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So i was bored and allat THEN i saw this tiktok while i was scrolling the thing is the s/o does not know how to open the windows since they were in Germany and they have this weird window something that when you don't know to open would look like it would fall on you SO IMAGINE THIS KAISER'S S/O OPENING THE WINDOW IN HIS APARTMENT IN GERMANY AND HER PANICKING SINCE SHE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO OPEN/CLOSED AND KAISER IS JUST LAUGHING AT HER LMFAO. I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE THIS PLSSS I AM ON MY KNEES BEGGING

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Nah not 3 hours more like 3 weeks 😭

Or when you've written something/almost finished it but your too lazy to finish/edit it.

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Helloo so about your requests...

idk if you'd be comfortable with writing that but how about bsd men (Dazai and Chuuya at least, add more if you want) with an s/o that has an eating disorder? Not in a romantic way, hell no. If you're not okay with that, just ginkre this, it's fine. <3

BSD men with an s/o that has an eating disorders

Dazai

He used to ask you so many times to do a double suicide with him

But then he saw you crying and he realised how serious it was

He would never want anyone to spiral into melancholiness

Dazai doesn't understand your eating disorders fully nor will be say that he knows the specifics of your pain

But he does know how it feels to be alone, when you think you can't deal with "it" anymore

After all he oftens stands on the balcony with a glass of whiskey in hand as fresh bandages wrapped around his body

I think he'd get you to join him

It's an incredibly delicate moment where both of you are completely vulnerable

No games, no lies, no mask

He's a touchy guy very affectionate

And slowly with his affection, advice (cause omg is that man smart), and support he'll slowly try to get you to be comfortable with eating

With your own body

And you know he'd do anything to make you see what he sees

Because he sees a beautiful person inside and out who was able to love him the good and the bad

And he'd be damned if he couldn't do the same for you <3

Chuuya

Chuuya is an alcoholic who drinks his problems away

It helps that he's a lightweight so it doesn't take much for him to forget about... everything

But he knows that's not good

And he'd never let you go down that route, no way, not on his watch

He'd try to convince you to seek professional help he'd pay all your sessions anything you need

If youd rather not he'll try to convince you here and there but not push it

Instead he moniters you and makes sure you eat little by little from a snack to a meal to 3 square meals a day and he'd celebrate every milestone

And let's be honest you'll probably never have the chance to try and vomit the food up on his watch

That man has a six sense I swear

Ranpo

I'm sorry but ranpo will not understand

I don't think he'll ever fully understand

"But why don't you eat?! Food is good!" Type of guy

But he knows it's hurting you, not eating

And it becomes all the more real when he walks in on you hunched over the toilet seat as the contents of the ada's group linch falls out your mouth

The bitter acid of it makes you shiver

He starts to get you to eat under the guise of making you try his new favourite snack (that happens to change every week)

A little bit more than what you'd eat to get you through the day but not enough that you could throw it up so easily

Sweets=sugar=energy for you to survive -Ranpo

And on the nights when you can't take it anymore

He lets you climb into his lap and cry which is unusual considering you were the one to always baby him

But it didn't matter, not in that moment

Fyodor

You tried to get him to eat iron tablets once to help him as he's anemic

Now he's trying to do the same with you but with food

I think he'd bring up the hypocrisy of it

So blunt omg 😭

If he offers you a logical solution and you don't take it (because it's obviously not easy) he'll just stare at you contemplating why you did not take his offer

Low-key thinks you're doubting his intelligence

But alas he takes another approach and slowly gets you to eat

He definitely reads a lot of books so he'd have some knowledge on this

Not a very touchy person like dazai or ranpo but he gives you headpats and forehead kisses after every meal that you don't throw up

He likes to make you tea because it's nutritious but not a solid food

And if all fails he'll low-key manipulate you so um yeah...

Nikolai

So silly very silly guy

Immediately goes to Fyodor for help

He makes your food into cute little animals and stuff like you're a kid just to make you feel better

Does little shows while you eat you forget you're eating

And boom the plate is empty how'd that happen?

In the beginning he'd sneak a few spoons of like porridge or something of the sorts into your mouth every hour

He's a very touchy guy as well so he's always cuddling you and telling you how much he loves you

It's honestly very sweet and it's not often you see a sincere Nikolai telling you how much he loves you while the two of you are laying on the couch, movie long forgotten

He'll gasp if you say you skipped a meal and then hop into the kitchen to make something (I'm sorry he's just dramatic like that no guilt tripping at all)

A/n: I'm sorry this took so long 😭 I'm taking a long time with all of my requests because I have so many projects both writing and not going on but I hope you enjoyed and have a wonderful day!

