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The Divine creator is punishing me and I don’t know why

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I’m getting burnt out from cvtting/carving

And I want to do something worse

Advice/ideas?

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Intro post:

THIS IS MY VENT ACC!!!

main: @theregretofgod

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Name: Lola (she/her)

Age: 16 (I’m a minor)

Religion: Catholic

I’ve been cvtting myself since I was 10 and I don’t plan on stopping~!

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Me n who :( ?

"Two hearts, one nest."

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I know I can still trust God but… I need comfort

Physical and emotional comfort

God is just leaving me to fight my demons while He watches

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I want to burn a cigarette on my hip or something

(I’m allergic to nicotine and don’t smoke so idk how tf I’m going to get my hands on a cig)

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I feel even prettier now that I’ve successfully been skipping lunch!

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I just want to be normal enough to be loved

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TRUST ISSUES CHARACTER ARC!!!

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Ever since my gf said she wants to report me to the counselor idk who to trust anymore :(

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Me looking at the bottle of Tylenol on my desk at 2am

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i don't think i will ever stop cutting. and i don't want to.

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Sad my acc was nuked again :(

Me when I cvt and it hurts

(that was the whole point in the first place)

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Water proof bandaids are a bitch to peel off 😭😭😭

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I cant even trust my gf anymore she wanted to report me to the counselor because ‘I’m a danger to myself’

For fuck’s sake

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God created me to not be loved

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Oh my god people just block DONT report