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LET FREE THE CURSE OF TAEKWONDO (2024) I EP. 2 "That winter... was filled with enigmas."

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Come back for our service. Messing with you is so much fun.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 1

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bison: 👉👈😍 fadel: 🙄😒🔪

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since i'm here i will also wonder out loud where. where did the budget go

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someone explain to me the focus on kant's chewing

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wrote something about Joke and his dad because I couldn't get it out of my head

You are your father’s son, but you are not your father, and that is your original sin.

Doors slammed on poor grades, you scream in your head I am my father in my own way, your mother doesn’t defend you and there’s no place to hide so you end up on the floor. You are fifteen and you don’t understand.

You’ve bent and twisted your cleverness to serve a standardized test and now you can’t bring it back to its original shape: you are too far gone to be happy, but you don’t know yourself enough to realize it.

You know the roadmap to your father’s happiness like the back of your hand, though. The path is straight and simple, clear checkpoints your younger brother walks through before you do – but you felt happy once, making breakfast for your mom.

So it splits you. A kind of happiness that doesn’t belong to you, and a frantic search for some unknown peace to quiet your mind. And loving you becomes a chore, like you would expect from loving something that’s perpetually struggling.

You are a disappointment of a son, which is unfortunate: you only get one chance to get it right, and you’re shit out of luck.

You get complacent with it. If you were kind, you would call it surviving. But the thing about this suffocated yearning for someone who sees all the wrong turns you chose to take instead of the right ones you missed, is that when it happens you can barely breathe.

It takes a hold of you, and no one ever said you can keep a level head. You are your father’s son, after all.

And so it comes to you and it’s Jack, his ethics and his promises and his hands, all his right turns on a shit road in a shit land, a silent acknowledgement that makes your mind quiet. It’s okay. It’s not irreversible.

Some kind of forgiveness, that comes in the shape of recognizing your choices for what they are: free.

And when your mistakes become your own, when you are no longer your father’s failed first attempt at a son, well. That’s when you can just apologize.

Make no mistake, your father is a disappointment of a father. And maybe he was surviving in his own way.

It’s a bitter thing: your father is human, and he took it out on you.

But you handle your fear differently. Someone has to do it first. Maybe for the yearning that never quite managed to stay unsatisfied.

Maybe because you have a twisted fondness for lost causes. You are, after all, your father’s son.

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With this clip itself I can proudly say THE ACTOR YOU ARE WARWANARAT!

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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hey so this is still insane

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Jack and Joker: U Steal My Heart Episode 9

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So the IQIYI Galla thing happened the other night where the end of the year/new year lineup was announced and awards were given out, etc. That’s where the brain rotting selfie of FirstKhao with YinWar happened, thing was, there were also sat next to each other in the audience. It went Yin, War, First, Khao, Joong and then Dunk. Which meant poor shy and awkward First was next to War during the airing of The Heart Killers trailer, a trailer that they apparently hadn’t even seen in full yet since they legit just finished filming the series last week. As you can imagine, when the nipple scene popped up onto the screen, War was all grins and amusement while First tried to sink into his turtleneck and be swallowed by the floor.

He literally doubled over whilst others giggled and Khao… licked his lips? Okay bruh, being a little horny in main there, but we’ll let it slide.

Seriously, watch the clip someone posted over on Twitter (it will never be X!) and see poor First’s soul slowly leave his body due to mortification bit by tiny bit lol.

Warning for idiots screaming in the audience, so headphone users beware.

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I already have someone I like.

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JACK & JOKER: U STEAL MY HEART! (2024) I 1.06

"Promise you won't disappear until I achieve my dream."

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also @ joke what did you do 🙂

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something something Joke allows Tattoo space to feel safe caring for others. Arun demands it

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just realised jack and joker taking care of each other might have been the first time either of them has had someone take care of them so i will go back to bed

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Thank you so much!! Both you and @respectthepetty 💕

local idiot here: why was joke ashamed of jack pulling his shirt up?