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SO UH... i dont remember i have seen it before but SHIDOU, ISAGI AND KAISER WITH THEIR GYARU GF HEADCANONS?? if you dont want to do, PLS IGNORE- have a nice day!

Blue lock boys with gyaru gf

Requests are open!

A/n: I GENUINELY HAD TO GOOGLE THIS STYLE BUT ITS LITTERALY SO COOL OK ONTO THE HEADCANONS!! ENJOY!

Shidou

Honestly

He basically has that style 😭

The first thing I thought of when I saw the style was him lmao

Matching outfits!!!

He'd love to dress up with you and it'd be so chaotic and fun

I think he'd definitely do your hair and makeup and it's always so random

He'll pick some random colours for your makeup and it always works???

I mean have you seen his eyeliner??? The skill my shaky hands could never

I think he'd like you to do his makeup too

Ooh bleaching each other's hair would be a very fun activity you two do together

Although kinda scary

You see if you trust him with you hair or not

Him with a gyaru gf just equals chaotic matching outfits and very random hairdos

Kaiser

He likes how bold you are with your style

Another one who would do your makeup

I mean what is with these guys and their incredible eyeliner

Your style definitely hurt his ego a bit 😭

Because you're outshining him and he gets all upset if he's not the centre of attention (go girl put him in his place!)

Especially if you wear very bright colours like neon pink and green instead of maybe black or something like that

Hehe but I think he secretly enjoys have you outshine him

Probably brags about how cool you are tbh

100% has you do private fashion shows for him

He loves your style and loves you <3

Also he's definitely spend all his money on your outfits but anyways（ ＾ν＾）

He gonna go bankrupt one day

Isagi

Aww the little cutie ok let's go

I think he'd be absolutely amazed at the way you dress

Like Japanese school dress codes can be kind of strict so seeing you do you hair and makeup out of the norm at school

He loves it!

Alternatively if you tone down your hair and makeup to fit the dress code

Seeing you outside of school maybe with your friends or hanging out with him for the first time

He was stunned at how you dress

It's bold and confident and got to see you in your full glory (he's so cute <3)

Unlike the other two I think he wouldn't know how to do your makeup

He'd be so nervous about messing up so Instead he watches you do it

Take him shopping with you!

I think he'd definitely like to see you put all your outfits together

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Hello, how are you?

Could I request BSD headcannons with Sigma, Poe, Dazai or Chuuya about someone proposing to the reader in front of them!

No pressure with this, if you don't want to do it!

Betrothed to another (fluff ver.)

Dazai, Chuuya, Poe, and sigma x gn!reader (separate)

A/n: I'm indecisive so I'm doing an angsty and fluff ver. ^^

Tags: Established relationship (with character), a child has an innocent crush on reader (and "proposes" to them)

Dazai

He's so childish omg

Argues with the kid

Probably snatched the two-dollar ring the child gave to you

The child would be like "(Name)! Will you marry me?" while holding up a cheap silver ring.

Meanwhile Dazai let out a loud gasp while putting his hand on his forehead like a damsel in distress. "No way! (Name) is marrying me!"

Cue their arguing

Its a back and forth really and you tried to stop their fight but you ended up giving up

You didn't want to break the kid's keart but at the same time you didn't want to deal with an overdramatic dazai

Eventually, the two come to an agreement

The agreement being whoever gets you to agree to marry them first, keeps you

Its silly and you laughed a little at this but dazai is already thinking about what ring to get you in the next week

Chuuya

They're just a kid he told himself

They don't even know about what love actually is

They probably just copied their parents or the disney movies they watched

But then said kid waved the ring in front of your face for the millionth time, still on one knee and was doing a whole speech about how much better than him they are

He couldn't take it

Argues with the kid #2

He really tried to reason with the kids patiently

Explained the kid's crush and how that doesn't equate to marriage and how marriage is a huge commitment and responsibility and everything

However, we all know he has anger issues so after an hour he's arguing with the kid

No agreement, the kid's parents came to pick them up and asked how their last lesson went (You're their tutor) and left

