just picturing myself skinny in my mind as i stroll around and talk with people and everyone is obsessed with how cute and sweet i am.
I really wanna make them think im so ethereal and pure that they could question my existence. And they have to feel almost blessed to know me in real life and spend time w me.
Like showing group pics to other friends and them asking "who is THIS girl?!"
i wanna be the type of person others cant believe actually exists outside of social medias, until they see me.
I want everyone to think i am an angel walking on earth.
I will have this when im skinny. I will be skinny.
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New ana website
Hii <3
I made an ana website, so check it out if u want and gimme feedback, hope u like it! I will also update it frequently and make it better, so yeah ^^
www.llikeanangel.com
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broke my fast at 21 hrs 50 mins w cold chicken tenders. worst purge experience in so long i stg
weighed in after work today at 283.8. slow and steady or whatever i guess
i work again tmrw from 7-3:30 so that’ll be good bc im on my feet the whole time. today i burned 815 cal!! and i didn’t even walk home bc it was pouring rain!!!
think i’m gonna restart my fast too and just take the L on getting any food down. i’ll have some juice for the sugar and call it a day.
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everytime you say “ fuck it i’ll start tomorrow” you know you won’t start tomorrow.
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I can't wait to look pretty in small clothes, no more fat spilling over!!
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that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”
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weighed in at 284.6 meaning im ending the month at 12.8 lost
could be worse i guess but this is kind of pathetic. at my size i should be able to drop 15-20 just fine. my body would survive just fine for WEEKS on all my fat if i was strong enough to do it. i need to lock the fuck in for june.
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