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Exactly exactly

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I guess once you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up? Idk I always say that then shit ends up getting worse again anyway

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I just want to sleep forever

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I’m literally losing my mind man idek. I’m sitting here pondering these past few days bro idek what happened it’s so fucked up. I went to work I don’t even remember working, I relapsed on pills. I got taken advantage of and my body hurts. I want to disappear but I don’t even have the energy to get up and do anything. I just want to be better I guess. I feel like I’ve been such a horrible person lately maybe this is my karma? Idk I don’t think anyone deserves this. This just sucks. I hate my life I hate what I’ve let it become. I don’t know what to do or where to go from here.. at all. I need help. I just wish it was easier

Everything is just fucked up. And I feel as if I put myself in this position even when I try to do better I always fuck up I don’t know why. This hurts man. I wanna disappear so bad

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I’m done being stupid I think

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FUCK THEM ALL BUT US !!

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I’m alive not very well but whatever

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Once I give your girl the rizz face there’s no chance she’s coming back!

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Don’t lose yourself ever again

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Idgaf idgaf this life shit always been a joke now I’m really treating it as it is

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Fuck idk

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Like I’m a different person every day fr fr

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IM SORRY I BEEN INACTIVE AHHH

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I’ll always love looking into people’s bedrooms and getting an idea of the kinda person they are through the little trinkets or decor or lackthereof. You can tell so much by a person off what they chose to surround themselves by. Especially directly around the bed. The place where you rest your body and mind surrounded by the things you can either love or hate. It’s beautiful. And no matter how messy clean confusing or organized this image will be it’ll always be so beautiful to me. I love mess and I love stuff being everywhere and I love the human form and the human way of life. Forget to clean this up but overfixate on cleaning the mirrors every day before getting ready for work.

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Are you proud of what you’ve done with your life so far????

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Hai guys hai guys I’ve been sick as fuck my 21st bday passed and I SURVIVED ! Surprisingly and now here we r I gotta new cellphone and hopefully new number soon and hopefully whole new life

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IM BACK GUYS I GOT A NEW PHONE