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Hello Jayvik truthers. I offer a devastating thought. Jayvik but to the song “Till Forever Falls Apart” by Ashe and FINNEAS.

Ok I’ll leave you to cry now🥲

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BRO- Tell me why I can’t tell if I’m decently emotionally intelligent or if I’ve got the emotional intelligence of a fucking PEANUT.

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Hey there Arcane fandom, I am in desperate need of new Jayvik fanfics. I’ve already read “A New Knife” and “Coming Home But Not To You” and now nothing reads quite as well😭

So yes! Suggestions plz! ❤️🫀❤️

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Haha something super not funny happened -

So hi it’s 2:00 in the morning rn and this is such a dumb post but I’m still weirded out so I’m gonna rant.

I tend to clean late so I hopped in the shower at like, 1:30 am. And then out of nowhere I get this twinge of pain near my heart and, idk if it was just me being freaked out, but I think my heart started beating weird or something? Idrk- I’ve got some history with WPW and arrhythmia but I honestly thought I was over that. It was treated and now I’m better so I just kind of assumed that I’m also better mentally-

But the pure fear I felt with that twinge. Girl I thought I had about 15 seconds before it was lights out for me. I guess medical issues still scare the ever loving fuck out of me. But ya, I decided to just sit on the floor for a while to try and remind myself that, no, I’m not fucking dying. But ya, got real freaked by that and my hands were all shaky and blah blah blah.

Probably should tell my therapist that I am, in fact, not over my medical trauma. Yippee ✨

Note: I went to put some tags and found that there is no tag for WPW! I guess not many people know what that is then? So WPW or Wolff-Parkinson-white syndrome is a problem with one’s heart that is caused by an extra electrical pathway being present. For me it cause a type of arrhythmia (incorrect beating pattern) called a delta wave. It had to be fixed with a surgery called an ablation which it where a surgeon sends catheters through your veins and into your heart so that they can burn the extra pathway. It can also be frozen but I think mine was burnt. Oddly enough, my doctor found that after my heart rate reached a certain bpm (forget what the number was), the pathway actually stopped working. It’s real interesting stuff but this first started when I was like- 9. So ya deeply traumatizing👍

I’ve actually never spoken to anyone who’s also had this- (Not that it’s too uncommon, I’ve just personally never met anyone else with it)

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Hello again internet strangers! I am still well aware that people don’t often view my page which is totally fine, however I will still address you as “guys”, “friends”, and occasionally, “chat”.

Anyway. UNUS ANNUS! I watched it when it came out in 2019! I’ve seen some people saying that they wished they had watched it when it was happening, which, ya, it was awesome 👍

But! I nearly missed it all! At the time, I was in middle school and for some reason my mom didn’t want me to watch it- (It wasn’t that bad…)

But anyway, ya my mom wasn’t thrilled with that being my favorite YouTube channel. So! To circumvent getting in trouble, I would watch it on my school iPad. I remember waiting til- was it 3:00 pm? I think three. But ya I remember waiting for each upload. 2019 was such a good year. Like the calm before the storm. 2025 has been absolute dog shit so far so ya- I’m lamenting my past lol.

What was your favorite unus annus video????

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Hello people, plz take this advice because I am sick of humans being stupid :)

-If you like someone just man the fuck up and tell them

-if you’re upset about something just fucking tell the person (respectfully ofc)

-take a goddamn breath- I mean Jesus is it really worth the energy it takes to be that mad???

-Please don’t explain the simplest of tasks to a woman just cause she’s a woman (I’ve had the dumbest shit be explained to me…)

-if you see someone and you don’t like what they’re wearing, that’s fine! Just don’t fucking tell them that????

-Don’t be a prick

-Don’t be a cunt

-If you’re a parent FEED YOUR GODDAMN KIDS???? ITS NOT AN OPTIONAL CHORE.

-Get therapy (this is for everyone)

I think that’s it for now but ya. Apparently many people don’t get all this so hopefully this helps lol❤️

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Something very odd has occurred!

I miss my dad-

I stayed at his house for a week cause my mom and sister got Covid- (parents are divorced btw) and now that they’re better, I’m back at home.

It took a lot of healing and counseling to get to where I am in my relationship with my dad, so the fact that I’ve spent so much time with him and now miss him is very new and oddly nice in a way. It obviously doesn’t feel great to miss him since he’s not here but again, I love that I can miss him now :)

But ya! Love my dad, he’s pretty cool 👍❤️

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Why do some people talk so loud? Usually it’s men but I’ve seen women do it too- like hey bro why r u screaming?

It’s actually really- what would the word be. Like- uncomfortable I suppose? But only because it’s really unpleasant to be so close to someone who’s unintentionally being so loud. MY EARS DUDE- MY EARS. And that’s some people’s default too, so even if you ask them to speak a bit quieter they will inevitably revert to being loud after like 3 minutes- it’s also worse when you’re in a car. Idk why but it feels like I’ve got pressure in my ears when it happens. Very weird 👍

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God- I love my sister, she’s so funny ❤️

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Girl I love tumblr. I can crash out so peacefully❤️

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HEY SO- AHHHH

CHAT IM SO COOKED.