Please comfort Chuuya he's all sulky and grumpy now :(

Poe

The only mature one tbh

Socially awkward

He kind of just stands there

Watching you two with a little frown

He wants to intervene and calmly explain to the child why that's not possible but he gets tongue tied

He tries to write a little scenario to explain love and everythig hfdsakhfjdiksaj hes so sweet <3

Got completely ignored

Got a little upset because of that but stays calm and collected

Instead he lets you handle it while he makes all three of you something to eat

Karl is there to comfort him dw <3

Give him lots of kisses and cuddles after, he deserves it after all he did try

Sigma

Bro is basically a kid in a man's body anyways

Omg does anyone ever think of him of like a man-child ok off topic sorry

I think he'd be a mix of sulky and understanding

At first he'd be a little sad, yeah like just sad, not upset or frustrated like the first two

Just sad

But then he realises its fine because its a kid and he knows you love him <3

It was probably a random kid you babysat spotting you in public

They ran up to you in the mall with a ring in hand and proposed

The parents scolded the kid and apologised to the both of you so there wasn't much to do

Sigma is still understanding the concept of love so he's very understanding after his mini-sadness-phase

Probably smiled at the kid and walked away completely unphased after tbh

Very chill

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Thinking about reader who was born and raised in the port mafia with dazai and chuuya and being the song cardigan by Taylor Swift <3

I'll write it after my requests!

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Port Mafia Black {Dazai}

▪︎ Synopsis: Dazai prefers it when he is drunk because memories of all the people he cared about flood his brain

▪︎ Pairing: Dazai x fem!reader

▪︎ Genre: angst

▪︎ Trigger warnings: mentions of suicide, consumption of alcohol, mentions of vomiting, hallucinations

As much as he thinks he has achieved self-awareness, Dazai Osamu is far from knowing himself. What he does know is that he can't bare thinking of the past sober even though that would clearly lead to him ending things. Wasn't that his goal after all?

And when Dazai drinks in order to think about his past, he drinks a lot. Bottles of beer, soju, whiskey, vodka, you name it. Anything to get him drunk.

It's like a ritual at this point. His own little séance of summoning the ghosts of the past. The balcony door closed, just like the bathroom door -the last time he vomited, he hadn't even got the chance to run to the bathroom so it was useless- and the only thing providing light there being a small kerosene lamp he had no idea how he had gotten.

And the ritual starts. Dazai will slowly open the bottles and then start drinking. One shot of whiskey, two shots of vodka, three shots of soju and the list went on. Given the fact that he hadn't eaten since his lunch break at ADA the alcohol would hit him harder than always expected.

So here he was, his right leg bent, his hands behind his head, laying down on his futon with the world spinning around him. And it felt nice. It felt nice not having to pretend to be that type of drunk who couldn't stop talking, or have others around him trying to give him coffee to sober up.

He didn't want to sober up.

He wanted to close his eyes and see Oda talking to him about... it didn't matter what Oda would talk to him about as long as he talked to him. He wanted to close his eyes and find himself sitting at the bar of Lupin even if that meant that he would have to go through everything he did in the Port Mafia again.

You see, Dazai Osamu deep inside him, has no regrets. He likes to believe that he does and for a few very superficial things, he actually does but for the most part? He doesn't give a shit. It has been so long since he felt like himself that at this point everything he has done seem like puzzle pieces that if he manages to connect then he'll find himself.

Don't get him wrong though, he likes ADA. It is better than the Port Mafia but...

His hallucinations in this drunken state always start the same. That's how he likes them. Him sitting with Oda and Ango at Lupin, talking about their day with the exception that he is not eighteen anymore. Suddenly he gets a phone call and as he looks at his phone, he sees that it's Chuuya. That bastard haunts him even when he is drunk but he wouldn't have it any other way. Chuuya completes the scenario after all.

He wants to believe it's about work and it partly is because Chuuya starts complaining to him about how he should have taken care of the paperwork and that the next time he catches him messing with his wine bottles he'll kill him as painfully as possible. And that is when the complains stop and Chuuya lowers his voice, almost to a whisper.

"She is back" He will say and the next thing Dazai knows is he is back in the Port Mafia building, heading to the terrace. Two heads will turn to look at him, waiting for him to take a seat next to them on the ledge.

There is always this... problem. You, much like Oda, are sitting in the middle. Dazai doesn't know what that means because you're very much alive, still working for the Port Mafia even though he hasn't seen you in years but he rolls with it because you are there.

