zanethecoward

[zanethecoward]

Do you ever feel like your just copying everyone around you and that you can't tell them that you like what they do because they will see you as creepy, offputting, or just a cheap copy? Cause I've been feeling like this for years! I join a D&D club and there's this girl who looked so pretty, she had some false pink hair that also looked amazing but during that time I felt that my hair was sloppy sense I didn't retwist my dreads so I was making my own fake dreads to put them in my hair but then I see her hair and think

"Oh no! If I put them in now people will think I'm trying to replace her!"

So I never to them in and put them on a doll is made. Later on i wanted to dye my hair green, sense it's my favorite color, but this boy had dreads with green hair already who was also in D&D so I thought the same thing and kept my hair mostly the same color, temporary dye doesn't really count.

Anyway I don't know, it might just be my inferiority complex or imposter syndrome talking.

[zanethecoward]

I find it so comforting that Ranma 1/2 is having a comeback. Like I was so obsessed with ranma when I was younger and I always wanted to take his place, which lead me to develop a DEEP hatred for him. Now I'm older and I just realized that I was just envious that he could change his gender almost at will... so I'm pretty sure im genderfluid and kinda a shitty person.

[zanethecoward]

You know, I have no idea how you people can so easily say what you want without feeling scared that someone isn't gonna verbally assault you or leak your personal info. Like you guys are particularly fearless! How do you guys do it?