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[zcrawelly]

I wanna be more involved with the VtM community here so I'm doing an art raffle!

Rules! You don't have to follow me, but you do have to reblog this post. I will randomly choose a winner on the 1st of February and send them a message or an ask. The character I draw must be a VtM character. I will draw one (1) character and spend as much energy on it as I have at the time.

Examples of my work are under the cut.

It will be at least a portrait like these.

Or something like this on a good day.

[zcrawelly]

I do wish it was easier to find people on your own community. I would love to meet more queer lithuanian people and have it help me get better at reading and writing in lithuaninan 😭

But I don't live in lithuanian, and finding others can be so so hard omg. I just wanna meet others and it be actually super cool

[zcrawelly]

If I get the sims 3 to work I'm gonna do a legacy challenge and debating if I should keep track if it here..

[zcrawelly]

I cannot explain how easily I can write body horror and yet the nether in Minecraft still freaks me out.

[zcrawelly]

Getting super inspired by The Magnus Archives and wanting to make my own ltkrke freaky monsters, people and items

But the main idea I had to go around and getting ideas is nightmares..I don't have that many nightmares, or at the very least I domt remember them often.. help !!

[zcrawelly]

I'm completely burnt out from art. I domt want to draw and it causes far too much pain in my arm and wrist.

So tell me why treating zines with the most shittiest art is so much fun..

Like, most zines I've seen are these super cool looking and well done shit. So I've never tried but.. it's so fun it's not even funny

[zcrawelly]

Blurry little clown Thrice doodle !!

[zcrawelly]

I love finding concept sketches of unfinished, vtm oc concept ideas.

I do not remember making you, or remember really anything what I planned to do with you. But you're living your best life I support

[zcrawelly]

Lestat, Louis and Claudia would all be toredors you cannot convince me otherwise

[zcrawelly]

THE VAMPIRE LESTAT BOOK ARRIVED TODAY LETS GOO

[zcrawelly]

My favourite vtm oc I've ever made wasn't even fully like developed. He has no name, he doesn't even have a clan.

All he is, is an middle aged like completely normal man. Divorced yet still in good relations with his ex-wife. Has a mortgage, has a job.

And then this completely like ordinary, nothing really intresting about him man gets turned into a vampire. Thrusted into a super intense world that he is far too chill about.

Then I probably make it gay

[zcrawelly]

Seeing a movie reaction on YouTube I deeply found uncomfortable causing me to write my own short story is the best motivation I've had in years.

[zcrawelly]

You will not use AI to get ideas for your story. You will lie on the floor and have wretched visions like god intended

[zcrawelly]

I've never physically had to move a book away from myself in disgust but when Louis calls Claudia his bride or his lover I just feel the urgh in my core.

[zcrawelly]

Saving to get a decent laptop just so I could play a sims 4 decades legacy challenge. I'm itching.

[zcrawelly]

For someone who doesn't really enjoy first person stories all that much, the first story in The Bloody Chamber was so fucking beautiful and just rah. The stress I felt, I could have not handled a truly horrific ending. I'm a wreck because of it.

I do feel like it ending a little abruptly, the quick change kinda threw me off a little. But maybe I'll like it more during my next read through. I dunno. I fucking adored at story though.

[zcrawelly]

I lay in bed alone. And I longed for him. And he disgusted me. 

Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories; from ‘The Bloody Chamber’