Right when Chuuya starts complaining about him being slow and all that, Dazai takes a seat next to you and for the first time he doesn't think of jumping off the edge. He turns to look at you, a slightly troubled expression on your face and he reaches out to pat your head just like he used to do back then.

And that is when everything starts to feel off because Chuuya offers him a glass of wine but Dazai knows that he physically can't drink anymore because he will throw up and the hungover will be so bad that he won't be able to go to work tomorrow and Kunikida will start yelling.

But in his "dream" there is no Kunikida. He is not supposed to be working for the ADA, he is not even supposed to know them. In a moment of panic, Dazai takes the entire bottle out of Chuuya's hand and gulps it down in one go.

He can't seem to shut his brain down. All those little voices that tell him that what he is dreaming about is not real and he should wake up and sober himself up immediately... they won't shut up.

Slowly he starts hating himself for it. Because when all of this is done, the only thing he can think of is what Higuchi had told him back at that alley.

A part of him feels at peace when thinking about ADA. He knows he has done the right thing according to Oda. But deep inside him, deeper than he actually thinks, he knows his heart is Port Mafia black and he wants back what he once had.

▪︎A/n: send angst requests please

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SEND REQUESTS PLEASE.

I have neglected this blog for way too long and have no ideas 😓

I can write bsd or blue lock headcanons/oneshots (no smut cause I can't write it to save my life)

Also Im on the hunt for friends/moots so feel free to message or send me an ask!

This is a secondary blog tho so if a blog named 'yuyan' replies to your comment, it's my main :D

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Floriography: Resources for Writers

For centuries, flowers, herbs, and other plants have been used to convey meaning, both in life and in literature. Many of the greats, including Shakespeare, Austen, the Brontë sisters, and Steinbeck referred to floral symbolism to delicately weave into their intricate works. Flowers influenced art for generations before us, and with luck, they will continue to inspire artists for generations after us--long after we've become them.

Victorian Floral Code.pdf

Floriography: An Illustrated Guide to the Victorian Flower Language by Jessica Roux

Language of Flowers Wiki

Hanakotoba - Japanese Flower Language Wiki

Ikebana - Japanese Flower Arrangement Wiki

Kate Greenaway's Language of Flowers

Floral Emblem Guide

Plant Motifs In English, Russian, and Tatar (pdf)

Flower Language Myths

Language of Flowers.com

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Smile more silly

A/n: I saw a tiktok once pointing out how Kaiser smiles less (Idk if it's true because I'm only at the start of phase 3 so) but it's based on that so enjoy!

Tags: fluff, established relationship, reader and Kaiser live together, Kaiser being upset, reader cheering him up

A deep frown etched into Kaiser's face accompanying his furrowed brows as he unlocked the door to your shared penthouse.

"Welcome back Micha," you said, placing the two dishes on each end of the dining table. Kaiser merely hummed a response and went to shower. You let out a breath you didn't realise you were holding and pursed your lips. This happened yesterday too...and the day before that and the fortnight before that. Anxiously, you paced around the dining room, wondering what could be so wrong with your dear boyfriend. He was always so chirpy and yes he was arrogant and cocky but it was part of him. Without it, he just felt off like when a baby doesn't cry when they're born.

"Everything alright?" Kaiser asks but it comes out more like a sigh as you broke out of your train of thought.

"Yep! Everything's fine. Shall we eat?" You ask and he just nods.

Throughout the entire dinner, Kaiser was out of it. More out of it then the past two weeks since he started acting like this, yet he was asking if you were ok when he noticed your leg bouncing rapidly.

"Are you ok?" you shoot back. He barely touched his meal, just picking at it.

"Yeah fine, just a little stressed," Kaiser responds, "nothing for you to worry about sweetheart."

"Ok...if you say so," you respond.

After dinner, you peaked your head out from the hallway and see Kaiser watching the game he had today, probably analysing it and seeing how he could improve.

"Micha..." You whined, dragging out the last syllable. When you only get a him as a response, you plop yourself into his lap and turn to face him. "What's wrong?" You asked, "you've been so out of it lately."

He grabbed your waist and pulled you closer, his expression softening. "What do you mean?"

"You haven't been smiling," you pout.

"huh?"

"Miss your usual arrogant and cocky self."

"Do you? Always thought that you found it annoying," Kaiser said, but it had a playful lit to it.

"It was annoying," you confirm.

