck and I can't yet really eat the kinds of solids you have to chew but OH MY GOD the improvement! And I can really kiss Gabe now!!!! ...well, kiss him better. lolol)

Top three fictional universes you'd like to live in: Is it fucked up if I say Harry Potter? (😩 Predicated on the Death of the Author ofc.) And maybe More's Utopia, or Narnia. Oh, can I live in The Untamed universe? Because there, frfr.

Consider yourself tagged if you want to do this! 

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I don’t know who needs to hear this but you CAN and SHOULD terminate a doctor patient relationship at any time if you are dissatisfied with their service or uncomfortable in anyway.

I stopped seeing an allergist who said “Get rid of the cats and put that dog outside” as response to a description of my allergies, without ever giving me an allergy test.

(My next allergist actually did his due diligence and discovered that half the reason I couldn’t breathe was because I had allergic scar tissue in my sinuses).

I stopped seeing a gastroenterologist when he didn’t make an effort to learn my name, familiarize himself with the treatments I had tried that did not work, or read the list of known medicine allergies attached to my chart.

(He asked me when my last colonoscopy was LESS THAN 48HRS AFTER HE PERFORMED IT and re-prescribed me a medication that had hospitalized me)

I stopped seeing a certain psychologist because, despite my complaints about the damage that it was doing to my stomach lining, he wasn’t willing to switch my meds in favor of something less destructive.

(My next psychiatrist agreed to see me WEEKLY while she weaned me off the meds he had put me on, and spent months checking in with me and tweaking my medications until we found a medication that helped my depression sufficiently without killing my stomach.)

Don’t pay to see doctors who refuse to run tests!

Don’t pay to see doctors whose bedside manner makes you uncomfortable.

Don’t pay to see doctors who ignore your complaints about medications.

Don’t pay to see bad doctors!

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man sometimes i forget that some people aren’t even a little bit queer.

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making gifs is a whole experience because you notice EVERYTHING and right now im having a crisis over wei wuxian smiling once he notices lan wangji is smirking 

wwx is like “did he just move away from me 😔🥺" and then he notices lwj smirking im literally so sick

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Things I can't do with my jaw wired:

Eat solid foods.

Brush the inside of my teeth (or tongue).

Talk with any sort of clarity.

Forget to take these stupid wire shears anywhere in case I feel the sudden need to throw up (looking more like every day I have to force down baby food or broth or smoothies or mrps).

Eat solid foods.

Not resent anyone who gets to eat solid foods.

Kiss my partner properly.

Have sex with him the way I want.

Kiss my partner properly.

Have lots of sex with him the way I want.

Things I can do with my jaw wired shut:

Shove down all of my nerves regarding my doctor appointment in a few hours, and bitch about my wired jaw on tumblr.

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this goes so hard

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