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im sorry i won't

let you get too close

and im sorry i know

i wasted your time

but atleast i know

you were mine

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theres nothing holding me back from not being your friend anymore just the thought of you bawling your eyes out

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ok so here's the plan for the next few months.

get a job

save up around $350

buy a new desk, drawer, and chair

get back on the grind and save $200

buy an acoustic guitar & capo.

learn music wtv

THEN

save up another $200

AND START RAPIDLY BUYING MATERIAL TO DECORATE MY ROOM RAAAGGGGHHHHH

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Screencap redraws for fun

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YURI!!!

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BETTTYYYY (≧∇≦)b

hai betty

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in every universe

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ive never wanted to stop talking to people more in my life

and even though that MIGHT not be a good thing because i am usually a very high maintenance person and freak out if someone isnt giving me attention for more than 5 minutes

i am truly at peace with being all by myself and honestly i long for the chance to not talk to people and just sit on my phone and watch yt for hours

maybe im just saying all of this because i am so tired of always having to beg for someone to love me

or because ive always had to face consequences for loving another the way in which i do

my therapist said that this whole era of isolation could be a sign of depression but honestly ive never loved being alone more than i do right now

theres such a possible chance that im sinking into a deeper hole of mental illness but there isnt a feeling i would rather choose than this one

i just hope that things will feel like me again someday

that i won't have to feel punished for loving another soul so genuinely

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heart-shaped forget me nots

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tell me why im trynna clean my depression room and asked my dad to help me turn the fan on cause i was getting hot and this mf takes his phone out and takes a picture of my dirty room that i am currently trying to clean

now i don't even wanna do anything 🧛

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no one's coming to save you

get up

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will ALWAYS be everyponys #1 hater when it comes to them getting into a relationship

ESPECIALLY if im not dating anyone AND if they're chopped ASF.

cause who DA FUQ do you think you are 😭😭

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mondstadts most pathetic eligible bachelors! 🥀