I need to calm down. So anyway- now that I’ve freaked out a bit, I’ll explain to you why I’ve been spooked in the first place.

As you all know, I am OBSESSED with Arcane. I love absolutely everything about it! I’m particularly fixated on Jayvik cause omg cute✨

It is genuinely one of the most wholesome ships I’ve ever seen :,)

But anyway, I also do some lore digging. Anything to do with Jayce and Viktor, I KNOW IT. Ik the sweetmilk lore, ik about Giopara (hate him btw but his lack of potential with arcane Viktor makes me laugh lol), Ik it all! It just so happens that almost my entire family also likes arcane but they are indeed normal about it and the interest subsided after about a month. MINE SURE FUCKING DIDNT- (side note: I think I might have adhd and I’m pretty sure that I’m hyper fixating but no diagnosis so take that w/ a pinch of salt)

Anyway, I was talking to my dad about league right and he said he thought the game wasn’t supposed to be fleshed out, character wise. I then say that it actually does have a fair bit of background lore for the characters! (Cause, you know, I’ve read both Jayce and Viktors entire in game history). But then- oh but then….i start getting anxious. The only characters I’ve mentioned are Jayce and Viktor. WHAT IF MY DAD KNOWS I LIKE A GAY SHIP??? HES NOT EVEN A HOMOPHOBE!???? Idk why but I start sweating and getting jittery because I think that my dad can see right through me and now thinks I’m a freak. And you see, this is why I can’t explain that in League lore, Viktor gets kicked from the academy AND ITS JAYCES FAULT! (Hence why I do not like Giopara. He’s kinda a prick.) But ya- does anyone ever get really socially anxious when talking about even just the surface level of their hyper fixation? Cause I do. I think they want me to shut and and are gonna throw me in the ward or some shit- my mind tells me fun things :,)

On a much lighter note, Jayce TALIS is a sweetie and I love him. Viktor eats in both the game & the show❤️

Omg- League Jayce with arcane Viktor and arcane Jayce with league Viktor would be CATASTROPHIC LOL.

If you’ve read this entire rant, you are such a trooper, luv u pookie✨🫶❤️

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I made a Garten of BanBan oc because I thought it would be funny lol

Has anyone done this before? Surely some poor soul actually liked the games and wanted to unironically make an oc…

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Merry Christmas non-existent Tumblr audience! I would hypothetically love you!!! ❤️

(I think it’s fun to talk to myself lol)

OH ALSO!!! I GOT THE FUCKING ARCANE ART BOOK FOR CHRISTMAS AND I LITERALLY COULD NOT BE NORMAL ABOUT IT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG-

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Y’all have no idea how fucking ECSTATIC I am rn

I drew a good page of drawings today. Like they’re actually pretty decent and it was so relaxing-

I watched some Adam McIntyre and listened to music and omg….

I was actually pretty worried for a minute that I had lost my passion. But NAH. Just had a bit of dry spell for creativity!

I ALSO DREW VIKTOR FROM ARCANE AND IT LOOKS GOOD OMG.

Anyway! That’s all! Go draw something!❤️

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Omg two posts in one day! How exciting!

Anyway. Im miserable.

LOL. It’s true but ya- idk. I just feel kinda sad with a mix of light detestation. I have no idea why but my mom’s been so rude to me the whole day. I decided to blatantly ask, “Hey, are you mad at me???” And she said no- one thing I said slightly annoyed her (Which that thing I don’t really care to mend because I was telling her not to out someone as trans to their father😭) but apparently she wasn’t mad at me-

Ok- then why tf you being so froggy???? Also she just can’t handle the simplest of tasks without getting frustrated or overwhelmed. Which normally I’d be like, ya ok, that’s fine. We can learn how to deal with stressful situations…

…Um except we can’t because she’s 50 fucking years of age and it’s not her 18 year old daughter’s job to teach her BASIC FUCKING LIFE SKILLS.

Alright…that’s it…time to go be productive or some shit. (Thx for reading❤️)

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Hello tumblr people, which is to say, hey vix lol

Anyway! I have something to complain about/ dissect.

I am currently in a gap year with my last schooling having been high school right? And the only person I’ve kept in contact with is my best friend (Once again, hey 👋) and everyone else I’ve unfollowed or blocked. My question is this- why is it so scary to see a familiar face out in the wilderness that is social media? If someone I remember from high school finds my TikTok I block them faster than the fucking speed of light. I also hate when TikTok suggests that I follow people from high school- like no TikTok. I do not want to follow person number 5 that definitely didn’t like me. Like I said, I also unfollowed everyone I knew from high school on instagram except for a few people who I was a bit closer with. Also I would pull a 180 if I saw someone from school out in public. THEY WERE MEAN AND SCARY OK???

….i have social (media) anxiety :,)

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Help I’m so fucking brain rotted. It’s actually embarrassing so I’m not gonna explain the extent of it. But ya…how do I fill the hole in my cranium that would be left by scooping out the brain rot??? Ramen or something?

(I’m currently obsessed with Arcane and it’s slowly ruining my life :,)