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Find me somewhere else!

I might return at another time, but I feel uncomfortable with the current state of this site, mainly AI & literally no moderation. I check in very rarely, you can ask for my Telegram or email if you need it! Just send an ask or DM with your contact details (NOT Discord, I quit using that, I love my privacy thank you)

My current main socials: Bluesky + FurAffinity + AO3

My site I always keep up to date, so you can't miss me through there!: ZJ's room (room-of-zj.carrd.co) + fun lil details if you like to click around

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Not that it really matters as I already post so little, but I haven't felt like posting here since the "car hammer bomb" (iykyk) controversy and then the other bullshit following soon after. But yeah I have gone on hiatus since I just never bothered to post about it lol. I only really use pillowfort for now, if Tumblr gets their shit together I'll consider being active again.

For now? Yeah I don't like what's going on so I ain't feeding the machine outside from rare occasions, now you know I guess!

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Year summary!

Hopefully Tumblr keeps this looking nice, happy new year! This year has been... A rollercoaster that crashed at the end that killed 20% of the riders. Let's hope for good health!

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Scorpion

“I appreciate that you trust me, truly. But you shouldn’t”

ZJ’s tone was relaxed and their pose was informal, one ear sloughed down, the other one upright and alert. Legs sloppily crossed in a comfortable manner. That red eye with the yellow slit pupil, their expression would’ve been impossible to read if it weren’t for the eyebrow giving them away each and every single time. ZJ looked confident, self-assured… they knew who was making the mistakes here. 

“How so?” She asked curiously, “You have yet to give me a reason not to, you’ve been quite considerate really, let alone for a demon. Even more so compared to other humans” She didn’t feel any intimidation from them, not they were trying to. Their height and power differences barely bothered her anymore.

ZJ gave her a bit of a sly glance, “Well, that’s your first issue. I’m not human, don’t compare demons to humans. We got different impulses, so, because I like you, I’m warning you. I’m a demon and don’t ever forget that. Mistaking me for human because of my manners is an insult to me and you.”

Though they failed to drive it in, they could read it off that confused expression with too much ease. So, they elaborated. “I’m nice, for a demon. Nice isn’t the same as kindness, there’s no such thing as a selfless demon. There’ll be always an urge hidden deep within like an untamed tiger, locked in a cage too tight, fighting to get out at the right chance. Some demons, or in my opinion, most, aren’t smart enough to get it under control and let it dictate their lives. I don’t thrive like most, but I’m not special. Because I don’t act sadistic all the time and am somewhat sociable, doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy the thrill of… you know. Betrayal, hurt, agony, pain. You wouldn’t ever get that, because you’re not a demon. And there’s no demon that can ever fully control those impulses, only fools believe that. And I’m a fool that learned, and the funny thing about it. It feels as bad as it feels euphoric. Don’t let me get too close, because I’ll barely regret hurting you moments later.”

As they tried to empathize with their tone with some intensity, the stern stare twitched into something more elated as they leaned forward. 

“I can’t help myself and invite all knocks on my door to be my guest, all you have to do is see yourself out… But are you going to do that yet? I’d love to see how long you can last on my back while we cross this river, despite all the warning I just gave”

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Commission for @ybkitten !!!

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Silly thought I had, cropped from a comic I made you can read below. OC x canon "cringe" but my friends yelled at me for calling it that lol. But have this as a stand-alone!

Wow you checked out the whole thing, very cool. Not sarcasm, I'm on my knees

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Test art to learn how to draw Trevor Belmont while battling artblock... Actually not as hard to draw as I thought! I really liked how it turned out, my current Discord icon >:)

Silly doodles with the rest of the cast + oc under readmore

I miss them, gonna rewatch the series for Halloween!

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Ben 10 returned to Netflix here, haven't seen it in 10 years or more! It was actually better than I remembered (idk why I remembered Ben as a brat, he's not that bad!) //really hoping Alien Forces comes on Netflix too- I got the most memories with that series//

Upgrade has to be my favourite from the og series, it's just a guy with a silly body shape. I really like it, I wanna see him do silly things :)

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Boosting from my main!

Money has been tight after intensive vet care of my cat (this money isn't for the cat, he unfortunately didn't make it) and I'd love to have a lil more for groceries. !!My commissions are NONCOMMERCIAL, you can't profit/advertise with it, more info when upon contact!!

Main Tumblr - Ko-fi - Email in last section of the pics!

*When commissioning a surprise doodle, you can't state specifics. (outside from design notes + characters) Getting something shaded, colored, headshot, fullbody is completely random. But it'll always have some color!

Reblogs are extremely appreciated! <:)

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Based on my Discord tagline when I changed Deadpool Simp to Bill Cipher apologist. It's been stuck in my head

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Used gouache for the first time, did this random creature cuz stress 💫

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"Is there a problem, officer?"

Thought I uploaded this, guess not! Kinda old by now, more of my false king character and his little goblin

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Quick doodle of the werewolf and vampire couple I have, and I really wanted to give Asher the Y scar I learned about from a mortician. Led to a funny scene between him and Trip

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Been violently ill for 3 weeks and this is the first non-sketch thing I've managed to draw since WOOO.

Also new icon cuz uhhh I used a cropped you-know-what artwork bc it's the only ok-ish art I had of my sona for an icon lol

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Gave some love to an old OC (might turn into a dnd character), scrapped their old name, I'm open to suggestions for this mans! 👀

Time to ramble a little because it's my fucking post LMAO. He's the greatest thief around! At least, it's what he claims in a tongue in cheek manner. They're rather calm and charming, he may have a sword but he rather resort to peace. They're basically homeless but they claim to be a king looking for a queen... Sometimes the lie works, sometimes it doesn't. But he just wants food as it doesn't come by easy, he's very food insecure... But everything else? He's happy to share. He has befriended many princesses over the years, ones who don't want to marry but this guy has helped their parents get off their backs by promising to marry them once they're older... He finds the friendships funny, considering that means he's going to have 20 wives one day... Despite being gay

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Well I'm fucking dumb, oh well, fixed version

Some art I did with my travel setup again, just a story character that needed a slight update due to story reasons. I like it! Can't wait for my normal setup again tho

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Some art I did with my travel setup again, just a story character that needed a slight update due to story reasons. I like it! Can't wait for my normal setup again tho