"Wo-"

"But at least I knew you were ok," you cut him off,"now you don't even smile when I'm around." You look down, your frown reflecting his.

For once in his life, Kaiser didn't know what to say. He didn't realise, didn't realise how much he spent trying to improve, didn't realise the upset expression he always wore, didn't realise how much it affected you, his beloved.

"Liebeling...I'm sorry, I've just been...you know," Kaiser said, stroking your cheek gently,"what do you want me to do to make it up to you?"

"Smile more silly," you said, using your thumbs to pull up the corner of his lips. You watched his eyebrows furrow more, an annoyed look on his face, his glaring eyes contrasting the smile you forced upon him, but then he saw your goofy smile and his eyes softened. When you let go, his lips formed a pout, a sulky expression that resembled one of a kicked puppy.

"Liebling, that hurt more face," Kaiser whined and you laughed at his overdramatic self, because that's when you knew you got your Kaiser back. The arrogant and cocky but also overdramatic and sulky cute little Kaiser.

His smile widened hearing your laughs and he gently placed a soft kiss to your forehead.

"I love you liebling."

"I love you too Micha."

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I have a fanfic idea I might write if I have the time because there are not enough pei Ming fanfics 😭

Imagine pei Ming actually falls in love (with reader) and gets rejected because reader is very aware of pei ming's love life and doesn't want to enter a relationship that won't be serious or isn't intended to last long-term. However, pei Ming is serious so now he has to win reader's trust. Yayayayyayaya

Is it cliche? Yes Do I care? No it might forever stay in my head and live there rent-free forever or I might actually write it who knows.

[yuyanwrites]

Kaiser would hate asmr until he met you.

He just didn't understand the appeal of it like mouth sounds? Roleplays? Yeah no. It just wasn't for him. Had he ever listened to it before? Absolutely not. Will he ever listen to it? Not willingly, no.

The bed dipped as Kaiser shuffled in bed, turning to cuddle you when he saw you watching asmr.

"Why do you watch that?" Kaiser asked, not trying to his disapproval like always.

"Helps me sleep," you replied, too focused on the video to care.

"Weird."

From that day onwards, he'd watch you watch asmr and make some sort of comment. Finally, you had enough and forced him to watch it. He whined and clung onto you, begging you to not make him watch it. What a drama queen.

However, he ended up watching it intently. It was a typical asmr video where they did your makeup and Kaiser watched until he passed out on your couch. He was cute, so focused on the video, lips slightly parted, sleep weighing on his eyelids.

From then on, he'd watch ASMR videos before you two went to sleep. It became part of your little night time routine.

When he was away overseas, he'd text you and ask to send the link to the ASMR you watched each night he was away and he'd watch it before he went to sleep. In his mind, it made feel him feel close to you, like you were lying next to him watching it too. He let that slip one time and you called him sappy. Now, you'll never let him live that down.

A/n: idk why this popped into my head but it's been there for possibly months idk I lost track.

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Random thought but kaiser with a south (east) asian s/o would be so chaotic and funny.

Imagine kaiser just walking inside your shared apartment with shoes on while you give him the "bitch you better take those off before I send you to meet my ancestors" look.

Or when he visits your home and grabs those metal cookie containers (it's always gonna be those danish cookie tins i swear) thinking there's cookies inside but no, he sees an entire sewing kit instead.

And he'll be suffering at family dinners bc he has the weakest spice tolerance known to man while you're calmly eating your lahpet thoke (လက်ဖဘ်သုပ် for my fellow burmese ppl out there who can read)

ALSO, asian families in general dislike tattoos A LOT so he'll desperately be trying to cover his up everytime he comes to visit your family. No way he'll be ruining his image infront of his future in-laws (wink wonk)

But I think he'll really love spending time with you during special festivals/holidays, just imagine him covered head to toe with colourful powder during holi or getting splashed in the face with a water gun during Thingyan/Songkran

Kaiser would also constantly bother you during praying ceremonies, it can be about anything really, from complaining about the numbness in his legs from kneeling for too long, to prodding at you and asking how much longer the praying session is going to last.

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Masterlist

Requests are open!

Blue lock ⚽️

Bllk boys with gyaru gf

Smile more silly (Kaiser X reader)

Kaiser x reader who listens to ASMR (scenario)

Bungo Stray dogs 📖

Betrothed to another (bsd boys X reader-separate)

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