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I love my vtm ocs more then anything else because these mother fuckers truly think they look and act normal when.. they don't. Not when with other kindred.

[zcrawelly]

I truly need some help 🙏

What are some masculine names but like, 1800s names which would work for a gruff outlaw (whos a softy inside but.. sh)

I'm so trapped with a name I don't truly like for him. Abner Ahlborn and like, either the surname nor first name works for me mich anyone..

His future husband would be names Wolfe Ahlborn so the surnames is kinda.. not it

[zcrawelly]

I SO desperately need to read other books for my course. And I am genuinely enjoying Wide Sargasso Sea, I am exicted to read One Hundred Years of Solitude

But why the fuck can't I stop thinking about reading more sherlock Holmes. Like. I genuinely cannot

[zcrawelly]

I can't really draw ocs consistently in a way I like.. but people please give me fun ideas to do with my ocs 🙏🙏

[zcrawelly]

Noone ever told me Sherlock in the actual books, or at least in the first story was so fun ??

He's truly pure of whimsy I love him

[zcrawelly]

I will forever be haunted by the need to be able to make queer, horror superhero comics but not the ability to draw well enough

I think I've been stuck in an art rut for years and not really able to improve but maybe one day 🫡

[zcrawelly]

I mean this with all the love in my heart, but is there a discord server for mcd that isn't full of 15 year olds talking about Hazbin hotel? Not only do I feel weird invading that space, but also I would just rather talk to older adult fans.

[zcrawelly]

Does anyone have any cute and simple Minecraft servers to join 😭

I just got Minecraft on my laptop I wanna play and learn how the fuck to play Minecraft with a keyboard and mouse so.. 🙏🙏

[zcrawelly]

How do find people to beta read your shit like 😭 I'm trying to start writing poetry but finding people who will give you proper advice is so difficult omg

[zcrawelly]

I wanna be more involved with the VtM community here so I'm doing an art raffle!

Rules! You don't have to follow me, but you do have to reblog this post. I will randomly choose a winner on the 1st of February and send them a message or an ask. The character I draw must be a VtM character. I will draw one (1) character and spend as much energy on it as I have at the time.

Examples of my work are under the cut.

It will be at least a portrait like these.

Or something like this on a good day.

[zcrawelly]

I do wish it was easier to find people on your own community. I would love to meet more queer lithuanian people and have it help me get better at reading and writing in lithuaninan 😭

But I don't live in lithuanian, and finding others can be so so hard omg. I just wanna meet others and it be actually super cool

[zcrawelly]

If I get the sims 3 to work I'm gonna do a legacy challenge and debating if I should keep track if it here..

[zcrawelly]

I cannot explain how easily I can write body horror and yet the nether in Minecraft still freaks me out.

[zcrawelly]

Getting super inspired by The Magnus Archives and wanting to make my own ltkrke freaky monsters, people and items

But the main idea I had to go around and getting ideas is nightmares..I don't have that many nightmares, or at the very least I domt remember them often.. help !!

[zcrawelly]

I'm completely burnt out from art. I domt want to draw and it causes far too much pain in my arm and wrist.

So tell me why treating zines with the most shittiest art is so much fun..

Like, most zines I've seen are these super cool looking and well done shit. So I've never tried but.. it's so fun it's not even funny

[zcrawelly]

Blurry little clown Thrice doodle !!

[zcrawelly]

I love finding concept sketches of unfinished, vtm oc concept ideas.

I do not remember making you, or remember really anything what I planned to do with you. But you're living your best life I support